Got my first permanent job after degree!!

Now that the new stage of life is just begin.

Finally I found my job as a recruitment consultant, will be working in a small company but it might be alright for me as fresh starter.

So last week I had passed this CEI test where every recruitment agent should have take before they working in a recruitment firm.

Not really hard as long as you have get your reading and well-prepared.

So this week while waiting for my working permit to be ready,

I get myself to visit to some places and try to get used with transport system and life here.

Above were two new artworkd done by talented street artist Ernest Zacharevic at Victoria Street, Singapore. 

His painting was so famous back in Malaysia, but here, 

not too sure it's still new or people here are just too busy, 

I can see nobody really care much on beautiful artwork like this. 

Busy city huh?

I did feel very awkward and outstanding when taking the photo around there alone.

So today I went another famous tourist point- Clarke Quay.

There are boats available for the tourist to travel around some hotspot in Singapore. 

3-4dollar one way, consider quite cheap.

I had my short breathtaking view and enjoy the strong wind there.

*i felt i am so much like a tourist xD*

Job had been settled and should be no problem to start work next week.

But now another problem comes: Permanent accomodation.

Couldnt stay at my cousin there due to some reason and I need to find a room myself to move out.

Still viewing some of the rooms here as the rental is way too expensive!

Hope could settle this problem as soon as possible in coming days or week!

More updates from work hopefully will be up next week :) 

没有灵魂的躯壳

社会忙碌的步伐 让我渐渐遗忘 那个沉实的自己去了哪里？

每天看着人来人往的街道

每个人 仿佛像个没有灵魂的躯壳

各自玩着自己的电话 掩饰自己的寂寞

闭上眼 带着耳机 假装沉溺在自己的世界当中

身在其中的自己 也学会了模仿

也假装沉醉在自己的世界当中 

不让人看见自己的寂寞

这种沉闷的生活几时能结束？

我不知道

我只想尽快总结这无业、让我闷的快死的日子！

New chapter - Job seeking period

When the moment I finished my degree, 

I reliazed, here its where I should start my new chapter of life.

While working at KL or Singapore its both of my choice before,

I am so eager to go Singapore to seek my new challenge in life.

Everything is so new to me..

New environment, new transport system, fast-pace life...

Its all so challenging for me.

Reminding me the first day I went KL study and have my new life alone there.

It is so awful that time when I was getting away from home for the first time.

Likewise, I tried to learn patiently about everything here.

I am very dependable on the mrt map and luckily those apps and online websites are useful too.

Not to forget to thank my cousin for giving a place for me to stay for a short while, and my brothers and sister in law have helping me so much in bringing me for dinner and lunch sometimes.

Comparing to days before, or even others who are seeking job here,

I am lucky enough.

I am lucky enough to have so many relatives to rely on.

I am lucky enough to gain so much help from them.

Thank you sincerely from the bottom of my heart.

I got my third job interview today during my seventh day here.

Everything so far going smooth, yet needed to wait for the call whether I am shortlisted as the candidate for second interview.

It's just one week here but I felt so tired and discourage to find job over and over again.

However, things like this which always trying to hit me down, had make me to stay strong and be persistent everytime.

It is just the begining, I believe, the road will be getting tougher and I need to accept whatever challenges ahead! :) 

Feeling useless

看到你做工做得那么辛苦

我却不会安慰你什么

真的很希望有一天能够告诉你

＂别工作了，我来养你！＂

可是这一天几时才回到？

自己工作都还没找到

自己都养不起

更何况要养你

真的觉得自己很无能

Its another emo night  

I feel that i am so damn useless

What am I doing right now while others working so hard towards their dreams?

I am standing still without doing anything

Feeling so screwed while i seeing her working so hard and i couldnt tell a joke to make her happy

Screw for today! 

It's been a long period of time...

It's been quite a while (around 4 months) I didn't updated my blog..
Perhaps people think it's been a death blog long time ago..
Not really know how to start about but I hope I could restart my blogging habit..
Life now a bit bored as I am finally 'unofficially' graduated from my degree.
By getting a degree, means life started to be all on my own.
But this 'job hunting' period is killing me because I still need to depend on my family while waiting for the call from employers..
Please, just give me a chance.
At least a opportunity for job interview to prove to you that I am good before you judge me by looking at my non-speaking paper.
I knew getting into this new working world is really hard for everyone, but at least when working by my own, it's getting nearer to my future plans and dreams.
Working life is unavoidable for everyone unless you have plenty of money that you wouldn't need to work at all.
Seriously waiting for a job is really awful and the moment of unknown future is really scary.
Perhaps I need to enjoy life now before I getting into tiring working life.
Be prepared myself before any job interview by brushing up my writing skill may be a good choice as well.

To be continue...  :)

Imperfection

Now that i am the only trouble left...hopefully I would not disappointed anyone in the future...

Fuck that i am not always the perfect one...

There are just so much trouble that I had brought to you all...

Sorry for being the imperfect daughter, imperfect sister...

给自己，一定要记住

读书的日子的压力不少，还要加上金钱上的压力

这个是我最后一个学期，

我不能有任何差错

欠的钱已经够多

几个月后完成学业

接着就要真正出来社会闯荡

要面对工作上的压力

接着也要对那一屁股债负责

我知道这一个人生并不容易

所以我想提醒自己

不要被人看不起

以后出来工作一定要算清楚还清楚

欠人的我一定会还

人情债我也知道该还不少

但是一定一定要赚很多钱，

至少不会被人看不起。

For the past few days, I locked up myself in my own room...
Unmotivated to do anything when looking through the things that I should do or read on some journals at least...
But I just felt so unmotivated and feel so reckless to do such things.
Especially when I am moody and sick...
Yes I was sick for over a week and NOT YET recover!
The flu and cough is killing me and I could not help even with medicine I had finished few days ago...
New semester had just started and there are plenty of choices for electives...
Just because there are a lot of choices, I felt hard to make up my mind on which subject I should take...
Yet, I have to becareful and could not choose simply as  I like since all will influence my results and grades...

Result only will out on Tuesday and now I am still unmotivated to do anything...
Partly because of sick or I am just still in holiday mood...
I hope my sickness will go away soon and I would have mood to get back my motivation on whatever things...

Totally not in mood even blog >.<
Will be back soon...