每个人仿佛都在寻找着一种可以让人释放的方式。
我尊重 言论自由
我自问 自己也没有 批评的资格
在适当的时候 不作声 是我自己面对自己认为对的事 而作出的坚持
可能 在某个程度上 有时候 是对的
但我不出声 不代表我认同
我了解 我知道 但我也不想说出来
是因为我相信人与人之间 那细微的关系 能够表达一切
可能最近的自己 真的是很少时间 在网上和朋友聊天 所谓的联络感情
但比起 这一些网上的嘘寒问暖
对我来说 也不来得一通电话 与面对面的接触 深刻 与实在
可能深处远方的你们 会说我并不了解
但是与你们分各两地的我 也其实感受到的
自己的解决方法就是 埋头苦干
每天出去忙 然后带着疲惫的身躯回家
然后因为劳累而睡着 这样又过了一天
每个人都有自己解决问题的方式
问题 能否解决 那就因人而异了
Finally the “full moon night” had come to an end. The whole month of celebration for mid-autumn considered end too.
Really don’t know what to say besides tired and suffer all along these preparation days. I knew someone really put hard work and even their heart on it. I knew some just like passing by walking around like a child playing sand there. Fortunately, we managed to make it quite a success in a way, and I seriously need to thank friends that helped me a lot along these stress time.
Pictures not really says a thousand words sometimes. But it do captured down the memorable moment. Sometimes thing just very weak to be destroyed, but with photo, at the moment we captured, everything is there, even after it had been destroyed and no there anymore. And this is also the reason why I like photography. I like to capture down some meaningful things, events and people. Memory might be fade away, but I like whenever I look back a photo album, I will smile 
Every bitter and sour time we had tasted, already changed to sweet and beautiful memory in our life. And I believe every photo might tells about me, about you, or about life. It’s just that simple.
月圆之夜，这一天，
不一定能看到完美的月亮，我是我肯定，
就算没有月亮的出现，大家还是觉得很圆满
I’ve think of a long time to design a logo for this blog and my future design thing. And don’t get me wrong that I want to become a designer in the future. It’s just my interest to use computer, some software to draw something. R.A.M.D.O.M.L.Y. I mean. I was not talented enough to have my very-own-special-design. But I just want something to symbolize myself, as least can put at my private side such as blogger 
And I have used like a whole day to figure out how to make this thing to become better looking. And finally this it~!
With this, I can put it into my copyrighted photo, t-shirt design, and many thing else. And yes, I love peace.
I spend like a whole day play with my illustrator and also downloaded Photoshop finally.
I’ve put every photo with my copyrighted logo as watermark. Can see see that?
Oh ya forgot to talk about my Melaka one day trip. See the photo above? It is a really random and casual trip that without any packing or preparation. A road trip for two, but the whole trip for five. Again the food there always give me surprise. This time I tried nyonya dishes, durian puff, coconut milk shake, nicer sate celup, and also a very special sponge cake. Of course durian puff and coconut milk shake surprise me the most~! Even it used my half an hour just to wait for a few cups of coconut special, but I think it’s worth for it. I would certainly want to go back purposely for these food
And of course never forget the beach too 
The place which can see lots of kites, can ride horse, play bubbles, and for sure take lots of stupid photo (pointing to photo above**)
A trip can always help us to forget who we are and how much stress we faced in life. But what makes after a trip cruel is that we must back to reality and face whatever shit we face in life A.G.A.I.N.
I can’t believe my week is gone just like that. Next Wednesday gonna have a big event. This blog might be updated again after that.
S.T.A.Y T.U.N.E.D for more~
第一次感觉到有那么浓浓的挫折感
没有了任何的动力
只是为了做事而做
为了 ‘责任’ 这两个字
失去了耐心、信心、 更重要的我找不到那颗我想要继续下去的心
第一次觉得自己做的东西 是那么的没有意义
意义 似乎于对自己重要的
至少要让自己开心的
我 不开心
记得我说过 我为我所做的
只要我觉得值得 我累 我开心 我都觉得没什么
但是这一次 我真的累了 又不开心
重要的是 我真的知道 是时候把重点放在什么地方了
只是一个很严重的错误
这也告诉了我 以后真的要认真考虑自己的能力
不要一味 要顾着朋友 为了自己所谓的友情
默默的付出了那么多
可能毫无回报之余 损失了时间 金钱
更心痛的是 也是我最在意的是 我在乎 未必代表别人在乎
做事做到如此 真的是心淡了
还好明天能够到马六甲散散心
希望能够拍到能描写心情的照片po在这 
多少次 打开了 window live writer
试着回想 每一天发生过的趣事
因为一堆又一堆的事情 缠身 繁忙 劳累
结果 又把一天又一天的日记 延迟 遗忘
每天面对着空白的页面
尝试打开部落 提醒自己
又有差不多几天没有更新了
其实 身边发生的趣事 很多
但 在结束的每一天 都似乎 很平淡似的
没有什么特别的心情 想记录着
繁忙的事情 总是太多
拿着一箩有一箩 沉重的包袱
总是放不下 但是又怕太重
This is the first time I feel overwhelmed. Had took too much responsibilities and yet have limited strength and energy to continue all these.
如果叹气可以让自己好过些
我是否是不是无时无刻都想让自己好过一点呢？
I’m a person who like to fly, but I know I can’t fly.
Just like I want my freedom so much.
I always want to grab it.
And it is not far away from me.
But,
there are always things to keep me down.
To keep me in a cage.
Chained my legs and so I can’t fly.
There are always things that we don’t want it to be happened, it happened.
There are always something called “out of expectation” or “unknown” that we do not want to face.
There are sometimes, it is just that cruel, we need to face it all.
As such, “to-say-a-goodbye”.
Simple phrase, easy to say it out, but hardly to get let it down.
It is just another ordinary day, an ordinary mid-night, with an extra-ordinary mood, “The other day which need to-say-goodbye”.
早已习惯了离别 不要说我无情 冷淡
只是看透了一些事 与 物
没有人能紧紧抓住什么
我说 就是因为有了离别
才有期待相聚的一刻
等待可能是痛苦的
但是因为难得 才显得可贵
人不都是这样吗？
要稀有 才有人争 才会去抢
越来越少人会去想 当初为了什么去抢
没有人想要了解 而是为了争 而争
为了得到 而得到
学会珍惜 可能真的是我们人生学不完的课程
早来的中秋，
可能大家都真的要各散东西了，
可能这是大家能够在今年齐聚一堂的最后一次了，
一切都不同了，
但一样的是，彼此都还珍惜着这铁一般的友情。
不好意思动粗了，
因为这就是真实的我们 =P
