31.7.10

Use my time wisely

Talk about my yesterday and today.....
Just making myself as busy as possible to fill up my free time....

Ytd wake up about afternoon...
Then go out interview....
Interview success and will start my part time
as a customer service professional on 16th August....
I have plenty of time to do whatever things now before starting my job...
Back to topic after interview...
I'm gonna waste my life again on the traffic jam...
Finally reach the place for my breakfast+lunch+dinner as well as supper I could say....
That time already 7pm...
We finally reach star hill hotel for our dinner Jogoya...
Dailou said it was for his friend Jying birthday....
Bring me go because he want me to meet his "wife"/my "mum"....
LOL....
I went because there is some other reason as well....=D
We have a nice meal and happy chatting with them...
They are very nice and warm =)

Back already another day....
About 2am in the midnight....
I saw a post on about a promoter job...
Comment and reply and deal in 5 min....
I got a job today and Saturday as well....
Happy that I can fill up my time with something useful...

However today's work...
Was very boring because I'm standing at the same place for 10 hours alone =(
I always think to have something fun or searching enjoyment in my work...
But my friend taught me a thing today....
Not only gain for money,experience or fun...
But learning their system....
How they gonna make it?
How they make comparison?
How to be success?
Obviously he is a business student who will emphasize that...
As a psychology student...
I just observed people around....
Use what I've learned....
And observe...
Their behavior...
Their reaction to the products...
And analyze what they think....
I hope I could understand all that one day...
No more guessing but confirmation....

Working for it right now...
Need money...
Need knowledge...
Need everything I could gain when I was young =)

28.7.10

"Waiting" day

It's a not a good day for me....
All the way back from Ipoh to KL central....
Just aim to go for a job interview....
Non-stop calling friends to fetch me back home...
Finally my dearest roommate can come to fetch me....
Although I waited almost half an hour...
She is lovely and bring me go for lunch....

After lunch....
It's another long waiting time....
Wait for dailou's friend come to bring me to the building for interview....
Because I'm not really sure where it is.....
This time was really a-long-waiting-period...
I was remember I waited from almost 2.40pm to nearly 4pm....
My patient is really good enough than before...
Ok....
Reach the building and go to the level myself...
And the guard told me the interview period was between 10am-4pm....
I was....... =.='''
Then the team leader came out and ask me to leave my name and phone number....
They will call me shortly and make an appointment for interview tmr....
Tomorrow.....
Means I need to go again tmr....
They don't know I purposely back from Ipoh....
And wait so long just go for an interview.....
Crab....
Speechless...

Waiting can train us to be more patient....
But waiting is very a tiring matter...
We are wasting our time as well as our life....
While we are waiting....
“等待可以锻炼耐心……

可惜的是等待是件累人的事情……
让人浪费着时间、浪费着青春、甚者浪费着生命……”

Time shouldnt be waste like that....
Don't let people to wait and appreciate time =)

25.7.10

那不是最痛的伤

你告诉我……
那伤真的很痛……
心里抽痛的感觉真的很想死……
你问我该如何解决?……
你问我到底及时才能忘记那种伤痛?……

我帮不了你……
只能看着你哭……
表面在笑的我……
看似很冷血……
但是同理心发作……
心里其实是明白你的感受的……

我没有那样经历过……
你可以说我不明白……
我没有那样被伤害过……
你可以说我不懂……

但是我是人……
一个有血有肉的人……
一个就算没有经历过……
但是也从你们身上体验不少的朋友……
你们说的故事……
我都很用心的听……
可能是想象力太丰富了……
说我并不了解你们……
其实又不是完全……
我感觉到你们的心痛……
可能心里的感觉没有你们的来得浓烈……
但是我却深深地了解你们的感受……

未尝试过……
你是永远不会理解的……
我相信这句话……
但是也因为这句话……
对爱情却步了……
因为想象的痛……
已经足够让我不想去体验真正的痛……

但是朋友……
那并不是最痛的……
不相信我也要相信你自己……
没有永远不能愈合的伤口……
那只在乎你自己怎样去疗伤……
我相信你已经慢慢的愈合了……
只是包扎方面还需要点技巧……
要靠你自己……
还是找别人帮你包扎……
都是你自己的选择……

你们还有我们……
我们未必能和你哭……
但能和你们一起笑……
我们未必能帮你们分担痛楚……
但能陪着你们忘记痛的感觉……
加油~

22.7.10

Holi-holiday

My one week holiday just gone like this...
Although I still have more than one more month to go...
I will use my time meaningfully and wisely....
I think last week spending was extremely fun and useful....
Celebrate yong wei's birthday....
First time clubbing at KL...
And first time be promoter at TCM...
I'm earning money yet have fun and knew so much friends....
This is life that I enjoyed....

Thinking to work a bit harder next month...
To earn much more money....
I think this will be the best way for me to spend my holiday...
To make it meaningful and useful...
I always lazy to start on to do a job...
At least I have a very good beginning...
Seem last week was a pretty good beginning....
So I decide to go on for more...
As mum said...Dont waste time....
I'm kinda agree with that...
And I think one week already enough for me to rest...
I dont wan to be useless and eat and sleep at home for the whole month....

Life ain't just for one thing....
It can be fun when studying...
It can be enjoy when working...
It can be anything you like if you wanted to...
=)
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Strongly recommended two movies here...
"Despicable me" & "Inception"~
Two different kinds of movies...
But both are meaningful for me...
"Inception" is a psychological type of movie...
While "Despicable me" is a funny animation yet bring some meaningful msg...
Tmr will be watched "The Sorcerer's Apprentice".....
Watched it's trailer...It's awesome...
Hope it wont disappointed me as "Predators" did...

It's movie time   =D

19.7.10

1st Part time promoter

很久都没有这么开心的做过一份工作……
这是我第一份promoter的工作……
平时做sales assistance 都只是管管店……
这次要站10个小时promote产品……
真的有点害怕……
但是这次是road show……
加自己总共有6个人在……所以都变得大胆了……

虽然只有短短的两天……
开始做时也只为了很厚的薪水……
没想到竟然会这么的好玩……
真的很疯、很好玩、很充实的两天……

记得以前的工作都是比较沉闷的……
除了在下乡团和团员合作得到的团队愉快……
也都没有在工作上体验过……
这次是第一次……
哈哈~
现在又有新水……
又有的玩,又开心,又可以认识新朋友……
这样的工作……
去哪里找啊?
嘻嘻~
觉得自己真的很幸运……

努力是值得的……
累也是值得的……
因为能够认识他们……
因为能够得到钱买不到的快乐……
I love to be a road show promoter =)

♥♥Oreo Crew♥♥

17.7.10

Ladies night x reality life

I admit that I have mentioned I dun like to go clubbing before....
Because I have once go to a crowded club with lots of smoke....
It's really enjoyed to listen to the dance song and being high....
But still I didn't really like to club....

This is my second ever time to go into a club....
Which is quite high-class,famous,and the most important WITHOUT SMOKE!!!
Ok...Fine....
As my friends so energetic to search this enjoyment at club...
I'm ON with them for my very first time to club at KL....
Ladies night....
As lady no need to pay a single buck...
We walk in just like this....
It's awkward at first becoz we all like a freshman inside...
But after a while...Drink some wine...
We all get high~
Drink,drunk,dance...
Wine,Cola,Vodka....
We all just enjoyed in the beats of the song...
And just move our body
as the song flows in our nerves....

It's end about 3 in the midnight....
And because of two people drunk very seriously...
We forced to sit at Station one cafe and wait they recover from it....
I can conclude that it's also a problem for 6 people to take care of two drunk people...
And we saw the two friends who was drunk....
Acting differently and really fun to see them...
One sleep anywhere and two people always there to carry him...
One smile and laugh at people without any sense and another two people guard around her....
We will think "Is that friend that we knew?OMG~"
After all, we are tired terribly...
After being home, still need to take care of them until 6am only can sleep...
What a pity for the people who are awake....
hahaha...I rather to be drunk....LOL

Anyway,I do enjoy this kind of free-feeling,enjoyment,fun and extremely high...
We are like stay in a world does not belong to us....
A world free from any thoughts and trouble...
A semi-conscious world....
But frankly....
We had to live in reality...
This is what we trained and forced to....
So people,clubbing is just an experience....
No need really to be addicted to it...
Something tried once, already enough for you to rmb forever...

It's a crazy night....
though, it's time to back to reality life....

12.7.10

End of World Cup, End of my lovely family days

What a coincidence,happy, and free study week I have last week....

After the MC100 exam, we ON a vacation to Teluk Intan and also my hometown, Ipoh...
Thanks for fetching me back though they aim to play and eat as much as possible during the trip...
Having one night staying at Hui Shuang's house and one night at my house....
Actually I also dunno what to play at Ipoh besides eat...
Unfortunately, the two restaurant that I wan to bring them to eat did not open....
I dunno how was the trip is....I just hope they having fun anyway....

Both of my brothers back from SG at the same time....
This is why I called coincidence....
I having a great family days with them....
And got to celebrate for mum's birthday earlier...
Though not the exact date...
But with all her beloved son and daughter...

World cup just end yesterday....
Or should I said this morning?
It's a boring match as it's come to an end when my Germany's dream crashed....
I dunno what they played and just saw them receive many yellow cards
(look like they counting goals via cards they receive....LOL..)
Watch till 5am in the morning...
Cant ever continue....I slept and knew the results this morning....
Spain won the game but ppl lose money on them....
That's the rules....

All ends....
Fifa world cup....
Lovely family "study" week....(which I dont reli study~)
But I din feel any sadness for leaving later...
Because I know I will be back soon =D

Chill and study for tmr exam~~~~

9.7.10

放手·成长

和朋友去喝茶、聊聊天……
这是最能让自己学习与理解的时候……
今晚我又理解了一些事……
听他们说了这么多……
发现他真的很有勇气去跟朋友坦白一切……
因为他当他们是朋友……
所以才会说这么多……
劝的、骂的都有过……
没有渴望回报的的付出……
到最后做的被当作是多余的……
换来只是自己的痛苦……

可能会看不过眼……
可能会是关心……
而不经意说了一些伤害了他们的话……
到头来可能连朋友也做不成……
或之间有了一道裂痕与隔膜……
那值得吗?

从事情中……
我学习到了……
也有点醒觉……
我们都是在学习及体验人生的胚胎……
有资格去批评人家吗?
不如放手……
因为人是需要自己去体验及学习的……
都这么大个人了……
都应该会自己去想吧……
就算现在想不到……
或遇到什么挫折……
都应该自己去面对了吧……
作为朋友的……
只能一直的陪伴着你……
不能说支持与否定……
但是发生什么事,
朋友永远都是会站在你身旁的那个人……

朋友……
你可以尝试……
你可以失败……
你可以做任何你认为对的事……
但是希望你们能从中学习……
认真思考……
因为看到自己在成长的同时……
也希望看到朋友们与自己的脚步是一样的……

3.7.10

共鸣

要在茫茫人海当中……
找到与你产生共鸣的朋友……
真的是‘几生修到’了……
因为你会发觉自己不是一个人的……
你发现当你自己一个人默默承受时……
其实也还有其他人在陪着你……
当你向他们倾诉时……
他们会认同你……
并把你的心声都讲出来……
缘分的奇妙……
就是如此……

很庆幸的……
我身边都有这样的朋友……
要不然每一次我都一个人默默承受……
我想我已经在精神病院被人研究,
而不是我研究别人了……

点上控制台上的部落格更新……
看了……
我又找到了产生共鸣的一刻……
真的很久都没找他谈了……
是个情绪化的人……
最近应该是又发生什么事了……
但那篇文章……
真的很有共鸣……
与自己想表达的很相似……
我们都只不过是在寻找着……
那个能信得过的人……
即使他没有把心交给我们……
我们依然心甘情愿的把心交给他的那个人……

我们都在寻找着……
可能在寻找的当儿……
会受伤、会失败……
默默地承受着伤害……
但我们都凭着一份勇气及信念……
持续的寻找下去……
我不介意失败……
因为我坚信有成功的一天……

1.7.10

尝试开拓自己

Nothing is impossible……
我觉得这句话一点都没有错……
从别人身上或从自己身上……
所领略到的……
真的都能运用在生活当中……

利用正确的思维方式……
来解读一切事物……
虽然有时还未必能做到所谓的理智……
但是至少能提醒自己凡事都要思考……
每件事情的都存在着一种微妙的机率……
机率存在着生机,
但也相同的含括着危险性……
这就是机率存在的可怕……

然而我相信这一切都能掌握在自己手中……
是时候把中心放回自己身上……
考试。回家。回乡。开会。工作