31.5.09

I'm awesome,guys!

I do my assignment til late nite bout 2am this morning!
Right!
This was my 1st time lei~
At least give me a clap la~plz~

Although is not so 'geng' for others who has usual sleep very late....
but for me is awesome edi...
The moment you finished it
U were really damn happy
and u can just go ahead to your sweet dream without wondering anything....

But actually I want done it so stubbornly...
Although it was not a rush assignment
it only need at Thursday....
But I told myself
"I muz finish it!by today!"
Since it still want to pass up one day...
why dont I finish it now?
Then I have time to study other subject and prepare for the quizzes next week...

Yeah~
I just finished it....
And I did it!
Is awesome!
For myself~
wakaka~

p/s:For sure I will have a quiz next week...Thursday arr.....alamak~haven touch it at all!Is just
5 marks!!!Why muz we study for many for it????Just always dreaming bout the day
when WE at kampar.....fast fast come la~~KAMPAR~Im comin'~~~^^

29.5.09

Wat's on my mind?Wat's goin on?

Oh....
I'm sucks....
feel so bad that I cant even concentrated on my study....
think this think that...
I looked back the photo that took with my dear friends before....
I so "in love" with that....
I mean I missed and love so much the life spending time with my silly friends before....

The day we made silly things...
The day we made funny pose...
The day we made a great success...
The day we made sweet and bitter memories....
And so many many else...

I'm missing u all so much when I'm writing this...
Cant wait for the Kampar party due next week...
Wat u all expecting?
I wish it will be fun and have another sweet memory again....

27.5.09

Enjoying movie at Time Square

Finally....
I had met Christopher today since he had been chatting with me through MSN few months ago...
This is the 1st time I meet Christopher and we both felt awkward for the 1st time meeting...
hahaha~
But after we enjoyed a movie together,
we just chat simple as a friend...
He is a kind and nice person...
And he is also a humour
and also a person really can laugh....haha~
I said this because he really enjoyed laughing when we watch the movie inside the cinema...

p/s:DUN TAKE SERIOUS WITH THIS AR CHRIS~IM VERY LIKE THIS KIND OF PERSONALITY...AND I ALSO LIKE TO LAUGH~wakaka~

Talk back our movie...
NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM 2~
I like it so much although my friends keep on telling me
"this movie ar?not good one~","Boring lar this movie~"..............
I gonna tell you all....
you are not humour enough....
I like this movie since I had watch the NIGTH AT THE MUSEUM 1 few years ago...
This is the only reason that can attract me to watch this movie in cinema...

And finally We both enjoyed this movie so much...
Nothing to talk bout what we talked today...xp
is just simple friends conversation and he is a really kind person and always take care of ppl...
As Im not familiar with the transport system at KL
He bring me and teach me a lot...
Really Thanks ya....^^

K...
cannot continue writing anymore coz I haven finish my works after out for one day...
LOLX...
SO SLEEPY NOW BUT CANT SLEEP LO~
=.=

26.5.09

Being hardworking

Ohh...
I'm so busy to my college's life here...
no time for me to hanging hanging there already...
Real life is start up~
And no more excuses for me to not studying well
as my family and my mum had given me so many support especially financial support...
I promise I wont disappointed you all...
I promise and I will make it with all my strength....

Study study and study...
That's my life here and only relax when back to hometown...
yeah~
I think I will continue my life like this day by day in this semester....
hope it will end well as fast as possible...
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Today I get a news from my dearest friend--cheefoon
She just got her matric and decided go melaka in a rush last week...
And yesterday was the 1st day she being at there...
But she cant get what she want there...
She just being frustrated and dont know what to do...
I think she had think the whole night and cant sleep to make this important decision
sign the contract or back to study Form 6?
She asked here and there to make sure she was not doing silly things or decision which will make her regret...
She gave me a call and asked me so...
I cant help her to make any decision
because the road is hers....
What I can do is tell her "no regrets for doing any decision..."
And you might expect anything that will be happen on the road you had chosen....

Finally,she had make a decision.
Back and study Form 6.
Maybe it is a silly decision for others~
But not for herself neither her dearest friends....
As friends will always by her side...
No matter what decision she make
We will support her no doubted...

LAU CHEE FOON
just do it~!
you can make it!
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Today also...
I had receive a great news from my eldest brother(Jack)...
He had been hanging there for no job nearly one month...
Long time waiting for the reply....
Today he got the job and he make it!
He told me that it will be a better job with better salary...
That's great!
Then mum....you can put down your concern and anxious to brother edi...
And left elder brother(Jeft) waiting for his job reply only...
If comfirm...
You no need to worry bout my living expenses anymore...
Just pass it to my two brothers or your thoughtful son....

Hope the best luck fall on my whole family
and also all my dearest friends...
And me...
be hardworking la~
waiting for luck meh?=.=

24.5.09

还是觉得‘家’最好~

对~
我又回家了……
城市的生活……
真的很累人……

家,
永远都不会给你带来烦恼……
在家里我就有一个万能的妈妈
她帮我解决一切……
回到家
我要做什么就什么……
更简单的说
除了睡觉吃饭
我什么都不用做……

真的很感动地说
我要求妈妈煮我喜欢吃的菜
妈妈第二天就去买菜做我喜欢吃的……
在家里
我更睡到不想起来……
这是在KL做不到的事,尽管第二天没有课……

回到家
我也可以随时随地约老朋友出来……
谈天说地……
这也是在KL做不到的事……
我真的很喜欢回家……

但是我知道自己不能整天都回的……
浪费钱之余
我还搞到自己很累……
算了……
大概一个月回一两次不过分吧~

在这里要专心的读书……
回到家就能抛开一切啦~
等待下次回家的日子……

21.5.09

Rushing...

Thurday again...
Means that my weekend is coming also...
Week by week...
Time flies away without inform me with any sign...

Feel so stress that have to doing so many things within few weeks...
now is only week 3....
But we will have many quizzes during week 5...
and one presentation at week 7...
and one more big event on week 9-10....
and guess what?
our mid-term exam will be on week 8....
What are all that?
We just starts school 3 weeks lei~
Still getting used with the surronding...
At the same time,we need to all the things that very new to us...
Cant cope so fast lar~
Superwomen meh?
Even superman also beh tahan la~

When I was still thinking about the FINITE MATHS question
The Malaysian Studies's project come over to annoy me...
When I was enjoying the study skills class
The computing principles's assignment knock my door and tell me"hey~dont left me behind~"
And the thick thick text book also hor...
murmuring that,"if you dont read me you will die badly in the exam..."

walao~
so scare wor...
many things want to do a!!!
how z???
dont think le...
pack back to Ipoh 1st....
I want to run away from this stress things now.... bye!

20.5.09

能表达我心情的歌

今天过得很闷……
时间过得很慢……
我不知道今天的自己
到底在做些什么……
心里在想着一些东西……
那是什么东西?
我不知道……
只是心里很闷……
很不好受……

最近爱上了的两首歌……
〉〉〉〉〉〉〉〉
远在身边--周定纬
不是每只船 都不怕流浪的孤单
可是它们仍扬起帆
因为心中 有个彼岸
也许有些路 注定要一个人走完
所以背包总是塞满 你所有温暖 很暖

原来你一直在我身边
不管距离多麽遥远
就算乌云在眼睛里不散
你的笑容让我灿烂
原来你就在我的身边
不管时间怎麽疏远
所以就算我飞上了云端
只要想像你住在我心里 我就心安

不是每片叶 都不怕坠落的遗憾
可是它们仍然飞翔
因为身後 树的棋盘
也许有些梦 做起来才知道很难
可是一想到为了你 眼睛就不会 流汗

原来你一直在我身边
不管距离多麽遥远
就算乌云在眼睛里不散
你的笑容让我灿烂
原来你就在我的身边
不管时间怎麽疏远
所以就算我飞上了云端
只要想像你住在我心里 我就心安

原来你一直在我身边
不管距离多麽遥远
就算乌云在眼睛里不散
你的笑容让我灿烂
原来你就在我的身边
不管时间怎麽疏远
所以就算我飞上了云端
只要想像你住在我心里 我就心安
======================================
让我照顾你--张芸京
你一个人 失了魂
清晨哭到夜深 不要别人问
我不出声 一直等
听你说你心疼 当时好傻好天真
如果可以 我愿意这样陪你到永恒

让我照顾你 面对再大的风雨
也能微笑做自己 像个孩子
躺在我怀里
让我照顾你 在这荒芜世界里
就算有新的剧情 在明天等着你
然而在你最需要的此刻 请让我照顾你

总有一天会有人 一个懂你的人
让你从此不心疼
如果可以 我愿意 这样陪你到永恒

让我照顾你 面对再大的风雨
也能微笑做自己 像个孩子
躺在我怀里
让我照顾你 在这荒芜世界里
就算有新的剧情 在明天等着你
然而在你最需要的此刻 请让我照顾你

你看破了虚伪 拆穿爱的假面
後悔曾经为他 付出一切喔~
我会在你身边
当你 伤心欲绝
不奢望你涌然泉源喔~

让我照顾你 面对再大的风雨
也能微笑做自己 像个孩子
躺在我怀里
让我照顾你 在这荒芜世界里
就算有新的剧情 在明天等着你
当你对这世界失去信任 请让我照顾你

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突然。。。
很想回家……

19.5.09

NOTHing

好……
想想今天要写写什么先……
刚刚和我的housemate吃完晚餐回来……
那是我第一次join她吃晚餐……
和她一大班multiractial的同事……
我觉得没什么问题……
因为他们都很nice~
一整天都没有吃过正餐的我,
原本打算又吃公仔面就算了……
但是有出去吃好东西的机会……
我又怎能错过呢?
虽然还蛮贵下的~
但是吃得很满足……
所以也是值得的……

而今天的我
如常的上学……
如常的生活……
我好像渐渐的习惯了……
习惯了?
能不习惯吗?
不习惯不是跟别人说我过得不好?

听到这句话最欣慰的人应该会是妈妈吧~
每天给她知道我很好……
你不用担心我那就足够了……
希望她也渐渐习惯没有我的生活……
不过我觉得她也慢慢的放下心了……
那就好啦~
我每天都跟她说说笑……
而她就每天告诉我要好好得过活……
我要好好读书,她就说要戒赌~
然后一起努力之类的……
哈哈~
谢谢您~我都知道的……
你为我做的一切
我都知道的~只是放在心里~
永远的记在心里……

18.5.09

新耶wor~

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17.5.09

Window shopping wasn't interesting!

Actually I have no mood to write bout what had happen today...
Because it had a damn ending and I never dare to go out anymore next time....

Today I had dated Leeyee to hang out
since we are so boring and stressful for the new life at KL.
And since my housemates also have a movie at Midvalley...
We just went together and shared the cap fees...
After being there I'm just call Leeyee and met her and her sister there....
We had our lunch at "KIM GARY" and this is the most expensive lunch I ever had at KL.
Is quite boring and nothing to do as we were window shopping...
And we had no idea with the people who like window shopping so much...
As we are no so like to do this...

Ok~
we just walked around and chat what life we both had in our colleges with each other.
Hopefully,our life still not that sucks...
two three hours walking was so boring and tiring...
And that leeyee also murmured that she want to back home edi...
However I'm still waiting my housemate even she dont receive my call...
About 4pm
we really cant withstand for it already...
I'm just take KTM with them to KL central
and plan to take rapid KL which is a cheaper way to back my home...
I just back myself and say goodbye to her and her sister at KL central

Luckily I had found a rapid KL back to my area...
but...
guess what?
I had no change...
The bus driver shouted to me that he got no change
and even the counter there also no change for me....
what the hell!~
Ok~
I take taxi lo!
what a bad service!

I had paid so much for the taxi but the taxi just fetch me back to my area but nt my house lo~
DAMN again~
haiz~
Just walked back with full anger~

Today I had over spend jo~
next weekend muz stay at home...
going out means waste of money...
Not dare to do that edi...T.T

16.5.09

Animation&cosplay@HELP

Yesterday I had told that my college will held a big activity bout animation and cosplay
call C2AGE~
And today I had a replacement class for Malaysian studies so I went school very early...
Due to most the students were so busy bout the activity carry outside....
There was so few of people inside the class only....
Ms. Sue just dismissed the class ealier after given a tough group project....
Yup~
A new task I haven touch before....
which is group project to organize an event bout malaysia's culture....
What is that?
We all have no idea for it
and just leave it to the coming monday for grouping and discuss after that....

I'm just walked around because the activity haven began...
At the same time...
I had saw many cosplay people from the famous animation like Bleach,Naruto,Dragonball....
Whatever animation I knew was just this few...haha~
All people jus make use of everythings they got...
Dye his/her hair to different colour...blue,grey,white,green......
wearing the same kind of clothes as shown by the character...

And the one who make me rmb him so much was the one from dragonball....
not the yellow upside hair character...
but the bareheaded old uncle (龟前辈)
who always wearing spectacles and always make fun in the movie...
Of coz he was pretend to be old but he was so alike to the character inside....
Haha~he was quite success...

But....
most of all....
the activities having was so few and overall I can say it was boring...
The most interesting parts was I had enjoyed an animation show in the hall...
It was fun and we like the movie so much....
And the hall almost like cinema and give me lots of 'cinema feel'...
not just because of the darkness situation but the cold air-cond and also the big screen...
And I'm gonna make a conclusion for the function....
Is boring around beecause not much things to see....
however we enjoyed so much for the movie and the most worth things was the gift given....
A GUNDAM~
wow~I think the cost for it was so worth already....

p/s:My busy college's life will be start next week....many assignments and project works are waiting for me....yelllll~~Hope it will gone through very fast!!!!

15.5.09

STOMACHACHE

Yeah~
Today is friday already~
But....
I still have to go school tml wor~
1st reason is for the replacement class for Malaysian studies...
2nd reason is for the C2Age at HELP tml....
It is a big activity organized by our HMC(HELP MATRICULATION CENTRE) LEADS
And it is about cosplay and animation something that I also not so sure...
Just go and have fun and even get some experiences from it....
I haven go such an activity like this before and it looks interesting....
Hope can have some fun from it and will fill up my boring days here....

Today I end my class at 12pm and I wait my for my friends to have lunch with me
I think I can withstand for it even I just having 2 biscuits for my breakfast...
Ok....
Just wait till 1pm I think...
We decided go to McD having a McValue lunch...
I ate all of it and I think I'm just getting too full that coz my stomach felt not so well only...
And I thought that it will recover then...
Just leave it aside and we had a movie at a friend's room(HELP residence)
The movie we had was "COMING SOON"
which is a thailand ghost movie....
At 1st I really scare and ignore to watch it...
because I have heard that it was damn scary....

Nevermind...
I have my friends to watch with my right?
Is ok is ok~(self-convince....)
<---------------bout 2 hours later------------------->
The make-up was quite scary la~
but not for the whole movie lo~
what is that?
what I'm going to say it is damn boring!
Or maybe we are not concentrated watch it at all....
But it is still boring for us la~
If it really interesting muz attracted us to watch it right?
However.....
I cant get in it....

We just end this like that and back home separately...
but seriously I'm really enjoyed to spend time with friends to do this boring things also la~
On the way back home....
I realized that my stomach still like that and never getting better...
OOuchHHH~
Stomachache again~
gastric problem~
'Old friend' comes to see me again~

Is quite pain but I still have to pretend nothing....
No one gonna to help me....
I just have a medicine so it can help me reduced some pain....
(gastric medicine always belongs with me~)
Unfortunately,My brother come today for some 'special' purposes
and he will bring me to eat something better....
I'm in pain bro~~~
haiz....
still have to go....
I really cant withstand for the delicious food outside....
Longtime I din eat fish already....
Even it was not so special or prefect...
but I enjoyed so much because I haven taste fish for few weeks la!!!
Whatever my stomach was so pain...
I dun bother it~
just having whenever I felt enough...
wakakak~

Ermmmmm......
finally I'm wrong....
situation being worst...
eat another medicine hope can sleep well and tight today....
NITEZ.....T.T[still in pain....]

14.5.09

HELP Personallity test

This was the 2nd class we had on study skills...
Although we stil dont know what we gonna to study or what wil the exam question like...
I'm just totally like it so much because we always have something new in the class....
Like today we have a personality test...
yeah~I like this kind of test...
especially something more like psychological test....
This also one of the reason that I interesting so much in psychology...

There got 2 sections...
the 1st section is for the intelligence test...
and there got 8 intelligence to test for...
1.Bodily-kinestinetic(someone who is active and non-stop moving I think)
2.Visual-spatial(someone who is good in drawing or can picture or able to use map.)
3.Verbal-linguistic(I think is more bout someone who good in languages)
4.Logical-mathematical(no need me explain oso know la~mathematical talent~)
5.Musical(yeah~musical development~)
6.Interpersonal(someone who able to make friends easily and communicate well.)
7.Intrapersonal(someone who like to do things by herself/himself.)
8.Naturalistic(someone who like natural lo~)

And guess which I get the highest?
Of course I like music so much then only I can get the highest in that.
And the other one is Interpersonal development.
Means that I'm good in social and communication~
yeah~quite satisfy with it~
but...I get the lowest in my visual-spatial development...
since I'm very hate drawing during my childhood...
So,I didnt expected more from it~
and the others development I also get moderate develope~
Not bad right?

Ok~
Go to the next section.
It is call PERSONALITY SPECTRUM.
It just got 4 personallity there~(because it just a small test with not much question~)
1.THINKER(A person who always think logically and look things precisely.)
2.ORGANIZER(A person who able to plan things well and more to be prefectionalist.)
3.GIVER(A person who always care others people,sociable and harmonious.)
4.ADVENTURER(A person who like to take challenges and risks or even open-minded.)

Obviously,I'm a GIVER.
Haha~friends whoever knows me,agree?
Ya~I think is absolutely right is it?

Most of all,or in a conclusion
This test is quite accurate and interesting since we were so enjoyed in our class.
And this was the most funny class for the whole day but I remember I had laugh so much in my computing principles class because I had few funny group members.
K...Have to stop here....
and I'm enjoy my college's life here now...
since I have mix well with the friends there already...

THANK YOU,THOSE FRIENDS WHOEVER PASS IN MY LIFE.
THANKS FOR BE PARTS OF MY LIFE.
I APPRECIATED IT SO MUCH.

SCARY THUNDER STORM~

Walao!!!!
This the 1st time I experience quite a big damn strong thunder storm bout midnight.
It was bout 3++am I think...
I'm jus enjoying my sweet dreams....
SUDDENLY.....
KRONG KRONG!!!!!
Lightning here and there....

Finally it wake me up and only I realize that it was raining cats and dogs outside!!!
DAMN it!
More worst was that the strong thunder storm had make the electricity went off....
Again DAMN it!
I'm just open the door and try to see wheather Lisa(my housemate) is awake from it or not...
Dunno luckily or not,she was awaken from it also and went to turn on the electricity downstair...

Then we both also felt quite scary bout that...
So,we have a chat to make a comfort sleep after that...
But,it was quite a long conversation we had...
And Lisa is quite a talkative person.
but, I really wan to sleep la~
then we jus end our chat bout 4++am
And I jus fall asleep like that even there was still heavy thunder around and rain non-stop...

The early morning was very fresh and no more thunder or rain already...
THANKS GOD~
And I have a conversation with my friends only realized that we have the same shock and awake from it at the same time also!
So coincidence right?!
Haha~
We just pray that we wont have another shock again like this...
What a terrible nightmare will be if get shock again....
PLZ la~

p/s:It was a very new experince for me at KL...finally I realize that my hometown was so safe....at least...it dont got such a terrible+heavy+strong+scary thunder strom there...and I want to tell that I din off my laptop at night and hopefully it din get shock...wow~so scare rite?I'm not dare to do that so le...PLZ dun shock it ya~~~

13.5.09

雨天思乡

又是一个下雨天……
今天是星期三……
每逢星期三我都没有课……
然后我就会一个人呆在家里……
上上网……
看看戏……

做什么都好……
就是不让自己有乱想的空间……
很快来到了中午……
天空也下起隆隆的雨……
自己一个人独自吃着公仔面……
每当下雨时我都会想
这时的怡保,万里望,我的家乡……
是否也是下着雨呢?

凌乱的思绪
是我无法专注正在看的戏……
想念是件很痛苦的事……
多么的希望那暴风雨之后
是个蔚蓝的天空……
而那微风
能把我的思念带回家乡
带回我的家
你……
你知道我在想你吗?

12.5.09

Isn't that life?

It is been the 2nd week I'm been in the HELP college...
I received a message from my friend,In Rou,who was the 1st person I met in the 1st day orientation...
her sms:"sorry that I'm gonna stop the course in HELP,coz of the transportation problem,that's why I couldnt make it.Anyway,it's nice to know you altough it just been so short,but still so much of appreciation,thank you.Hope to see ya again in future:)"

Is quite sad that she no more study together with us...
I thought that we can be closer friend as time passed by...
but,she gonna to go....
maybe study at others college...
By the way,hope she can get another bright future at other schools.

This is life.
Sometimes we have no choice...
There are always many obstacle or other factors can affect our life.
We have to face all these as challenges in our life.
We have to be strong enough as this is the only way to bring us to success.
The future is an unknown.
As we dont know it.
What we gonna to do right now is do our best whatever we can.
And I know that we are not suppose to give up
whenever the GOD haven tell you that you are 'game over'.

So,my life haven over yet...
What I'm gonna to do is live stronger or strongest whatever I can.
I dont rmb where this phrase from,but is quite useful in our life~
"If you think you can,you can you can!"

10.5.09

妈妈,我爱你

刚刚致电给妈妈
很顺利的唱了‘真的爱你’给她听……
很高兴……
第一次提起勇气做这么cool的事……
尤其是对妈妈……
这一年的这一天
很值得纪念……
一个傻女打电话向另一边的妈妈唱出心中数十年的感受……
妈妈感动到哭了……
傻女也跟着哭了……

我没什么好说……
歌词已足够表达一切…………
但至少我以行动实际地做了
这样妈妈才能感受到、知道

妈妈,我爱你~
晚安~

无人能比的位置--妈妈

今天是母亲节……
很遗憾我不能在家里陪着妈妈……
记得以往那十几年的母亲节我都在妈妈的身旁……
帮她庆祝、陪她度过……
虽然昨天是帮她提早庆祝了……
但是缺少了母亲节的那份意义……

我也写了封信给妈妈……
因为我实在没有什么经济能力去买些什么来送给她……
所以就只能写一封信给她当作母亲节感恩的礼物……

也是我第一次写给妈妈的信……
我写了很多自己内心很久都不敢对妈妈说的话……
也对她作出了承诺……
说我一定会好好的读书……
以后一定会出人头地……
一定要让妈妈老来的生活好过……

我也不知道要写些什么好了……
第一次写了又按了一下backspace
写了又删,写了又删……
那是一种文字形容不到的感觉与感情……

在我的心里
最在乎的
只有妈妈

在妈妈的心里
最在乎的
只有她的子女

除了妈妈
世界上还有谁比她更伟大呢?
在我心中
没有人必能比得上妈妈

一切尽在无言中
我和妈妈的感情
天地可证
可能在别人的眼中
我好像有点恋母情结
哈哈
但是我是很认真地
很认真地爱我妈妈

很想送一首歌给我的妈妈—真的爱你

无法可修饰的一对手 带出温暖永远在背后
纵使罗嗦始终关注 不懂珍惜太内疚
沉醉于音阶她不赞赏 母亲的爱却永未退
让决心冲开心中挣扎 亲恩总可报答
春风化雨暖透我的心 一生眷顾无言地送赠

**是你多么温馨的目光 教我坚毅望着前路
叮嘱我 跌倒 不应放弃
没法解释怎可报尽亲恩 爱意宽大是无限
请准我说声真的爱你**

无法可修饰的一对手 带出温暖永远在背后
纵使罗嗦始终关注 不懂珍惜太内疚
仍记起温馨的一对手 始终给我照顾未变样
理想今天终于等到 分享光辉盼做到
春风化雨暖透我的心 一生眷顾无言地送赠

**是你多么温馨的目光 教我坚毅望着前路
叮嘱我 跌倒 不应放弃
没法解释怎可报尽亲恩 爱意宽大是无限
请准我说声真的爱你**


p/s:我打算唱这首歌给妈妈听……希望有勇气唱下去……妈妈,母亲节快乐~我爱你~

9.5.09

分享与学习

我又回来怡保了……
说‘又’是因为上个星期我也有回来……
隔了一个星期我又回来了……
母亲节吗~
我这个孝顺女一定会帮妈妈庆祝的……
其实也是自己一个想要回家的借口……
我很想家,所以我又回来了……

其实从KL搭车回来时超麻烦的……
3个钟的车程……来回都六个钟头了……
搞到自己那么累……
所以下个星期我应该不会回来了……

说回昨天吧~
原本约了几个朋友晚上去喝茶的……
但是不知道做么在我家坐坐下,懒懒的就没有出到去……
在家里谈起了人生的大道理……
其实大多数都是自己明白的道理……
阿焦就分享了他工作的经验……
而我自己就分享了自己一个人在外读书的经历……
聆听的就是阿ren,关公还有betty姐~
但其实在我们分享的过程中……
我们其实也在学习……
其实一些普通到你是知道的道理
但是你并不是真正的明白它
也就是其实你并不知道那到底是一个怎样的一回事……

就好像我们昨天空谈我们的经验……
那其实对自己在外面没有什么帮助……
因为经验可以分享
但不可以倍分在别人身上……
所谓的经验就是自己经历过的事
每个人经历的事都是不同的……
你不能说是百分之百一样
就像人的DNA一样,
都是没有100%一样的……
但是分享经验是人生的一大快事……
因为我觉得可以将自己的经历与别人分享
你可以再复习自己说学过的
也可能从中领悟到更多……

也许生命中有许多等待发掘的道理
但是最终要是自己本身带着一种正确的心态去学习、了解
这无关于别人怎么做
而是自己怎么想
如果人能凡事带着一种正确的观念
我想成功
应该不会很难吧~

7.5.09

Too many things have to say...

Thursday....
it was the most busy day for me because I got class at 9.30a.m-11.00a.m
then I will take a break or even have a lunch for 3 hours~
[wow~ya is 3 hours~dunno wat to do...jus chit chatting or being dreaming...]
after that I wil continue my class from 2p.m non-stop until 6.30p.m...
sounds cool right?but I tell you I was damn tired...sleepy all the time....

So,the 1st class today was study skills...
the original lecturer was Ms. Chandra...
but something wrong with the timetable I think...
So,our lecturer change to Ms.Selena...
I knew her from my friends before that she is a very clever person and got 11HD(high distinction) in her courses and is quite young...if not wrong what they said she is only 22 years old~
She is awesome and funny...
And she is my idol now in the college...
why I say this is because she was taking psychology course also....
And graduated with a very good result!!!said is a original HELP product...
this is what I gonna to do so in my future...
She is my target to hit or even more to challenge...
By the way,her class was really funny and make us laugh always...
but I was wonder...
We just have class without any textbook or even notes...
Just sit and listen...
Is that work?I dunno....

After the 3 hours boring lunch break,
I with my another 2 companies(elise and in rou)back to college and continue our classes...
Is computing principle~
This was a tutorial class..
but the question is not so easy....
And we all have a 'big head' with it~
fortunately we works in groups
but unfortunately I have been chosen to be one who went out and told the answer...
[but actually got another guy with me and he's the only person who told the answers...and I dunno why I stood there...or maybe just accompany him and made him not so nervous...]
So,we ended the class roughly because we are the last group...

Then we straightly go to another class for finite maths...
wow~I didnt tell that the class was so boring before....
And every class I think was the same because the lecturer was the same...
We cant escape from it...so we just sat there and have our boring maths class...

One and half hours passed so fast that we should go to another class immediately....
That was Malaysian studies....
I got told before it was history in englsih...
last time I stil remember I nearly fell asleep in theatrette...
But I gonna to tell you this time I'm not sleeping again!
Maybe the air-cond and the seat at theatrette hall was so comfortable....
hahaha~
Another reason was Ms.Sue is a really funny person...
We have fun all over the classes...
And laugh till the end of the class...
We didnt take any notes like history we had done before...
She just simply talk,explain a bit,or even discuss with us only...
The most funny parts was that when we talked about politics in malaysia....
We got no races or cultural offences...
all were open-minded and just have a discussion on it...
I felt happy to have a class like this...
And guess what?
I started to love history...
wow~is a big change on me....

Well...
you guys must think I have a wonderful college life here right?
ya it is~the class is almost funny and I'm started to learn something new also...
But hard and painful life always behind and you never noticed it...
I got a seriously homesick whenever I was home alone.
Sometimes I was so miss my hometown,my mother,my family and my friends...
Sometimes I was so tired for walking so long distance to go school...
Sometimes I was so suffer to face all difficulties by myself...
And sometimes....I'm being so weak and nobody by my side at the same time....

Life is tough...
no matter how tough it is...is still our life...
life that we choose to have...
So,be happy with your life always...
this is the way I convience myself...
To be study harder and live longer....

p/s:So happy that I will be back to my hometown tomorrow also ...muahaha~mother's day ma~must back what~If not I'm not back once a week de~ok le...have to take rest and will have a happy way back home!!!

6.5.09

Haiz~

This is the 2nd day of our real classes…
I got my home wireless connection failure again…
This problem is always happen and I have no idea with it…
Neither my housemate…
You know lost internet connection is just like lost connection with the world~

Ok~fine…
Then I should write using my miscrosoft office 1st~then post it after that…
Is really weird that I wrote in English right?
I’m force to…because I’m trying to improve my poor English language which I will be used it always in my college.

Is time to talk about the subjects that I study in the 1st semester…
1. Intermediate English---this is a subject which is compulsory to all HMC students.We have to pass it as you want to study longer time bit~
Is quite hard for the intermediate English in the 1st semester~[maybe it is just hard for me~T.T]The others were so good no matter talking or writing in English…I was thinking…can I be one of them?I’m trying to do so….

2. Study skills—We all don’t know what is this compulsory subject stand for~As well as we have to pass it also and maybe it will help us to have a skill in study other subjects…

3. Computing principles---I just go for one class of this subject today and I have no idea with it.But,I know that it got many notes and I think this is a subject that needed to memorize a lot…

4. Finite mathematics—A compulsory subject too but this the only subject that I have the most confidence to score it. Well,u know I’m only good in calculation.It got a lot that I have study in my form 5 before.So, I think I can handle it well.

5. Malaysian studies—This is a LAN subject just compulsory for Malaysian student. How unfortunate that I’m not an international student.haiz~This is a subject that sounds like history in English only…nothing special and will be very very boring I think.

Above are the 5 subjects that I need to take in the 1st semester.I hope I can do the best in all 5 subjects.Just hope la~and bless me also…

It is quite hard that to explain all my feelings with my poor English.Haiz…

I got no class every wednesday and I dunno what to do all the day....

Non-stop missing my family and friends at my hometown…

4.5.09

打开心·先打开口

其实有很多话想和家人朋友说……
所以我决定
向家人说的话留在这里……
向朋友说的话都写在最长の旅程
这样就比较容易些
不会混在一起……

[回想·回乡]
其实这是我人生第一次离家这么久……
在KL生活的一个礼拜……
真的很想时间快点的过去……
时间最难过莫过于自己一个人……
对着冷冰冰的四道墙……
和唯一能带来一丁点娱乐的电脑……

我都这么向妈妈说……
4年而已……
等我4年……
我承诺……
无论如何都会照顾你……
等我工作安定
我就会给你一个安稳舒适的生活……

我不能说我一定能找到份好的工作……
但是至少
我会很努力的读书
以工作为大前提……
然后好好的照顾你……
陪在你身旁……

后记:其实在写之前我都想到很多东西写的……但是到写的时候才发现,原来有很多写出来的都只是说说而已……与其写,不如努力地实现它……把它真正的做出来……然后再理直气壮地跟别人说:“我做到了!我的梦想都不是梦了!”我也发觉我在这写给妈妈的话很多……但是我一句都没跟她说过……有时候我就想,为什么我们能在朋友面前坦白而不能把自己心里真正的感受告诉家人?是胆怯……?还是我不够爱我的家人,我的妈妈?我决定了……在这个母亲节,我会向妈妈告知我的感受……第一次勇敢地向妈妈说声:“妈妈,我爱你~”

1.5.09

回家感觉真好……

我算是今天早上回到家的……
今天早上两点多和哥哥回到了家……
真的很想念家……
回到家的感觉真好……

但是我们真的累透了……
完全没有什么想做……
除了睡觉……
真的是累倒……
但是朋友却约了一天早上就去行山了……
有点不想起来的感觉……
但是我还是起来了……
因为不想错过和朋友聚会的时间……


想起来自上个星期上学以后
我就没有一天会不累……

和朋友们行完山就去吃早餐……
像平时一样……
大家又回到以前……
依然还是有谈不完的话题……
其实也只是离开了一个礼拜……
怎么感觉好像很久都没有见到他们一样?
‘一轮嘴’说了不少了……
你们知道的啦~
一班女生在一起什么都有的谈……
也说不上什么……
就是很多很多说不完的话题……

吃完早餐,
又去诗雯家作客……
然后又谈……
也一起看戏……
感觉大家的感情依然还在……
虽然大家没有时常在一块了……
但是只要有时间……
大家一定会找机会聚在一起……

天下没不散之筵席……
我们还是要回家的……
我回到家时妈妈已和哥哥姐姐出去了……
我错过了与家人的同乐……
但是这种机会还是会有的……
妈妈今天看我们全都回来
当然大显身手……
煮了一顿很丰富的饭给我们……
我也有一个礼拜没有吃过妈妈煮的饭了……
吃的时候真的有种幸福的感觉……
中午……
在家里没事做
看看戏然后就睡觉睡到6点多……
真的蛮累的……

家,永远是最舒服自在的地方……
有时候累了……
回到家
你可以什么都不用想……
只是做一个家的一分子……
家的门
永远都会为我们而打开的……

不是没写,而是没post~

昨天忘了blogging……
上学的第二天我们就有个ice breaking session……
玩下互动游戏等……
就是想个很特别的手势来介绍自己的名字……
我们分成了两个group……
然后就开始了……
真的蛮搞笑一下的咯……
我们真的不知道要做些什么手势……
有些人很有创意……
有些人(就好像我~)随便做个手势就算了……
我是最后一个……也就是名字被叫得最少的一个……
不知道同学们记不记得我的嘎……
大家就这样玩咯~几enjoy下~
我们的lecturer还蛮敷衍的咯~
因为是第一课,还没正式上课……
所以她就找了一些游戏给我们玩……
teboo
*Describe the words in the card without using any related words inside~
如:monster
Movie,ugly之类有关系的字眼都不能说……在卡里面有写的……

我们又分成两个group~
然后就开始了……
有些人真的很积极的咯~
然后他们的英文真的好到~
Lak lak声啊~
自己坐在那边真的很惭愧咯~
但是我也想玩玩啦~
所以也有出去说下我不三不四的英文咯~
还好他们都听得懂一些~
在一分钟限时我都让他们猜中两题……不错不错~XD
玩到时间到就dismissed咯~

以我那么shy shy的性格也认识不到一起吃午餐的朋友的啦~
就自己一个人都出游荡看看哪里有好吃的咯~
结果走着走着遇见两个同学……
他们认得我就叫我join他们吃午餐咯~
不错啊~又认识到两个朋友了……
一个叫Vivian,也是来自怡保的~同乡~xp
另一个叫Jeffery,来自Kedah的~远噢~
Jeffery是我到现在认识的朋友里面和我一样要拿心理学的……
他是个很nice的gentlemen~
而Vivian也是个不错的朋友~因为她在KL住过一阵子~
所以KL的地方她都蛮熟的~
也教会我不少~很多路我都是问她才知道怎样走的……
然后我们就一起吃lunch再一起回去上另一堂课……
回去也是玩ice breaking的~
只是lecturer不同了~玩法不同罢了……
那个lecturer真的很搞笑的咯~
很喜欢lak我们~
惹到大家笑个不停……
还让我们玩综艺节目的游戏……
Example:一个人坐动作传给另一个人看,如此类推……然后让最后一个人猜那个动作是什么……
真的很搞笑的咯~
做的人不知道自己在做什么……
猜的人更不用说啦~根本猜不出原本的~
一个传一个,那些动作慢慢的变少然后再加上不是每个动作都是我们能做到的~
结果搞到乱七八糟~笑成一堂……
其实真的蛮好玩的~虽然有点白痴~但是大家一起白痴,我又觉得没什么……

到了今天……
我们上了一堂很sienz的finite maths introduction之后就没有课了……
昨天也跟Vivian和Jeffery约好今天去Sunway逛逛~
虽然我知道出街一定要用钱……
我也不能乱乱花钱……
但是我还是答应了……
因为我觉得新朋友要加深认识,
一起出街玩玩是应该的……不然就会没有朋友了……
在去之前我们就去医饱肚子先咯~
在找着去哪里吃的同时,Jeffery被一个外国同学缠上了……(记得他是迟到的学生~足足迟了一个小时~)
他来自什么china和russia之间的国家……(我真的不知道叫什么名字咯~)
说的一口流利的俄文~但是跟我们当然是说英文啦~
但是他的英文也蛮有乡音的……(就很外国的那种~)
他说了一遍又一遍的名字给我们听,但是我还是叫他写了下来~
还帮我签名哦~
叫Nurlan~奴兰?罗兰?XD哈哈~
名字怪怪的~样子是蛮帅的啦~
但是他抽烟的~一出来就抽一支烟……
唉~可惜啊~
我是很不喜欢别人抽烟啦~
但是也不敢说些什么……
他说他是19岁咯~
因为自己国家的教育制度没什么好就转来马来西亚读~
还有他一天只吃一餐晚餐而已咯~
Geng到~
他说他还不认识这里,还有很多东西不明白……
我们就好人做到底……带他回学校搞他还没完成的东西咯~
办完事我们打算和他一起去sunway的~
但是他说要回去了……
所以我们三个就自己去咯~
我绝对相信他们两个很有钱下的~
搭taxi去咯~
然后还去看了一场戏……
366天的约定~日本戏来的~
这样出一出就花费了不少了……
我要更加省咯~
但是也是值得的啦~
能够加深对他们的认识……

后记:自己渐渐习惯了这里的生活……不习惯也要习惯了……虽然每天走路上学很累人……虽然每天自己在家很寂寞……但是回到学校至少还是有朋友的……记得有人说过一个人不寂寞,想一个人的时候才寂寞……是了……我想妈妈和我一样也是寂寞的……我真的很想念她……她每天都有打两次电话来给我,并不是check我,只是想知道我过得好不好而已……我都知道的……我只能说我过得很好……不要让她担心就可以了……还有我的大哥啊~这几天都有打来关心我……还误会二哥,骂他没有带我去吃东西……谢谢啊~你们的关心我都收到了……每次你们打来我都感到很温暖……真的很温暖……也明白为什么分开的家人感情会这么好……因为在家整天见面,感觉有很多时间,所以不用什么事都说……但是分离了……好像什么都来不及说……需要无时无刻的电话关心……隔着电话,大家似乎什么都敢说了……感情也自然变好……我只能说我很爱我的家人……没有人可以取代他们在我心中的位置……