结束·开始。

新年，结束了。
在过去的悠长假期，我几乎忙得没时间也没兴致写部落格。
与家人过着平淡的新年，
与朋友过的疯狂的新年，
给自己一个不一样的新年……

这一个新年，我为自己带来的改变——色彩。
希望自己的生活每一天都过得多姿多彩。
有时候，目的是达到了。
但是却在达到目的过后，剧终人散时，会有那么一点的落寞。
就好像放完了烟花，享受了短暂的美好与璀璨之后，才知道其实把钱烧完了之后还不是如此。

在回来之前与朋友疯狂的那一晚，很享受。
在新年结束之前的那一个旅程，很怀念。
最怀念最享受的，莫过于与朋友们畅所欲言的那些晚上。
很有深度的、很有营养的话题。
但终究逃离不了的那些八卦、友情、爱情……
自己的那份坚持，还是秉持着。
但却更深深地了解到自己所坚持的是正确的。
就像朋友说的“宁缺勿滥”，如果不够爱，就不会爱。
如果知道会输，就不会下赌注。
“拥有，就是失去的开始。”——《我可能不会爱你》
也许每一次在我们开始拥有的同时，就是失去的开始。
而自己正正是害怕失去，所以不敢去拥有。
也因为深怕不能拥有，而到头来变成失去，所以选择默默的守候。
人生总是充满了矛盾。但我不会因为这一些矛盾而却步。
继续活在当下吧，坚强的射手！

浪

突如其来的想法 就像这场大雨

可恶的生活 就是如此的潇洒

不喜欢照着所谓的规则而走

今天两位室友回去了家乡

她们说：“我们走了你就会很孤单咯~”

我心想，我正难得清静。

我并不觉得一个人有什么大不了

我可以一个人走去超市 一个人推着篮子 买自己要买的东西

再回到家 一个人煮一个人的午餐 一个人看戏

我并不孤单 因为我有自己作伴 我喜欢与自己对话

意味着我正在加深对自己的了解

我说我并不需要另外一个人与我分担

因为此刻的自己 安静 才是我最好的伴侣

一直想去流浪

一个人 到陌生的国度

想去吹风 想去看海

想去探讨 这世界的另一面

是否会与自己的不一样？

“那样的期待已足够浪漫”

同意。

实在期待，那未来的旅程 =)

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题外话至今日金句：
记得那份坚持，不如去寻找回到昔日那份热情，
就算劳累但至少也过得有趣一些。

那些关于爱情

总是期待那童话式的浪漫爱情故事 会发生在自己身上
浪漫 到头来 烂漫
20岁了 我很骄傲的说 我从未拍过拖
没有堕落过所谓的爱河
但是不要看小我对爱情的知识
我一直在想 如果我谈恋爱 我一定是一个很浪漫的人
就算我未必能展现我的浪漫 但或许另一半是浪漫的
我一直在想 如果我要爱一个人
我一定是疯狂的爱上他了
因为 先天条件要我喜欢一个人
要超越我爱自己的程度
就是说 我连自己都可以不顾了
疯狂了 爱了

我一直在想 我的另一半
也将会是我自己的最后一个另一半
看不见未来的世界 很恐怖
所以一定要对未来有信心 我才能开始一段恋情

所以说 你知道为什么我到现在都还没有拍拖
没有爱上一个人
因为我不觉得我可以爱一个人 胜过与爱我自己
我不觉得爱情可以看到未来 并充满憧憬
因为我害怕 怕会疯狂的爱上别人
而不顾自己
因为如果被伤了 那真的 会很伤

小事之悟

回去了怡保一趟。
终于 这一个月 有一个星期 是可以回家的

约了几个很久不见的好友
看了一部电影 喝了一顿下午茶 爬了一半的山
也坐在咖啡厅 听着那晚表现得不太好的驻唱
从现状聊到毕业前 中学聊到去小学
可能话题 还是会一直一直得不改变
但是 我们却一直在变
总是说 “回想起当年啊……”
我觉得自己有点不堪入目（尤其是在小学的那段时间）

对于那段记忆 其实真的很模糊
可能太不堪入目 可能连自己也不敢去回想 把那段记忆 给suppress了
记忆中 小学的自己 是一个不知不扣地 introvert
现在回想起 可能真的对自己很没有自信 或有点自卑去了
没有人会相信 现在的extrovert 
以前竟然是安安静静 默默无名 永远不嫌出风头的 胆小鬼
朋友说 那样的改变是好的
我同意 因为现在的自己 的确是开朗多了
想必 人生的经验 的确可让一个人 瞬间成长 并在不知觉之下

尽管多么的困难 人还不是一样的走了过来
If you ask me what is my plan,I will say my plan is no plan.

The self

Just because we experienced different situation, you cant expect me to have same thinking like you too. I want to be success, I want to hit my target, I want to get what I want to get, I want to have my own life too. But the fact is, not everyone is the same. We are same human but with different fate and destiny. We all have brain but just with different thinking, mindset and perception. And this is us. What make us different is we are who we are. Sometimes we still cant get through the reality we are facing or acknowledging now. Yes, we always know and understand. But will we perhaps do something for it to make a change? It’s damn hard I tell you. Because we always need to be good in front of everyone, mind to introduce some psychological terms, we are all human being that always put self presentation at first and also look after our public self awareness. Just because be are so care about what others think about us, we stuck, we stunt, and we just want to protect our self-esteem. Whatever we mind is our SELF.

We could never neglect this is what society have told us. To being selfish, being care for yourselves and look after yourselves first before you have the ability to look for others, and if you happened not able to help yourselves or whoever that you love at the first place, you are just a failure and how could you really help the others?

Perhaps this is just my thoughts and mindset that I must have the ability to protect myself first,then my family and friends, and finally only come to strangers maybe. But of course I was not doing this stage by stage, and there is no stage for me. As what I am doing now, making all these working at the same time. I will just help with my all ability that I have. But to maintain all things to work, I must protect my SELF regardless of anything else.

No I have no choice but moving on now. Seeing barriers and overcome barrier by barrier. Solving problem by problem. It’s because I believe “when there’s a will, there’s a way~” It’s always motivate me whenever I get depressed or being passive. I have no reason to give up but continue with my life and this is what I will be going through. Stayed strong =)

志

我不需要为别人交代，只需为自己、家人、朋友和我所关心的人付出真心。

有很多时候都觉得自己好像在做些什么坏事，也其实说不上什么，只是放出一个平台，让大家都同等的机会走上去。

不想说多什么，只想把需要想的，留给你自己去想象。要 与 不要 只是一字相差。只是看你自己要不要去做，要不要的实行自己的计划、与所谓的梦想。

经常在发梦，发了多久的梦，也应该醒来的吧。

没有时间再让自己去发梦了，背负的太多。只是觉得感动，因为那句话：“你还是个学生，还没有那个能力~”

是，或许我不必想太多，安安分分的读好我的书，毕业、工作、有能力给钱你、嫁人。或许这就是你人生的定义。

但是我要的不是这些。我所谓的人生，是很有生命力的。有能力自己承担自己的一切、更有能力去帮助家人、才到社会。只想做自己喜欢做的事，但在这之前，必须付出代价。等价交换的原则，在这现实的社会一直都没有变过

谁不希望生出来就要风得风，要雨得雨？如果我得雨生俱来的一个人，我可以比较简单，活着的意义可能不会那么的沉重，但至少也要有意思。

这份志气，不是遗传，不是基因，只是现实教会了我，有时候在必不得已时，没有什么事其实难得到你。有志者事竟成！=)

再难的生活也要笑着过

有时候生活很简单，几句笑话竟然可以笑很久。

可庆幸最近的心情，因为一些玩得很开的朋友，变得开朗。

也因为忙碌，一些不开心的事情，很容易就被盖过去了。

隐隐的忧伤，又有谁知道？

忙碌的城市，有谁愿意停下来，留意身边所发生的琐事？

可喜的是自己很容易快乐，自己很会去寻找快乐。

不喜欢让不愉快的心情缠着自己，不喜欢别人被自己的心情给影响。

让伤心自己担  就算多么的艰难

拿别人来开玩笑 让自己的快乐 建立在别人的痛苦上 是不好

那似乎 人到底能不能承受 玩笑的程度

但是到最后 觉得有点过分了 才慢慢的醒觉

舒美~对不起啦~希望你真的不要生气哦 =)

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今天 是在日本的朱朱 生日噢~

当然要在这更你说声“生日快乐”先啦~

今天没听你发到牢骚 要你听我的 sorry~

当然希望你开心 快乐

无论在哪里 我们还在这里

要什么生日礼物？？先欠着你ok吗？哈哈~你回来再跟我要看我记不记得~

I dunno what else to say since there was no way I can contact u now.Maybe will try to skype with you tmr?

Let’s receive this ‘gift’ first.

“If you're alone, I'll be your shadow.  If you want to cry, I'll be your shoulder.  If you want a hug, I'll be your pillow.  If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile.  But anytime you need a friend, I'll just be me.” That is what a best friend mean.

Just hope you are doing fine always and I will always here to listen to u =)

Just to u =)

背包客·梦

一直在想，能不能够有一天，什么都不用想，就背着一个背包，开始寻找自己的旅程。

如果活着就是要走下去，那我愿背着背包不停歇地走

很喜欢旅行，到处体验不同的民族风情

不懂从几时开始，爱上了那样的自由。

那么的洒脱却又不失自己。

圆梦的道路，是那么的遥远。

但是只要坚信，一步一步地接近，梦想其实也不是空想。

Just live for it

Not really remember what I was writing for the previous post which I have already lost it. Yes I have wrote something few days ago but I did not post and now I found it was lost. Trying to search back in my memory, maybe is about my busy life and how I cope with the stress with tones of assignments, COS(stands for Community Outreach Service, which I always mention in my blog) and also CCS(Chinese Culture Society, a new society that I joined at HELP, which is also Chinese based) activities.

Alright, what I mean busy is that, regardless of usual school time, I will have meeting for every week, different assignments to pass up nearly every Friday except this next week, need to spend at least one day per week for my part time job, need to get some outing with my friends to maintain friendship…bla bla bla… So you can see normally I can update my blog everyday, at least one post per day or two day, but now I totally have not enough time to write my thoughts.

However, I want to say that I am enjoying what I am or was doing. I never regret what I’ve joined or took part in. This is just part of my life. Do whatever you like, make your life YOUR LIFE.

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I knew many people are crazy and afraid of “THE END OF THE WORLD” when Japan got 8.9 earthquake and tsunami recently. Everyone just freak out~ Everyone is afraid of death and scare the bad thing will happen to them. I don’t know how can I face this so peacefully and don’t ask me why. I am not that cold-blooded and say, I AM CONCERN ABOUT LIFE. Frankly, it doesn’t really happen on me and I don’t know what will I react if it really happen to me. I can say I have no sense of worry or tension when face to death, but I am a coward if you ask me to kill myself or jumping down from a building. This is what I can say.

What I posted for my status: “Everyday, there were some people die, but why when there was only a big traumatic event, people only realize we should grateful for life or have to pray hard for the unfortunate people? I thought we should have this kind of thinking no matter how the world is or will be. Incept this thinking as the very basic principle in your everyday life, when the day come, maybe you can face the death peacefully.”  This is what I want to tell the people whoever scare or believe in ‘2012’ or ‘end of the world’, live as what you live in. What are you freaking out for? There is a probability that you are going to die for the next second. WHO KNOWS? Could you tell me when you are going to die, unless you end your life yourselves? Don’t you realize people are just helpless whenever things are out of control? You could pray hard or even harder for the one who suffered from the traumatic event, but what’s left you can actually do to help them? Do something meaningful man~ Participate in donation, get into physical help, that is what they needed. Do as what you said.

And next what I want to sum up is that, JUST LIVE IN YOU LIFE. Make it meaningful as you live in it. You can pray hard for whatever bad things never happen to you and just live in your world. But trust me you gonna hold on a very powerful principle in life, that is “LIVE FOR TODAY AS THERE WAS NO TOMORROW.” You never know whether you have ‘tomorrow’.

If you ask me what is the most powerful thing in the world, I will say “human mind”. A piece of thought can make anything different. If I could control mind, I would not manipulate it, I will influence it and let it be what it should be.  

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你问我青春是什么？青春就是做你想做的，活在当下！

很想在年轻的时候，大干一场。

年少轻狂，忙碌就是你的岁月，至少汗水是流在有意义的事情上！

我没有钱，但青春就是我的本钱，我痛快的玩过、疯过，疯狂青春，此生无憾！

对于人生的大道理，我只略懂。但是我对自己人生的意义，有一定的原则，我有自己一套的想法，可能不是人人都受用，接受与否，是要经过你自己的思想道路。

做你自己认为对的事，可能是错误的，可能会后悔的，但如果每一事都质疑，你就不用前进了……

Ideal romance

Finish this Korean drama in 2 days. <<Secret Garden>>. Quite a romantic, funny and somehow a bit ridiculous love story. Everything happened in a very dramatic way. But I do love the setting inside. The lakeside house, the snow walkway,the romance of the characters especially the male character with dimples, don’t you think the people with dimples is cute? I just found myself so in love with dimply people and their ‘serious look’, especially they look you in their eyes. They have so much attraction, don’t you think so?

Oh ya today is valentine day. I don’t understand why people would post everywhere, stated and somehow complaining there is no people with them during valentine. Maybe I was just don’t understand, perhaps I think spending with friends is not a bad idea. Thus, I will attend a dinner as a COS member, for the sake on proving it is not necessary to have valentine with your only beloved, but have some gathering with friends is a good choice too. Anyway, in life we always searching for a romance love as such in the drama, such an ideal and always have a happy ending. Who don’t want that? Perhaps sometimes we are dreaming and living in our fantasy. But I do patient in searching for that. In fact, I know it was not that possible, despite impossible, there are still some probability. That’s why I am still single now. *laugh out loud if you want to*

I do proud of saying I am still single as I am still young now. Who care you are being coupled or in love sweetly? That’s make our different. In a way that I am so damn free but you aren’t. *evil smile* You wouldn’t understand me. I still enjoy my single life.

By the way, thanks for those who have been loving me. I was not the good one to be in love with. You make a good choice if you can forget me. Cheers, for single, for friends =)

意·义

#喜欢活在当下的感觉，虽然不是很耀眼，活着当自己的观众。

#喜欢有酒窝的人，那个不是很深，带点可爱的小孔。

#喜欢杰伦，因为他的歌，总在点缀那寂寞的夜。

#喜欢没有条理的文字，带点深度，带点神秘。

#那个喧闹的夜晚，看着那片色彩的自己，有点想家。

#我们在生活中没有失去了谁，得到了谁，你最终只拥有你自己。

#可以的话，为自己寻找快乐，不要让快乐寻找你，有时候它可能会迷路。

#可以的话 我选择 面对 对于逃避

#含义        意义      定义    生命中仿佛都在找寻他们的踪迹。

有人问我写部落的的意义，其实没什么，我不介意分享我得到的、看到的、知道的、想到的。想别人更了解自己，仅此而已。对着一句一句 没有顺序 只有感觉 与态度 的文字，我只想用这些文字来表达 那毫无条理的思绪 与心情。文字 你可能是看到了。但是真正的感受 没有人能真正体会到

“We don’t quote things that we are not fully understand.”

Watching back the date and time of my post, I always write my blog during midnight. It’s just that there are so many feeling and things to share about especially on this sleepiness, loneness, and ‘emotion-ess’ moment. Just feel to share some of my feelings.

I have already back home for three days and I felt no much CNY mood here, despite I meet some of my friends on the mahjong table. The worst thing come to me after I back was I fall sick. Flu, sore throat, cough, all come to me and there are many new year biscuits at home, but sadly I cant even touch them under my mum’s eyes. It is one of the sad case. Another one happened to my dog, which was living with us for almost 10 years, fall sick as well, and mum said “she looks like going to leave us soon.” I just cant imagine she gonna leave us, but frankly I was not a good pet master. I don’t know what else I could do for her. In sometimes I just realize we are that hopeless. Pray that the veterinarian would not give any bad news tomorrow.

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Have no idea how to start on my assignment about the movie review.The question on how to start about is funny. As I have some rough idea but I just don’t get what lecturer wants from this assignment. Personal view is always available but it’s still an assignment related to psychology and I was thinking the way to write a movie review psychologically. And I always like to present idea in my own way, whether it can be accepted by others or not. In fact, I care what others think about and I do take the comment into consideration and take deep thinking.

Talking about the title above. It was one of the phrase from the movie that I have to review—Muallaf. It is a local movie made by Yasmin Ahmad, who is already death due to stroke(if the information that I Google-ed is correct). A local movie which impressed me, made a great success at International stage as well. Yes, sometimes we like to do things that are special, try to confuse others and hope no other people in the world would understand except you. But for me, I loves the phrase above because I think it is interesting and I hope to get something different from it. And for many things I was trying to understand, which after I understood, I will try to share with others. This is what the power of blogging comes from. I would like to add something to this quote, which is “Don’t ever try so hard to understand something and don’t pretend that you are understand, because sometimes it is not so difficult to get something but in fact you don’t get it means YOU DON’T GET IT NOW”. Perhaps we might figure it out later when we grow older, this is what I believe.

Likewise I am posting a blog post right here with plain words and maybe bored to others, tested some real readers who are really interested to read and trying to understand me (which I think very few will do). I just like to present in my own way, blog whatever I like, as this is a little world own by me (you may say ot’s belongs to blogger but this all this words will remain my copyrights). 

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It’s 3.20am now. There are still too much in my mind. I know I should rest so I can recover faster, but I just cant help it.  I am being stubborn, on what I am doing.

Just want to tell someone,

“I am not a baby sister anymore, should be able to think not only for myself but the family. I know the burden that you bear. It’s time for me to realize that. =)

Speak my mind

Finally my second semester ended with Ms. Winnie’s terribly and unexpectedly hard paper. She hunted all of us down successfully. I guess she is smile or even laugh in her evil style at the back of us when she sees our nervous and desperate expression at the exam hall. Anyway, the exam finally comes to an end. It’s time to rock the days with movies,gathering and whatever entertainment. I even plug in my speaker and open it loud to enjoy the surround, what is more, to form a mini cinema for myself  

And my plan for the holiday is pretty full. Going JB for Ms. Jasamine’s wedding, HELP’s debate event, gathering for COS, and going to move things to new condo. After all the zapbalang things only can back my lovely hometown. Having Christmas party with my lovely friends and getting some rest at home for a couple of day (perhaps this is the only few days I could have during this sem break~!) 28th need to back immediately for PD camp and preparation for balik kampung. It is packed with all event this time. But I think I will quite enjoy, at least not wasting my time at home =D

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There are many news and post at Facebook for past few weeks. The news at Facebook can spread extremely fast, and there are also many mindless ‘animals’ just like to follow the trend blindness. Yes I called them animal as they are just like copycat and I usually called this group of people mindless because they don’t even know how to make use the function of their brain. Pathetic. 

Well, there are another group of people could not stop the rumors and what they can do is make use their power. Brilliant and beautiful. What more I can say to describe them. Perhaps stopping Facebook is not a badly thing. Imagine there are another rumors or bad post at Bloggers, and some of them said block the download stream as well, then I might have no other place to go already.  Good then, can cut the streamyx and sleep at home everyday even save money! But what I am thinking is why they rather to block this block that which spread rumors, but didn’t block the porn site. Sarcastic.

I will definitely respect the decision made, or say it more clearly, we have no way to oppose, like they say must wear sit belt at the back as well and must stop the makan rasuah, but see what happened in the reality now? As a normal citizen, what I can do is just sit down and see what they will do next. There must be more interesting as the story go on. Stay Tuned.

探

Again spending some time on blogs walking...
Is just like going to a person's door and explore what is it inside...
I enjoyed doing this of course...
Not like exploring or stalking about a person...
But to understand a person more in depth...
May a simple word bring something to u as well as the writer...
A sentence that may contain something...
A paragraph that may express some feelings...
U would never know a person until you really see what they post and what you understand from the post...
This would be the most interesting part....
As the bit and pieces, bring a huge and meaningful expression and emotion by a person
Amazing isn't it?

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其实是
很喜欢看了别人的部落格
突然有感而发
想写一些东西 回复他们

p/s: 不想你们对号入座……
只是想发表自己的想法罢了……

曾几何时的自己 也天真地以为 能够找到了解自己的人……
但出到来社会……
工作过、现实过……
才懂得这一切并不容易……
并不是了解这么简单……
这包含了 信任 与那份没有包含任何添加素的真情……

我也以为很了解自己……
才发觉 要写出一个关于自己性格之类的……
有很多可以写……
但也写不出……
因为自己一直在变……
就算此时此刻我多么的了解我自己想要这么做……
但下一刻我不敢保证我会不会后悔……
所以我作的结论是 连我自己的不懂我自己……
其实要别人懂我，更难……
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说到了解一个人……
有时候你会发觉当和别人相处久了……
你‘以为’你会很了解那个人……
有时候并不是的……
或许我这么说……
你并不懂有些事情对他来说是多么的重要……
而有些事对他来说 根本就是玩笑……
对我来说 很多时候我都可以以一些比较幽默的方式来带过……
一笑而过，并不是那么容易能够做到……
至少我的忍耐度比较强……
对于自己的某一些原则
真的会很认真地看待……
一旦原则被打破……
生气 是必然
但在生气的当时
脑袋一会不停的转
那两立的抗战又再出现……
想必 现实那方 又作出了胜利的表现……

能发泄出来时好事……
至于能不能改变事实……
其实对于这点　我还是觉得不要抱太大的希望会比较适合
就好象我说的‘我们好象很了解一个人，但是你其实也并不是很懂他’一样
至少被你说‘了解他’的那个人会觉得‘你凭什么觉得你很了解我？’
很多时候我们都很希望被了解……
希望别人知道我们想要什么
但是人是矛盾的
当你说了解他的时候，
他就会觉得被拆穿、被冒犯的感觉……
所以要理清这一点　
其实真正了解一个人，不需言语上的表现
细微的关心与沉默　表达的或许更多
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对我来说
要了解我
是个绝对艰难与复杂的的process……
因为‘被拆穿的感觉’会比‘希望被了解的感觉’来的重
不喜欢被看透……
但喜欢看透人
我变态
但我读的是psychology并不是psycho~

思

终于忙完了前阵子的考试……
这个礼拜属于娱乐活动……
再来就是回家准备另外一场战争……
战争后，又是一大堆的plan……
忙读书……
忙娱乐……
忙着玩……
忙着做一些自己想要做的东西……
我忙……
我会急躁……
但是忙自己喜欢的东西……
我可见得真的不是很介意……

很讨厌自己处在乐观与悲观的矛盾之间……
很希望自己不要那么的现实……
但是事实告诉我们……
人就是要现实的……
你不现实……
只会对自己残忍……
让自己活在那天真无邪的世界……
可能真的与世无争……
但是有谁又会那么甘心……
静静的活着而莫不出声？
但往往就是我们的‘不甘心’……
害到自己自己不开心……

每件事情在每个人心中的重量都不同……
我并不认为自己很会分……
但是至少我自己会衡量……
有时候也只能劝自己不要把事情看得那么的重……
就好象自己背着一颗石头一样……
也只是看你自己怎么去背……
才不会让自己觉得沉重……
如果觉得那颗石头不重要的话……
可以放下就放下吧……
但相反的，那对你很重要……
那你就要换个做法……

方法与态度真的很重要……
你可能会用错方法……
但是忽略了态度……
那意义在哪里？

Verstande

1. 有时候纯粹不想说话，就这样……
2. 很多事情都有两面，看你往哪一方面去想、去看……
3. 我看到了两面……所以会矛盾，会迟疑……
4. 在处于两立的世界，我无处可去……
5. 闭关了两天……心情也沉淀了许多……
6. 明天要面对‘社会学’考试，心想尽力了就好，看来还是逃不过命运……
7. 有些想法会改变……但有些会一直一直的出现在脑海……
8. 在学习着不跟风，不轻易被人影响，去证明自己是有思想的……
9. 开朗的我就快回来了……那黑夜会被天明取代……
10. 结束了，其实只是想硬硬写到第十句……

p/s: 话说这个title只想学以致用……verstande 是德文……understanding的意思……读socio读到疯了……

糟·空

只想说心情很糟
完全没有读书的心……
只是感觉到很疲惫……
不想被命运左右……
试着反抗……
但却发觉无论你多么的努力
一次又一次的对抗着
结果还是敌不过命运
最累的不是要努力的对抗……
而是在努力过后却改变不了命运……
这才是令人最累最无奈的事了……
无论我多么的相信努力能改变命运
但是现实告诉我
你不够它斗的……

今天的自己很悲观
只是此刻的我无法去乐观
不要批评我的悲观
不用置疑
我只是想写下自己现在的心情与想法
不用刻意的安慰
如果需要的话早就post在面子书了……
张贴在这里……
只想保留那么一点的空间给自己……
或许看到这一切的你……
会明白我的心情……
谢谢你的关心
至少你会去看完这篇文章……
我的乐观会回来的……

此刻·点滴

抛弃了工作的生活已有两个礼拜……
日子从没停歇过……
除了忙还是忙……
想说的是
当然没之前读完书之后就要敢去工作的忙碌……
现在还可以挤出空闲看看自己喜欢看的戏……
发一下呆……
看一下自己还是那么钟爱的那片天空……

充实
是的
         开心
         有时也是的

至少还没有弄到自己不开心的事

会尽量不去计较……

尽量不去管那些有的没有的情绪……

有时候
            简单
                    我爽
                            快乐
                                   就可以了

宁静

有时在慢慢地侵蚀自己……
唯独音乐
能解救
我说
没有了它
生命好像
缺少了什么

喧闹的城市

静静的我不出声

细心的观察

身边的一切

仿佛可以置身事外

但原来

我还是逃不掉

那个叫做‘现实社会’的枷锁



Let's BREATH~

I believe that TIME really make us grow....
To become more mature and wiser....
It's not that we just experience the life we live in now....
Not only as simple as a breath in breath out process....
But what we are DOING in life.....
It means everything....
Like we try to overcome the barriers and troubles that we met...
Make us FEEL that "WE ARE ALIVE~!"
And that is just my life....
I fight for it....
I live for it....
Maybe sometimes it just made me hard to breath....
But it make me realize that "I am still BREATHING~!"

This is what I discovered today....
Hardtime will pass by...
It just a normal recycle in life...
Try to overcome it to prove that YOU ARE ALIVE~!

单

最近很一个人……

一个人吃饭……

一个人睡觉……

一个人等巴士……

一个人坐巴士……
一个人工作……
一个人听着歌……
一个人看着风景……
一个人走在街上……

就是做着什么的……
都独来独往……
学习着……
依然在习惯着独立……
其实一个人也没什么不好……
也许从小就习惯了……
单亲……单身……
自由自在的……
不被约束……
也不缺谁的陪伴……

但也有那么的一瞬间……
是孤独的……
是空虚的……
有些事还是那句……
“习惯就好……”
没有什么可以不可以的……
只要习惯了……
一切都变得没什么……
变得自然……
变得平凡……

再怎么单，都有一双腿陪着……

♥感恩♥