Drama, does taught me a lot

Everyone was worried before the result coming out....
And I, without internet connection....
Do nothing at home and just continue my drama series....
It's nothing much to talk about the result....
I'm satisfied with it and yet I have to think about my next step....
Waiting for another interview and result to decide wheather I could get into degree in May....
I've done everything that I could do....
I have plan and I have work it out....
But still, I couldn't manipulate the result....
Reality huh?
It's just life....

I've watched another 3 drama series recently....
It's quite a success for me to watch such a number of drama and movies in this sem break....
And I'm highly recommended here the drama I had watched....
Code blue season 2....
Maybe you should watch season 1 first because it's related.
It's a japanese drama series which talks about 4 young training doctor working in EMS(emergency medical service). There is a helicopter service in the hospital to make the drama special. There are many different kind of story in each episode. For every rescue, for every emergency operation or surgery, there is something related to life and tell us how weak a life could be. It could be a second to decide a live or death.
In life there are so much hesitation when we making decision, but for a doctor, they could not be hesitate and have to make the right decision in a second. In fact, a life is in their hands.
I also realized that some injury or wound can be cure through surgery or treatment, at least it can be seen or scan through X-ray. But internal hurt or psychologically hurt cannot be seen or might need much more time to be cured. That's why I'm more firm to study my psychology in degree.

In fact it brings me to another drama series--Lie to me
I was just stated today. It's 3 season long and recommended by yongwei. It's really amazing when I first watched the first episode. The story tells about a deception expert who can study the people wheather is telling a lie or not by watching or observing the facial expression, gesture and eye contact. It's really interesting if I could use this knowledge to obeserve people or what is more use in psychology.
If you were interesting in observing people or study the people, that's the drama you should watch.

Another drama which I have to finish it few months ago.
But I just dont have time to do it.
It's Kyle XY season 3.
Finally I finish it but still the story haven't ended.
Still, I'm waiting for season 4 =)

I think holiday will come to an end as I will back KL the following week.
Going to hang out for the remaining days here.
Enjoy =)

Unbreakable bond

I know whoever did wrong....
neither you nor I never did wrong....
There are still an unbreakable bond between us....
No matter how sad or angry I do.....
Is 'did'...
I will just go ahead....
Do whatever I have said before....

The most important is....
We are still FAMILY....

雨夜，我要去那里找彩虹？

我知道自己不善于言语……
宁愿把一切吞了……
也不会说出来……
只是不想你为了我担心……
只是想你过得好一点……
没想到会令你更难堪……
可惜的是我并不优秀……
如果自己能够争气一些……
那就不必靠你们了……

你总是担心我……
知不知道我并不重要？……
我还年轻……
要做什么怎么做……
都有自己的一套……
总是什么都收在心里……
不善用言语……
其实你我都是一样……
那么的关心彼此……
却不希望对方为自己担心……

你总是说我……
当我是小孩子似的……
但我已长大了……
知道自己在做什么……
也懂要怎么去做……

你总说：“如果是他在就好了……”
我心想：“其实有你就足够了……”
别人不懂没关系……
但是血脉相连的人竟然不懂……
对他好失望……
心……
真的疼了……
看着你我好无奈……
答应自己……
不能再让你伤心了……

你很坚强……
我也会像你一样……
我先会照顾好自己……
才有能力照顾你……
不会勉强……
不会给自己太多压力……
自己要先快乐……
因为这样才可以带给你快乐……

雨后的黑夜里……
我找不到彩虹……
原来我不需要雨后的彩虹……
因为有了你的笑容……

不须会飞的超人♥杰伦

等了差不多一年……

终于给我等到了……

相信很多的杰伦迷也和我一样等了一段时间了……

结果今天去update了一下……

check到了新专辑要出了！

更劲爆的是他的世界巡回演唱会！！！！
期待期待……
说好了这次的一定要去到~~~~
在最后一站……
虽然是暂定……
但是至少知道在几时……
超级迷他……
是因为真的很钦佩他的才华……
不是很帅……

但是喜爱音乐的特质……

加上稍稍音乐气息的样子……
显得特别……


新歌‘超人不会飞’

妈妈说 很多事别太计较
只是使命感找到了我 我睡不着
如果说 骂人要有点技巧

我会加点旋律 你会觉得才屌

我的枪 不会装弹药

所以放心 不会有人倒
我拍青蜂侠 不需要替身 因为自信是我绘画的颜料
我做很多事背后的意义 远离你们想象


拍个电视出卖了友情 延伸了现在的梦想
收视率再高也难看好我的伟大理想
因为我的人生或许在多与比那假象
我不知道何时变成了所谓的那榜样
被狗仔拍的那XXXX的贱模样 怎样


我唱的歌词要有点文化
因为随时会被当教材
CNN能不能等英文好一点再访
时代杂志封面能不能重拍
随时随地注意形象
要控制饮食不然就跟杜莎夫人蜡像的我不像
好莱钨的中国戏院地上有很多手印脚印
何时才能看见我的脚

如果超人会飞
就让我在空中停一停歇 再次俯瞰这个世界
会让我觉得好一些
拯救地球好累
虽然有些疲惫但我还是会
不要问我哭过了没
因为超人不能有眼泪


唱歌要拿最佳男歌手
拍电影也不能只拿个最佳新人
你不参加颁奖典礼就是没礼貌
你去参加就是代表你很在乎
得奖时你感动落泪
人家就会觉得你夸张做作
你没表情别人就会说太嚣张
如果你天生这表情
那些人甚至会怪你妈妈
结果最后是别人在得奖
你也要给予充分的掌声与微笑
开的车不能太好
住的楼不能太高
我到底是一个创作歌手还是好人好事代表
专辑依旧必须是冠军
拍了电影就必须要大卖
只能说当超人真的好难

如果超人会飞.
那就让我在天空停一停歇再次俯瞰这个世界
会让我觉得好一些拯救地球好累
虽然有些疲惫但我还是会不要问我哭过没有
因为超人不能留眼泪

＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝
其实我们都不需假装成超人……
明明是个普通人……
就算是个偶像……
他们跟我们其实没什么两样……

又再一次看到他用音乐来告诉我们……
所有人都是一样的……
或许每个人都是特别的……
就像个词一样……
不是每个超人都会飞……
世界上的变数太多了……
定律似乎也变成了未知数……
他就是不会飞的超人……
不用会飞的超人……
他仍然是我心目中的超人……

看戏看疯了

真的不敢相信自己……
竟然能够在短短几天……
煲完3套台湾偶像剧……
简单的来说……
我对偶像剧是没有什么好感的……
看，纯粹是闷……
或者期待着偶像会有什么演技上的突破……
结论是……
演技上是可以接受啦……
但是剧情就有点……
来来去去不是你骗我，就是我骗你……
喜欢来喜欢去……
爱来爱去到最后还不是会在一起……
虽然对白有时会有点俗气……
但是有时候也蛮有意思的……

偶像剧始终是偶像剧……
怎样做都难免会有点不真实……
想像……
如果事件发生在现实生活中……
如果你是主角，你到底可不可能会做出戏剧般的事？
我的答案是：
戏始终都是戏……
或许这是我们都梦寐以求的结局……
但现实告诉我们……
如果现实的结局都这么美好，就不会有戏剧的出现了……

虽然自己是那么的讨厌现实……
但是没有了现实……
就没有了那种确确实实的存在感……
可能世界上所有的事都是有缺憾的……
或许有缺憾……
才是世界变得完美……

人总是在读书的时候想玩乐……
在忙碌是想休息……
在休息是想找点事来做……
总是不知足……
以为事事都这么顺心吗？

不是的……
曾经以沉默来掩饰愤怒……
以微笑来掩饰悲伤……
这都是我们不愿意的……
不愿意……
最终还是把一切吞了……
世界还是一样转动着……


Silence, did not mean nothing to say
but, not willing to say anything.

Lost connection for 2 days

I have back hometown for 2 days....
And 'enjoying' the days without connection for only 2 days....
It's enough to make my crazy....
Because I was like sleep,eat and watch drama everyday.....
I lost my connection because my brother just cut the streamyx line....
and want me to sign up for the Unipack which is one promotion at Streamyx...
Change package, to get a better offer, to get a free netbook....bla bla bla....
But it took me bout one month to do it....
Need to get ready of the photostated document....
need to get certified by the university....
and need to wait for few weeks to process....

It still haven settled yet....
How lucky I am is there are some wimax signal for me to.....
Hahaha....
I know it is bad....
And I know how ''evil'' I am to do this things AGAIN~
But how could I survive without internet connection?
I would be a stupid if I din use this (which is easy to access...)
sorry for the user =(

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I forgot a friend birthday again.....
I'm a bad friend I admit...
Bau bau~~~sorry and Happy birthday....
Already called her and hope she will forgive my carelessness....
Remember last year she was calling me while I'm busy being fooled by my friends....
Haha....but she is a really good friend....
Hope she had a memorable birthday and having sweet time with her beloved....



It's time to sleep...
good day everyone =)

一个人的一天

这安静的星期天……
如果我身在怡保……
早上一定如常地和妈妈吃早餐……
然后回家看戏，睡我的午觉……
睡醒就叫肚子饿……
叫妈妈打包什么都好……
等到晚上……
再和阿姨们出去吃……
吃完就去逛逛街……

我这美好的星期天……
落在KL就不同了……
呆在家睡到中午……
吃brunch……
上上网……
躺着看戏……
什么都不能做了……
因为没有车……
出街也变得懒了……
去哪里都依靠别人……
这种感觉……
不好受……

习惯性的……
什么都不说……
想约人出街……
但原来只有自己是这么的得空……
真的很不习惯寂寞……
一个人的世界……
真的不知道那些深山的孤独老人怎么过活……

突然对着城市感到陌生……
宁静的夜晚……
从16楼楼台望出去……
看着大城市的夜景……
是很美……
但是和家乡的绿叶比起来……
我还是比较喜欢吹着那丝丝青草味的清风……
享受宁静……

很希望明天一早的到来……
快点结束眼前的烦恼……
回乡去……
=)

Treasure in life

Just finish my exam yesterday...
Hopefully my foundation year officially ended here....
And ya....
I've been here for one year....
Being independent for one year....

Recall the first day I went KL....
Know nothing and learn from zero....
Learn how to take bus all the way from Ipoh to KL....
Learn how to take rapid, LRT and KTM...
Learn how to do something alone without anyone...
Learn to cope eveything myself in a strange and big city...
And learn many new things that never had at hometown....

The most treasurable thing that I met is not learning....
Is friends....
I discovered new friends...
and  I appreciated my old friends....
I met a lot of different people from different states....
Get to know more people is the most treasurable moment in my life....
I know how lucky I am to have friends like this....
I know you get my meaning if you are my friend....
*pointed to u....whoever read this blog*
I love you my friend....
To have you to be my friend is my luck....
Appreciate every moment that we had spend together....

I know many people who successfully graduate from Foundation
will probably go to other colleges to study....
Perhaps they have better choice and ways .....
For me, I will still stay here....
Not surprisingly, for the next 3 years....
New friendship will begin in new life....
And hope old friendship could maintain as good as I can....

It's totally a new stage in my life....
In the past one year...
My experience make me grown....
I do appreciate every fun,every laugh and every smile that you all have given me....
Life is just as simple as that....
Simple life, greastest happiness....
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just simply look through my photo in facebook....
I have so much fun and sweet memories with friends....
I love my friends....
Treasure every moment with your friends =)

同人唔同命

有人读得要生要死……
有人得过且过……
有人不在乎……
有人烦东烦西……
有人轻轻松松……
有人靠幸运……
有人靠自己的努力……

靠努力的人跟幸运的人不同的是……
努力的人要付出他100%甚至110%的努力才能的到想要的成果……
幸运的人却不费吹灰之力就能都得到努力的人想要的成果……
或许你会愤怒上天的不公……
但是与其花时间在愤怒上……
不如付出多一点……
我相信终有一天……
努力会战胜幸运……
努力也能改变命运……

我也不相信预言……
或未发生的事……
眼看的也未必是事实……
何况要我相信一些不真实的……
可能这是真的……
到最后……
我会接受……
肯迎接这一切……
就是幸运的人没有的毅力……

懒人空想

很懒……
读书……
更新部落格……
吃饭、睡觉……
都觉得很懒……
最近的生活用“懒散”这两个字来形容我就适合不过了……

最喜欢在weekend（就像是今天）
在家赖床……
明明就是醒了……
但是就是不肯起来……
躺着……
想些什么都好……

想为什么人就是那么的肤浅？
有深度的人不多……
再说着别人肤浅的同时……
也说着自己……

想为什么没有永恒？
讨厌短暂的快乐……
讨厌短暂的友情……
讨厌短暂的爱情……
但是有时却因为那么一点的短暂快乐而觉得幸福……
或者永恒太累了……
享受短暂可能让自己更快乐……

想……
空想……
幻想……
遐想……
在还未有与未达到的的时刻……
只有最了解自己的自己……

End of foundation

One year had passed by....
My foundation going to end after I complete my final exam
which fall on this Saturday onwards....
Just 4 subjects but take me one week to end it....
A bit "beh song" bout the timetable...

Ok...
Statistics on Saturday 8am-10am is really fine...
But what for to wait until 3.30pm to take my useless moral exam???
Should I use that five and half hour to study my moral?
(wonder if it needs such long time to read...oh no...we just need to go in and 'tembak' only...)
After that, we have one day break and having
my terrible and ever mistaken subject --> CALCULUS....
I wonder why I will take it and until today I still have a bit regret...
Same as Statistics, exam will be from 8am-10am.
Lastly is the most terrible exam timetable I have....
I will have my LAST PAPER on the LAST DAY in the LAST SECTION!!!!
My pity Intro to Human Comm paper....
Hopefully I can pass all my exam paper and no need sit for 4th sem la~~~
All the best ya =)
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Before the final....
People not only discuss what to study...
but most importantly many plans going on after the finals...
But I'm not the planner but just invited to go....
I'm on to sing k on tuesday, I'm on to go for BBQ on friday...
But still not sure for the sunway lagoon and tioman trip....
Burden la wei~~~
I'm not printing money one....
Somemore I couldn't find a part time job for cover my 'entertainment'...
Haiz....
I wanted to play...
but sometimes not everything goes with our mind...

CONCLUSION:
The best vacation that I found out
is IPOH!!!!!XD

Be punctual

Think to save money for this month....
For last week I back to Ipoh....
I already waste one train ticket...
but now I'm wasting one again....

Really speechless....
The train just gone in front of my eye for the ever first time in my life....
We just late for bout 1 minute....
Ok...so I cant blame the Malaysia transport system be so punctual today???
My fault lo~
Like what my brother said....
"You will be used to it...."
Maybe....I will be used to it....
Rushing for the train was not the first time....
Last time I was so lucky...
But today....
just not my day....

Dunno what to say.....
I back late and I skip classes....
It ok for me but not used to it really...
It was a funny experince for me and I act like an idiot....
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Though I was a stupid....
I had a really happy weekend with my family....
Paying respect to our ancestors...
Included HIM....
We are really good children
and I see mum's smile when everyone of us around her....
I could feel the happiness from her smile....
I know it even we just having a simple and small dinner...
but we are all sitting together and have fun....
I know I was late for the train...
But they wait me and end up with jokes....
I smile again from disappointment...

That's what a family is....
The family for me...
Maybe I din get luck to get into the train....
But I get the luck to have such family like this...=)