“不用问我的意见……
最重要是你自己……
我没关系……
你问我解不介意？
讲真的我真的有点……
但是最重要是你快乐……
我……
真的不要紧……
很多事你都放手让我自己做决定……
所以我也相信你做的决定……
无论对与错……
我都会支持你的……”
其实能接受不代表同意……
然而人会去接受是因为没得选择而硬硬同意……
我是没得选择吗？……
看回自己……
所站的立场与扮演的角色……
重要吗？……
就连我自己也认为你的快乐比较重要……
我不同意你……
但是我会永远支持你做你觉得快乐的事……
25.2.10
23.2.10
Hate troublesome
Went to settle the things that I want to settle "YEARs" ago....
Was managed to settle it but face many failures >.<
It was so tiring because the process is complicated and f***ing troublesome!
1st destination- Maxis center
Go for: exchange my main line to subline; my mum's subline to main line.
Reason of Failure: under one year contract and cannot do anything with it....(wt.....)
2nd destination: Digi center
Go for: change my uncle's plan to digi campus
Reason of Failure: My uncle was so tiring to listen those complicated process (=.=''')
3rd destination : TM point
Go for: exchange my streamyx plan to combo plan
Reason of failure: My brother who is the original applier is not here and the process is damn complicated!!!!terminated this,cut this,redo that.....(WTF.....)
4th destination-Maybank
Go for: change my minor Maybank card to debit & adult card
Finally I get it successfully. The one and only one thing success today. The process is a bit longer but finally I'm not using those minor card which can only withdrawn RM500 per day but more than that =D
I really not like to go to such places like this(manage/change this that). Firstly, I need to wait for 'years' time to get them to process. Secondly, I paid them but I get sucks service. Thirdly, there are so many hidden and unclear requirement I need to coordinate with.
Of coz everything and every services need us to coorporate with, but why we must pay so much but did not get the service that can satisfy us?Seriously I really "BEH SONG" with those "EMO face" when they serve me. Cant you like give a kindly smile when you serve people?This is the most basic manner and respect to the customers. F*** off!!!!
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Haiz...
Last exam on Saturday~I'm still not in study mood!!!>.<
Was managed to settle it but face many failures >.<
It was so tiring because the process is complicated and f***ing troublesome!
1st destination- Maxis center
Go for: exchange my main line to subline; my mum's subline to main line.
Reason of Failure: under one year contract and cannot do anything with it....(wt.....)
2nd destination: Digi center
Go for: change my uncle's plan to digi campus
Reason of Failure: My uncle was so tiring to listen those complicated process (=.=''')
3rd destination : TM point
Go for: exchange my streamyx plan to combo plan
Reason of failure: My brother who is the original applier is not here and the process is damn complicated!!!!terminated this,cut this,redo that.....(WTF.....)
4th destination-Maybank
Go for: change my minor Maybank card to debit & adult card
Finally I get it successfully. The one and only one thing success today. The process is a bit longer but finally I'm not using those minor card which can only withdrawn RM500 per day but more than that =D
I really not like to go to such places like this(manage/change this that). Firstly, I need to wait for 'years' time to get them to process. Secondly, I paid them but I get sucks service. Thirdly, there are so many hidden and unclear requirement I need to coordinate with.
Of coz everything and every services need us to coorporate with, but why we must pay so much but did not get the service that can satisfy us?Seriously I really "BEH SONG" with those "EMO face" when they serve me. Cant you like give a kindly smile when you serve people?This is the most basic manner and respect to the customers. F*** off!!!!
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Haiz...
Last exam on Saturday~I'm still not in study mood!!!>.<
22.2.10
事与愿违
很想……什么都不想……
做自己想要做的……
但是能吗？……
是不是每件事都能想到就做到？……
可能在某个激励的角度……
只要你觉得能就是能的……
但是回到现实……
我们都只不过是人……
能做的就只是尽力……
能做什么去实现自己想要的就做什么……
所以我很少勉强别人做他们不想做的事……
连自己想要做的都未必能做得到……
还要去做一些自己不想做的事……
做人做到这样未免有点辛苦……
能的话……
换多个角度来看看这世界吧……
虽然有些道理讲来有点自相矛盾……
但是这世界就是这样的咯……
矛盾、模糊、不清楚、不明确的地带……
往往是最安全的……
难道你说做人flexible一点不好吗?……
这个世界每一分每一秒都在变……
你的原则也不跟着改变一下……
你认为你会与时并进吗？
你说我做人没有原则……
我又不是……
每个人的内心都有自己不可触碰的地带……
也就是我们统称的‘死穴’……
所以‘凡事留一线，日后好相见’也不是没有道理的……
errr……
有一点不知道自己写些什么了……
那些废理（废话道理）也太多了……
可能最近都过得比较忙……
忽略了部落格……
很想做些什么补偿它……
怡保真的‘西北’热……
冲个冷水澡……
做我第一波的冲刺……
Human communication！！！！
做自己想要做的……
但是能吗？……
是不是每件事都能想到就做到？……
可能在某个激励的角度……
只要你觉得能就是能的……
但是回到现实……
我们都只不过是人……
能做的就只是尽力……
能做什么去实现自己想要的就做什么……
所以我很少勉强别人做他们不想做的事……
连自己想要做的都未必能做得到……
还要去做一些自己不想做的事……
做人做到这样未免有点辛苦……
能的话……
换多个角度来看看这世界吧……
虽然有些道理讲来有点自相矛盾……
但是这世界就是这样的咯……
矛盾、模糊、不清楚、不明确的地带……
往往是最安全的……
难道你说做人flexible一点不好吗?……
这个世界每一分每一秒都在变……
你的原则也不跟着改变一下……
你认为你会与时并进吗？
你说我做人没有原则……
我又不是……
每个人的内心都有自己不可触碰的地带……
也就是我们统称的‘死穴’……
所以‘凡事留一线，日后好相见’也不是没有道理的……
errr……
有一点不知道自己写些什么了……
那些废理（废话道理）也太多了……
可能最近都过得比较忙……
忽略了部落格……
很想做些什么补偿它……
怡保真的‘西北’热……
冲个冷水澡……
做我第一波的冲刺……
Human communication！！！！
19.2.10
That's the end
I'm back. Back to this NETWORK WORLD~ For the pass one week, I was spend my time with my family and old friends. Frankly, I have a lot of fun with them. I love CNY so much. Unfortunately, it comes very fast and also end as fast as light speed. Although I was unwilling to leave, the reality force me to step into the train and move forward to my journey back to KL. BUT REMEMBER**I will always miss you~my dear family and friends =)
Back to my college life. I'm walking backwards I think. I'm lazy to step forward. How I'm going to have a good result in my last semester as I always hang out and only touch books during exam? I'm frusturated. Feeling hopeless for my Calculus as well as Human communication. Why should it be my elective? Maybe I am so wrong to choose this two subjects and I am so regret now. It's already half way and there is no returning point to back to the origin. Nothing else can do but just try harder and do my best!
Lastly, I want to thank
my family that give me a very warm reunion dinner.
my friends that gamble with me, chat with me and hang out with me.
And everyone who give me joyful and unforgetable CNY~
*Having midterm exam tmr, blessing to all my college's friends*
Back to my college life. I'm walking backwards I think. I'm lazy to step forward. How I'm going to have a good result in my last semester as I always hang out and only touch books during exam? I'm frusturated. Feeling hopeless for my Calculus as well as Human communication. Why should it be my elective? Maybe I am so wrong to choose this two subjects and I am so regret now. It's already half way and there is no returning point to back to the origin. Nothing else can do but just try harder and do my best!
Lastly, I want to thank
my family that give me a very warm reunion dinner.
my friends that gamble with me, chat with me and hang out with me.
And everyone who give me joyful and unforgetable CNY~
*Having midterm exam tmr, blessing to all my college's friends*
12.2.10
The day
Yes....Tmr will be the day I wait for so so long already....
Finally can back Ipoh...Specifically my little small townside-->Menglembu
Is this the 1st time I mentioned the name of my small kampung?
Not a place have many 'lembu',but with ordinary and also kind like me in this place =)
Feeling a bit different for the CNY this year. Maybe just simply because I'm not at home to prepare everything with mum. I'm not at home. I cant feel any CNY mood here. All my family members including me are at outstation, at the same time, rushing back to home to celebrate the most important day for the Chinese. Mum is waiting for us. Waiting for her dearest daughter and son back to home. Just for a simple but meaningful dinner. We will be home, home with all family members.
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还是觉得英文水准差的我
无法完全表达自己的感觉……
唯有写华语才能有那独特的感觉……
一个在我心里很重要的节日……
在这么重要的节日回家……
心里难免会有点感触……
很久不见的家人……
哥哥们……
大家会不会像上一年或往几年一样
都玩得这么开心呢？
很期待真的很期待……
真希望我的新年能长一些……
和家人相处多一点的时间……
尽管生活过的多忙碌……
还有很多的东西要忙、要做……
功课、Assignment、presentation、考试、下乡等……
一大堆东西等着我去做……
但是我还是希望自己能把一切抛在脑后……
好好的享受这短暂的新年……
农历新年快乐……
大家一定要过的愉快 =)
Finally can back Ipoh...Specifically my little small townside-->Menglembu
Is this the 1st time I mentioned the name of my small kampung?
Not a place have many 'lembu',but with ordinary and also kind like me in this place =)
Feeling a bit different for the CNY this year. Maybe just simply because I'm not at home to prepare everything with mum. I'm not at home. I cant feel any CNY mood here. All my family members including me are at outstation, at the same time, rushing back to home to celebrate the most important day for the Chinese. Mum is waiting for us. Waiting for her dearest daughter and son back to home. Just for a simple but meaningful dinner. We will be home, home with all family members.
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还是觉得英文水准差的我
无法完全表达自己的感觉……
唯有写华语才能有那独特的感觉……
一个在我心里很重要的节日……
在这么重要的节日回家……
心里难免会有点感触……
很久不见的家人……
哥哥们……
大家会不会像上一年或往几年一样
都玩得这么开心呢？
很期待真的很期待……
真希望我的新年能长一些……
和家人相处多一点的时间……
尽管生活过的多忙碌……
还有很多的东西要忙、要做……
功课、Assignment、presentation、考试、下乡等……
一大堆东西等着我去做……
但是我还是希望自己能把一切抛在脑后……
好好的享受这短暂的新年……
农历新年快乐……
大家一定要过的愉快 =)
10.2.10
心酸 vs 辛酸
你说：“我都没有人买衣服给我……”
我说：“有啊～你等我～等多三年……”
你说：“等多三年……到时候我都不知道我在不在了……”
心突然有一阵酸酸的感觉……
那句话一直环绕在我耳边……
很不喜欢你这么说……
希望能做点什么……
但我什么都做不到……
等我三年……
你肯等……
但我到底能不能做得到……？
那也是个未知数……
我说过无数次……
也在心里暗暗内疚了不知道多少次……
发觉越来越不忍心弄到你不开心……
很想每次回去都看到你的笑容……
说的做的也开始变得柔软……
是成长了吗？
还是觉得亏欠你太多了？……
好像一辈子都还不完……
别人说孩子都是向父母讨债的……
可能我不喜欢追债……
更不喜欢欠债……
如果可以的话……
我希望你不用还我……
因为从小到大……
你为我做的一切都是免费的……
长大了……
我也希望为你免费服务……
==说到做不到，我会很讨厌我自己==
我说：“有啊～你等我～等多三年……”
你说：“等多三年……到时候我都不知道我在不在了……”
心突然有一阵酸酸的感觉……
那句话一直环绕在我耳边……
很不喜欢你这么说……
希望能做点什么……
但我什么都做不到……
等我三年……
你肯等……
但我到底能不能做得到……？
那也是个未知数……
我说过无数次……
也在心里暗暗内疚了不知道多少次……
发觉越来越不忍心弄到你不开心……
很想每次回去都看到你的笑容……
说的做的也开始变得柔软……
是成长了吗？
还是觉得亏欠你太多了？……
好像一辈子都还不完……
别人说孩子都是向父母讨债的……
可能我不喜欢追债……
更不喜欢欠债……
如果可以的话……
我希望你不用还我……
因为从小到大……
你为我做的一切都是免费的……
长大了……
我也希望为你免费服务……
==说到做不到，我会很讨厌我自己==
7.2.10
More than expected
Yeah.....Today is a shopping day =)
I was thinking to walk alone and buy the new clothes myself, instead of following those guys to shop around like the time I followed my brother shopping. That was awful for me to walk shop with guys rather than girls.....So I better walk alone =(
As I walked and walked.....
Surprisingly, I met Glady who also date her friend to shopping at Time Square. Actually I knew she will go TS today, but I just dont expect to see her. That's the most LUCKY thing that I had today =D
Of course, shopping with friends is happy. It's better than walk alone la~ They are so lovely and one thing I must mention is "Glady is so sooooo good in bargain over the price!" Next time go shopping, I'm sure I will date her! Finally, I get 2 clothes, one pants, and a lower price bag =)
Hope to buy more but I just rmb my limited budget.....
Maybe I could buy more when I back~
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新年的气氛越来越浓烈了……
虽然没有上一年来的有气氛……
没有办年货的兴奋……
没有打扫屋子的劳累……
更没有感受到家家户户忙着挂灯饰的忙碌……
但这一切的一切……
我都知道只是新年的前奏……
真正的新年……
还在等着我呢……
恨不得快点回家……
大团圆，大聚赌！xp
I was thinking to walk alone and buy the new clothes myself, instead of following those guys to shop around like the time I followed my brother shopping. That was awful for me to walk shop with guys rather than girls.....So I better walk alone =(
As I walked and walked.....
Surprisingly, I met Glady who also date her friend to shopping at Time Square. Actually I knew she will go TS today, but I just dont expect to see her. That's the most LUCKY thing that I had today =D
Of course, shopping with friends is happy. It's better than walk alone la~ They are so lovely and one thing I must mention is "Glady is so sooooo good in bargain over the price!" Next time go shopping, I'm sure I will date her! Finally, I get 2 clothes, one pants, and a lower price bag =)
Hope to buy more but I just rmb my limited budget.....
Maybe I could buy more when I back~
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新年的气氛越来越浓烈了……
虽然没有上一年来的有气氛……
没有办年货的兴奋……
没有打扫屋子的劳累……
更没有感受到家家户户忙着挂灯饰的忙碌……
但这一切的一切……
我都知道只是新年的前奏……
真正的新年……
还在等着我呢……
恨不得快点回家……
大团圆，大聚赌！xp
6.2.10
6 days to CNY
Again....we had replacement class during weekend....
Really hate to go classes during my essential rest days......
This week passes quite fast as my schedule is always full everyday....
Quizzes,assignments,Stats and Calculus homework are cant-escape stuff.....
Gonna to screw up with Calculus quiz.....
Mr.Joel just told us it is 15marks for QUIZ 1!!!!!!
OMG~~~~(this is my reaction~)
Fine....Just pray hard ld I could get a satisfied mark....
Chinese New Year~
Chinese New Year~
I wan CNY~
I'm waiting, waiting and waiting for it....
But I haven buy new clothes yet.....
For sure I will buy it before I balik kampung la....
Last minutes work is my favorite =P
✎✎✎COMMUNITY SERVICE✎✎✎
✎✎✎✎✎✎✎下乡团✎✎✎✎✎✎✎
对……
我加入了下乡团……
一个蛮有意义的组织……
我是团康组员……
一个负责搞活动，游戏的组……
昨天开始了我们团康的第一个会议……
感觉大家都蛮热情的……
一样拥有同样热血、爱玩的年轻人在一起……
的确能有不一样的效果……
下乡……
其实很严……
不能染头发……
要自律……
规则多多……
很多meeting……
很忙……
可能也会弄到很烦……
但是就是很有意义……
只要你愿意付出……
我认为一切都是值得的……
我♥下乡
Really hate to go classes during my essential rest days......
This week passes quite fast as my schedule is always full everyday....
Quizzes,assignments,Stats and Calculus homework are cant-escape stuff.....
Gonna to screw up with Calculus quiz.....
Mr.Joel just told us it is 15marks for QUIZ 1!!!!!!
OMG~~~~(this is my reaction~)
Fine....Just pray hard ld I could get a satisfied mark....
Chinese New Year~
Chinese New Year~
I wan CNY~
I'm waiting, waiting and waiting for it....
But I haven buy new clothes yet.....
For sure I will buy it before I balik kampung la....
Last minutes work is my favorite =P
✎✎✎COMMUNITY SERVICE✎✎✎
✎✎✎✎✎✎✎下乡团✎✎✎✎✎✎✎
对……
我加入了下乡团……
一个蛮有意义的组织……
我是团康组员……
一个负责搞活动，游戏的组……
昨天开始了我们团康的第一个会议……
感觉大家都蛮热情的……
一样拥有同样热血、爱玩的年轻人在一起……
的确能有不一样的效果……
下乡……
其实很严……
不能染头发……
要自律……
规则多多……
很多meeting……
很忙……
可能也会弄到很烦……
但是就是很有意义……
只要你愿意付出……
我认为一切都是值得的……
我♥下乡
2.2.10
Sad and Pain
My eyes is pain and swallow start from yesterday.....
It's terrible and horrible to say that....
I'm really really hate it so much!!!!
It's pain and swallow until I cant really open my eyes.....
The most bad experience that I have here....
And the doctor here is really "geng"....
I dunno he is a "pro" or not...
just use the torch light and look into my eyes....
then said what allegic and infected....
And give me some antibotics and allergic medicine....
It's costs me RM40!!!!
WTH????
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Thanks for my dear friends who always care about me....
and specially thanks for my 4 housemates....
the tiny cares of you all makes me feel better though my condition is sucked....
Hope that it will recover very very very soon as tmr!!!!!
Cant stand for it anymore!!!!
It's terrible and horrible to say that....
I'm really really hate it so much!!!!
It's pain and swallow until I cant really open my eyes.....
The most bad experience that I have here....
And the doctor here is really "geng"....
I dunno he is a "pro" or not...
just use the torch light and look into my eyes....
then said what allegic and infected....
And give me some antibotics and allergic medicine....
It's costs me RM40!!!!
WTH????
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Thanks for my dear friends who always care about me....
and specially thanks for my 4 housemates....
the tiny cares of you all makes me feel better though my condition is sucked....
Hope that it will recover very very very soon as tmr!!!!!
Cant stand for it anymore!!!!
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