27.10.11

述说那些年……

想要大声地告诉全世界:“我看了《那些年,我们一起追的女孩》!!!”
半夜战战兢兢抢购的预映戏票,终于昨天看了!
等了我半年……果然刀大没有让自己失望。虽然他只是诚恳地要把这份爱意表达给那位在他心目中无法取代的女孩,但是还是觉得真的是超级无敌的棒!

细说……当年,第一次知道/认识——九把刀。

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这是我第一本看九把刀的书,也是我最爱的一本。

真的很喜欢九把刀的作品。这让我更加肯定,自己欣赏一个人,一位歌手,一个演员,一个作家,的确很喜欢那个人的性格,然后打从心里喜欢他们。
无可否认,自己放了很多期待、希望于这部电影。因为真的很喜欢,很喜欢,很喜欢这一本书。可能那时看这本书的时候,觉得很贴近自己,青春时期,那段我一回不去的岁月。但是却打从心里,就算觉得不可能,还是很希望能从电影,感受到或重新体会那年轻的感觉。就像导演坚持要完成自己的梦想一样,就像他要透过电影来找回那十七岁的自己一样。

“青春是一場大雨。即使感冒了,還盼望回頭再淋它一次。”

而错过的那场大雨,我很想有机会再体会一次。

我想如果自己没那么早熟,没有经历过一些事,没有那么理智,我会勇敢,我会疯狂,我会尝试的去狠狠地淋一场大雨,不管有多倾盆。可惜我没有时光机,也没有一个浪漫的男孩为我制造那个独一无二的时光机。
你是浪漫的,柯景腾。

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觉得只有男女主角的海报很浪漫,但自己却对这张一班朋友在海边玩完水过后背着蓝天白云的海报情有独钟。

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有机会真的很想很想和一大班朋友去海边拍回一些这样的照片。很有FEEL。

戏内、书内都有很多精彩的对白……
“成长,最残酷的部分就是女孩永远比同年龄的男孩成熟,女孩的成熟没有一个男孩能招架得住。”——柯腾
“人生里很多事都是徒劳无功的。”——沈佳宜
“我想要成为一个很厉害的人,我要这世界因为我而变得有一点点的不一样。而我的世界其实也只不过是你的心。”——柯腾
“常常聽到別人說,戀愛最美好的部分救是曖昧的時候,等到真正在一起,很多感覺就會消失不見了。”——沈佳宜

《那些年》是我中学时期看的一本书。它记载的不单单只是纯纯的青春爱情故事。不只是男孩与女孩的故事。它包含了一些属于每一个人不同的记忆,属于自己独特的记忆。我喜欢里面单纯简单的青春爱情故事,那份纯,细腻得让人觉得遥不可及,却那么的刻骨铭心,尽管觉得可惜,却是生命中一丝丝回忆的甜蜜。

我说:如果说每个男孩的心中都有个沈佳宜,那么每个女孩又何尝不希望在生命中有个柯腾呢?

尽管没有电影里般的青春故事,但我却想起那些年,那年少轻狂的我们,一同很热血的做过一些很疯狂却已足够让人回味的事。

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疯狂的朋友们,我想念你们了。

想着,一定要回去和你们一同看这部戏,想必感觉一定不一样吧。

21.10.11

突如其来的想法 就像这场大雨

可恶的生活 就是如此的潇洒

不喜欢照着所谓的规则而走

今天两位室友回去了家乡

她们说:“我们走了你就会很孤单咯~”

我心想,我正难得清静。

我并不觉得一个人有什么大不了

我可以一个人走去超市 一个人推着篮子 买自己要买的东西

再回到家 一个人煮一个人的午餐 一个人看戏

我并不孤单 因为我有自己作伴 我喜欢与自己对话

意味着我正在加深对自己的了解

我说我并不需要另外一个人与我分担

因为此刻的自己 安静 才是我最好的伴侣

一直想去流浪

一个人 到陌生的国度

想去吹风 想去看海

想去探讨 这世界的另一面

是否会与自己的不一样?

“那样的期待已足够浪漫”

同意。

实在期待,那未来的旅程 =)


题外话至今日金句:
记得那份坚持,不如去寻找回到昔日那份热情,
就算劳累但至少也过得有趣一些。

20.10.11

Back to the movie mood

Didn’t really get well today because get traumatic after effect from biopsych midterm. Anyway, no matter what, I had meals with friends, back home watching movies continuously along with the pouring rain, everything bad, like flushing away just like that.

Since the previous post, I always wanted to post something else to cover it. LOL~! But not surprisingly I get some feedback and comments from some friends. Some sweet and blessing, but too saying something funny. I do appreciate that, for whatever comments, thanks~! But what I have mentioned, it’s just a kind of feeling, and something I am not too good to express verbally. It’s truly what I want to express but maybe not too good in terms of words also.

Back to the topic today. Finally I got to finish some of the movies in my list. 3 movies, one fresh downloaded and two watched half.

1. The sorcerer and the white snake

This very fresh movie. I was like wow~!”It’s still available in the cinema~!” But I got to download it~!XD936full-the-sorcerer-and-the-white-snake-poster

Lots of exaggerated graphics and animated effects,which I don’t really like in Chinese movies. But storyline is fine and the character is so gorgeous, didn’t she? And the way it conveys the message “Love” is touched and romantic, so I guess maybe this is the point that so many people said it’s a nice movie?

Recommended? StarStarStar

2. Temple GrandinTemple-Grandin-2010-Dutch-Front-Cover-40168

A movie recommended by a friend and I get from him of course. Real life story of a genius with autism called “Temple Grandin”. Old fashioned style movie, but what makes me interested is the character with extraordinary mind but has odd behaviors—particularly, Autism. I like it since it’s related to my study on Biopsych =D truly interesting for me XD

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Guess what in this photo? I search online and just know that the actress is so gorgeous and so different from the character inside the movie~!!! The main character “Claire Danes” (left) with real “Temple Grandin” (right). Believe it in your eyes~!!

Recommended?StarStarStarStarStar

3. She is out of my leagueShes-Out-of-My-League-poster

A comedy, a love story. All I can say about this movie. A guy has no confidence at all in himself that he can have a perfect girl friend. Of course another gorgeous inside this movie, but why no hot guys in my movies? Haha~anyway, Lovely story and it-is-just-very-American-comedy-style-movie-on-love for me.

Recommended? StarStarStarStar

Finished my rating. Hope readers can get something out of it if you have not watch any Smile

Before I go, I really want to complaint about my tortoise connection line here~!!!! We were pay like RM140 per month but we received sucks service and sucks connection~!F**k~even tortoise is faster than it~! Hope can deal with Unifi package asap.

15.10.11

那些关于爱情

总是期待那童话式的浪漫爱情故事 会发生在自己身上
浪漫 到头来 烂漫
20岁了 我很骄傲的说 我从未拍过拖
没有堕落过所谓的爱河
但是不要看小我对爱情的知识
我一直在想 如果我谈恋爱 我一定是一个很浪漫的人
就算我未必能展现我的浪漫 但或许另一半是浪漫的
我一直在想 如果我要爱一个人
我一定是疯狂的爱上他了
因为 先天条件要我喜欢一个人
要超越我爱自己的程度
就是说 我连自己都可以不顾了
疯狂了 爱了

我一直在想 我的另一半
也将会是我自己的最后一个另一半
看不见未来的世界 很恐怖
所以一定要对未来有信心 我才能开始一段恋情

所以说 你知道为什么我到现在都还没有拍拖
没有爱上一个人
因为我不觉得我可以爱一个人 胜过与爱我自己
我不觉得爱情可以看到未来 并充满憧憬
因为我害怕 怕会疯狂的爱上别人
而不顾自己
因为如果被伤了 那真的 会很伤

14.10.11

Peer Support Day

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It is so lovely to see my book covered with so many colorful paper with words ♥♥♥ And it’s all because of the “Peer Support Day” by PSG@HELP. How this work is by buying the stickers from them and stick to your friends’ back to show your support or give he/she some sweet words~Silly yet interesting. I think it’s kind of funny and good idea to have such event like this =)

These days I did not busy with any event yet, but mainly on study seriously. But I do feel so exhausted and directional-less when come across assignments, and sometimes on the books. Anyway, still everything need to be settled and everyone need to pass through these phase.

Gonna have real experiment run this semester~!!*kind of excited but still a bit nervous* Hope everything will go smoothly and won’t be extremely panic to analyze the collected data.

Mid-term will be on next week~ makes me can’t go back home even it’s free weekend T_T I missed my mum, cute nephew and bobo~

Updated this in a rush way. Just to let whoever reading this keep track to my life. Have a nice day. Keep your smile, I always on your back =)

10.10.11

一个影片 勾起了无数的回忆

不好意思最近写得比较频密~
因为有少许的感触
也除了写部落 对其他事都没感什么兴趣

刚看完了 Selina即将要出嫁的影片
极力极力的推荐!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=XSZyniISoqo

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♥那张还留在硬盘里 她们的照片♥

真的有很多感触。
不单单是因为支持了她们整整10年之久
也因为她们 陪着我成长
我可以说听她们的歌长大的
10年了
除了喜欢她们的歌
也很喜欢她们爽朗 直率的个性
从来就不做作
喜欢她们 因为她们 就是她们
我永远最爱的女子天团

那为什么那一段不长不短的影片 会勾起无数的回忆呢?

你们有没有试过
当耳边响起熟悉的旋律时
某一段 你曾经 经历过的画面出现了?
然而 就是如此
陪着我长大的歌 如此的熟悉
让那段深藏已久的记忆
缓缓在脑海中浮现

我甚至打开了file 看着自己以前的照片
还是那句 ‘不堪入目’
果然是‘青涩’、‘年轻’还有不懂如何形容
或许年少轻狂 还是这句话形容得最贴切
以前的自己 可以做事不经大脑
但是很直率 很容易为了小事而狂笑
现在的自己 凡事深思熟虑
还会嘲笑 那貌似曾经的自己 的学生们 孩子们
但好像没那么多真挚的笑容了
因为懂得思考了
也因为那思考能力 时常提醒自己
不能像个小孩 要‘大人’一点
不能那么明显 要保持神秘
很少人多时大笑 要保持形象
不能这样 不能那样

但渐渐的自己 也习惯了那样的保护色
总在人前隐藏着那真真切切的自己
不喜欢被猜透的感觉
就好像光脱脱的把自己展现在别人眼前
那层厚厚的 看不透的 保护色
不是刻意 那只是习惯了
尽管有时还是会提醒自己 要自然一点
但是 我就是如此的
不想长大
但还是长大了
没办法 再停留在那不现实的国度

就像曾经的那三个天真的女生
也变成了魅力四射的女人
自己 也不再是10岁的小孩

9.10.11

瓶颈

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生活仿佛遇到了瓶颈

我所谓的瓶颈 只是自己在生活上

无论做什么事 都好像提不起劲

没有心情做任何事

就算平时喜欢看戏的自己

面对着一堆还没有看完的戏 没有想要结束他们的意思

面对着一大堆要温习的科目 一看到就头痛

做什么 都感觉不能很投入

对生活 失去了那份热情

好像都没有一样东西 可以让自己爱上

没有一样东西 可以让自己有兴趣

热衷生命的自己 去了哪里?

无题

人 很努力很努力的活着
究竟为了什么?
对不起 emo了

因为刚计算完最近的预算
看着一大堆的debt
想着自己一毕业出来就是负资产
欠了一大堆的债
等着自己去还

其实以前的自己
根本就觉得没什么
还就还咯
以后的日子还不是一样
做工 生活 还债

但是最近越觉得压力大了
人长得越大 背负的东西就越多
不能一味着专注一些自己喜欢的东西
‘身不由己’ 即使如此的现实
但是的确 有时候轮不到你自己来决定

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可惜的是要做到真正的体会这世界
又有多少个能做得到呢?

6.10.11

A great man’s ‘great’ with his contribution and ability to change the world.

How much impact to the world from Steve Jobs’s death?
How much impact to Apple in the future from Steve Jobs’s death?
How much impact to Apple users around the world from Steve Jobs’s death?
It’s pretty sad that the news all over the world today is about the great man—Steve Jobs, the co-founder of Apple, the father of all i-series products. 

For me, I don’t really know much on his story before until today he dead. I think many of us are more willing to read his story, his legend, to know more about him started from today.
Maybe his death would bring a great effect to the world, but I don’t think it will be long lasting, as he will be an history someday and many might forgot about him even today the news all around the world is about him.
But seriously what he had done, was really impressive and “He’s the man who changed the world.” His creativity, his innovative, his passion to what he loves, his wisely thought, and also ought to be an ”inspired mentor” to many of his friends and workers.

But guess what?I am not a iphone/ipad/iMac user which I am not affordable to have it. But I do have an ipod at least and iTunes is the best music player that I ever used. The day when I admired and agreed Jobs is really bright and inspired man is after I watched his speech on YouTube. That he shared 3 stories in his life to others, which everything he said, is all come from his life experiences, and had bring great impact to the people who had listened to it, and I was one of them.

His greatest quote:
“Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition." –Steve Jobs.

It maybe a thought that everyone could think of. It maybe a phrase that everyone can say it out through the life that they had experienced. But it’s because that came from a great man’s mouth, everything is different.

I will never forget his though on death, which I am totally agreed on.

He read a quote "If you live each day as if it was your last, someday you'll most certainly be right."
And with the quote, he lives for his life over the passed 40 years everyday, passionately.

He said:
“No one wants to die. Even people who want to go to heaven don't want to die to get there. And yet death is the destination we all share. No one has ever escaped it. And that is as it should be, because Death is very likely the single best invention of Life. It is Life's change agent. It clears out the old to make way for the new. Right now the new is you, but someday not too long from now, you will gradually become the old and be cleared away. Sorry to be so dramatic, but it is quite true.”

Cruel, realistic, but that’s what we all need to get through in life.

Maybe we cant really be a great man like him,
or as successful as him,
or even get through his level,
but with his spirit to taste the life differently,
like what he creates the slogan for Apple: Think differently
We are all a different APPLE in Steve Jobs’s eyes I think.

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~You are an apple in everyone’s eyes~R.I.P Jobs~

Special dedicated to Steve Jobs
by    Jill

3.10.11

小事之悟

回去了怡保一趟。
终于 这一个月 有一个星期 是可以回家的

约了几个很久不见的好友
看了一部电影 喝了一顿下午茶 爬了一半的山
也坐在咖啡厅 听着那晚表现得不太好的驻唱
从现状聊到毕业前 中学聊到去小学
可能话题 还是会一直一直得不改变
但是 我们却一直在变
总是说 “回想起当年啊……”
我觉得自己有点不堪入目(尤其是在小学的那段时间)

对于那段记忆 其实真的很模糊
可能太不堪入目 可能连自己也不敢去回想 把那段记忆 给suppress了
记忆中 小学的自己 是一个不知不扣地 introvert
现在回想起 可能真的对自己很没有自信 或有点自卑去了
没有人会相信 现在的extrovert 
以前竟然是安安静静 默默无名 永远不嫌出风头的 胆小鬼
朋友说 那样的改变是好的
我同意 因为现在的自己 的确是开朗多了
想必 人生的经验 的确可让一个人 瞬间成长 并在不知觉之下

尽管多么的困难 人还不是一样的走了过来
If you ask me what is my plan,I will say my plan is no plan.