有无意义的数字

来到了第435个贴子……
435这个数字对我来说没有什么特别……
倒是今天……
831对大多数马来西亚人来说……
是富有意义的数字……
然而对我而言……
那只是有多那么一天的假期……
让我呆在家休息罢了……

国家独立了53年……
在这53个年头……
种族之间经历的……
好的都记录在历史里……
不好的……
都记在人们的心里……
管它的争论、争权……
争什么都好……
都没有想过插手……
可能我们身为人民的
真的有那么一点的权利……
但是又管得了多少呢？……
不满我们绝对有权利去发泄……
但是说完了……
就算了……
何必像别人一般见识？
要吵要讲就让他们去讲吧……
保持自己高尚的一面……
EQ高显得自己也聪明一些……
不是吗？

撇开没有意义的数字……
对我有意义的数字可真少……
除了自己的生日……
好像其他的都不怎么样……
可能是自私……
可能是不屑……
不屑纪念些什么……
不屑其他无关引不起自己注意的事物……

写到这里，
我想起自己每次坐巴士总会遇到奇奇怪怪的目光……
不明白为什么人能抱着奇怪的眼光盯着一个陌生人……
可能因为自己绝对不会做这些事……
所以才感到奇怪~

听着自己的歌，
仿佛活在自己的世界当中……
并不想理会世间周围发生的事……
把自己变成了尘埃……
多么微小的自己不想让人发现……
自卑感来了……
觉得自己并不特别……
并不值得受到别人的注目……
就只是简单的人一个……
也很喜欢那一个人的简单……

901没什么特别……
只是大一的第二个学期……
要为同时工作也能兼顾学业的自己加油了……^^

Let's BREATH~

I believe that TIME really make us grow....
To become more mature and wiser....
It's not that we just experience the life we live in now....
Not only as simple as a breath in breath out process....
But what we are DOING in life.....
It means everything....
Like we try to overcome the barriers and troubles that we met...
Make us FEEL that "WE ARE ALIVE~!"
And that is just my life....
I fight for it....
I live for it....
Maybe sometimes it just made me hard to breath....
But it make me realize that "I am still BREATHING~!"

This is what I discovered today....
Hardtime will pass by...
It just a normal recycle in life...
Try to overcome it to prove that YOU ARE ALIVE~!

30 Hour Famine 2010

Yeap....
I joined 30 hour famine this year too ^^
Again I'm very happy to go with my friends this year....
More friends are joining me even though not all are in the same group...
In a group of 10....
I knew 6 of them....
And make few new friends...
5 of them....Philip,Zulynn,Jialerk,Jen and also the group leader Jasmine~
They are all kind and warm person....
Really happy to meet them and have a chance to stay in the same group...
We are just like family in the past 2 days....
As we need to always stick together and work together in games....

Really enjoyed to be there....
even sometimes a bit boring for some games...
But back to the theme this year "Light up their life!"
There's a chance for us to know that
even in a big and developed city
poverty still exist....
This is what we couldn't ignore
because even our country...our city is one of the examples....
Poverty exist all around the world....
No matter an undeveloped country or well developed....
There are still many hidden story that we might not know....
But through this camp...
We saw that....
We also knew that....
This is the fact and this is what we going to do this year....
To help the urban poverty...
To build a city with 0 poverty...
Maybe a city might be beautiful when you just look at the cover....
but who will ever to travel to an unpopular place
and look into a very deep and serious problem in a city?

This is what I get from the camp....
I just can share with my family and friends....
Hope they know it and who able to help...
Do something for it....
But for myself...
I just can participate in some event like this...
And spread the news....
But I believe in some day...
I would be able to help them directly by myself....

Perhaps at this moment...
We are just like to play, like to enjoy....
But we took serious in what we do....
We took this as challenge...
We make it not only for ourselves...
But also for the child....
They called them the "future" and also the "present" now...
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为自己有能力范围能做到的……
而感到骄傲……
给与别人帮助，是生命快乐的来源……
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♥ LOVE AND CARES ALWAYS BE THERE ♥

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Fight for hunger =D

Group photo for the games

Taking photo with ever funny emcees-Marcus and Vin

We are group 22!!!!Y^.^Y

♥♥ We were together ♥♥

单

最近很一个人……

一个人吃饭……

一个人睡觉……

一个人等巴士……

一个人坐巴士……
一个人工作……
一个人听着歌……
一个人看着风景……
一个人走在街上……

就是做着什么的……
都独来独往……
学习着……
依然在习惯着独立……
其实一个人也没什么不好……
也许从小就习惯了……
单亲……单身……
自由自在的……
不被约束……
也不缺谁的陪伴……

但也有那么的一瞬间……
是孤独的……
是空虚的……
有些事还是那句……
“习惯就好……”
没有什么可以不可以的……
只要习惯了……
一切都变得没什么……
变得自然……
变得平凡……

再怎么单，都有一双腿陪着……

♥感恩♥

Latest me

Sometimes there is something not related at all...
But it just happened to me....
And this is what I'm going to write and say out....
1. There is a "no head pimple" on my nose now~damn pain and I hate it!
(maybe sleep too "early" this few weeks)
2. There are so many people sick now...Have to take better care of ourselves =)
3. One of my result just come out and I'm not that satisfied to myself....
4. Training now everyday except Sunday. I dont know what will be after my new sem starts...just go ahead
5. My mind now is just always money $$$$$$
6. I'm not sure how to balance between work and study....will see how and try my best to maintain it =)
7. The pressure haven come...so I dont know...
8. Learning is a life process, it is endless unless you stop breathing....
9. What a "wonderful life", sleep in the "morning", wake up in the afternoon...
10. I just try my best to enjoy my life now....
11. Smile when I get trapped in troubles =)

Life aint routine as you think
Maybe sometimes it would....
But we have choice to make it fun and enjoy =)

纯·简

刚从‘龜咯’回来……
第一次去johor~
Batu pahat是个什么地方……
我之前也只是听过而已……
‘龜咯’是在‘笨珍’里……
原本的下乡地点……
看到了那所‘龙引小学’……
真可惜我们并没有在这里留下一点的缘分……

但是我还是来了……
感觉还蛮不错……
简单的渔村……
单纯的渔民……
朴素的生活……

真的还有一点留恋那里的生活……
无拘无束……
自由自在……
最重要对着我最喜欢的海洋与天空……
很平静……
很轻松……

很喜欢那蓝蓝的天配着厚厚白白的云……
加上海浪的声音……
简直是绝配……

记得简单，也是美~

单纯的♥，也是感性的~

享受完了……

也是时候回到现实……

为了生活加油吧……

Cut off all

Feels like to cut even shorter...
Yeap....
I'm talking about my hair....
I know it's already short....
but still lazy to take time to take care of it...
And I know many would say too boylish....
Whatever la~
Who cares?
The most important is I like it.....
I think short hair is suite for me anyway =)

Feels like to cut of all~
All my troubles....
All my silly thoughts...
All my barriers....
All my messy things in life....
May bring out a brand new me....

Contempt towards the sarcasm....

I could see through many angels even with one eye...

个人的看法与观点

足足隔了一个礼拜……
打开了帖子想写些东西……
但却因为一时的心情转变……
而关掉blogger...
然后沉入网络的无聊世界……
女人是善变这是无可否认的……
对于自己的心情改变……
有时候真的无法捉摸……
就好象今天现在……
突然在一场茶聚过后的帖子……
是心血来潮的……
是突如其来的一种感觉……

在面子书里是这样写……
“领略，是明白……是种内心的感受……
别人，并不能轻易了解……”
每一次茶聚过后都感觉到有中领略到些什么……
今天亦不例外……

我们聊朋友……
聊八卦……
聊政治……
有些是敏感的……
有些是无可避免的……
有些是无聊的……
无论如何大家有时候避免不了从自己的观点出发……
所以我每次都这么说……
“只是看你怎么去看……怎么去define那个名词……”
毕竟大家看东西、看世界的角度都各有不同……
有时候也只是看你自己对那个人或那件事的热忱度到那里而已……
你越在乎，你就越偏激……

因为你在乎……
你就越看不透……
然后被事情的虚假蒙蔽……
人就会变得偏激……
越觉得自己接受不到……

然而……
那只是你自己在某程度的想不通罢了……
有谁没有犯过这些错呢？……
想想自己也有看不开的时候……
但是时间久了……
所有事情都变得不重要……
然后渐渐看开……
是不是感觉不在乎了……
就变得没有包袱了呢？

有时候不用把自己看得那么重吧……
你可能会说我太看轻自己了……
没有自信……
但是我觉得看得重又怎样呢？……
我不觉得那地位会有永恒的一天……
有一天我也会被取代的……
可能是害怕受伤害吧……
没办法再去想那些对与自己无关重要的事了……
看开点……
是我最近的口头禅……
哈哈～

凡事留一线，日后好相见～^^

Destiny

Yesterday work was very different from Friday's one....
It was pretty fun and relax....
Knew and met lots of other promoters who are funny and nice....
They're all good communicator and really fun to work like this....
We work as same position....
We kind of know what each other think...
I'm quite happy to meet them...
Because of them, I have a relax and happy working day....

Too sad that I din work for today as well....
Have date to go out with friends and dun like to put aeroplane....
So I found a friend to replace me....
Hope they enjoyed their work today also =)
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So today I'm going out with Ah Su~
The only secondary schoolmate who live nearest to my place at KL...
Wanna bring him to Sungei Wang & Time Square....
I roughly know how to go...
So we just go by common sense....LOL
Luckily we reach safely and did not lost...
I'm just like a tour guide bring him around....
Also I'm aim to see my housemate's friend on the stage....
Who is quite handsome and have a competition at Sungei Wang...
Unfortunately he din win....
Too bad for him~
But I think it would be the lost of the company which dont let him win....

Anyway...
Not too bad outing and have a chance to listen live"天后" by陈势安~
We back home by common sense also....XD
We can say we are clever....
In fact we back safety without a GPS....
Wahahaha.....

Snap before going out....=P

Have an title named "DESTINY"~

because I think that something happen in this two days are related to that....

Destiny to meet some friends at work....

It's just a day...

But u are like meeting them very long time ago...

Destiny to win or lose in a competition....

No matter what...

We still have to accept it as it was a fact....

Destiny for something to happen in your life...

That's your fortune...

And that's what we called destiny in life....

Take it or change it =)