30.9.13

New chapter - Job seeking period

When the moment I finished my degree, 
I reliazed, here its where I should start my new chapter of life.
While working at KL or Singapore its both of my choice before,
I am so eager to go Singapore to seek my new challenge in life.
Everything is so new to me..
New environment, new transport system, fast-pace life...
Its all so challenging for me.
Reminding me the first day I went KL study and have my new life alone there.
It is so awful that time when I was getting away from home for the first time.

Likewise, I tried to learn patiently about everything here.
I am very dependable on the mrt map and luckily those apps and online websites are useful too.
Not to forget to thank my cousin for giving a place for me to stay for a short while, and my brothers and sister in law have helping me so much in bringing me for dinner and lunch sometimes.
Comparing to days before, or even others who are seeking job here,
I am lucky enough.
I am lucky enough to have so many relatives to rely on.
I am lucky enough to gain so much help from them.
Thank you sincerely from the bottom of my heart.

I got my third job interview today during my seventh day here.
Everything so far going smooth, yet needed to wait for the call whether I am shortlisted as the candidate for second interview.
It's just one week here but I felt so tired and discourage to find job over and over again.
However, things like this which always trying to hit me down, had make me to stay strong and be persistent everytime.
It is just the begining, I believe, the road will be getting tougher and I need to accept whatever challenges ahead! :) 

4.9.13

Feeling useless

看到你做工做得那么辛苦
我却不会安慰你什么
真的很希望有一天能够告诉你
"别工作了,我来养你!"
可是这一天几时才回到?
自己工作都还没找到
自己都养不起
更何况要养你
真的觉得自己很无能

Its another emo night  
I feel that i am so damn useless
What am I doing right now while others working so hard towards their dreams?
I am standing still without doing anything
Feeling so screwed while i seeing her working so hard and i couldnt tell a joke to make her happy
Screw for today! 

2.9.13

It's been a long period of time...

It's been quite a while (around 4 months) I didn't updated my blog..
Perhaps people think it's been a death blog long time ago..
Not really know how to start about but I hope I could restart my blogging habit..
Life now a bit bored as I am finally 'unofficially' graduated from my degree.
By getting a degree, means life started to be all on my own.
But this 'job hunting' period is killing me because I still need to depend on my family while waiting for the call from employers..
Please, just give me a chance.
At least a opportunity for job interview to prove to you that I am good before you judge me by looking at my non-speaking paper.
I knew getting into this new working world is really hard for everyone, but at least when working by my own, it's getting nearer to my future plans and dreams.
Working life is unavoidable for everyone unless you have plenty of money that you wouldn't need to work at all.
Seriously waiting for a job is really awful and the moment of unknown future is really scary.
Perhaps I need to enjoy life now before I getting into tiring working life.
Be prepared myself before any job interview by brushing up my writing skill may be a good choice as well.

To be continue...  :)