那几天

It’s been a week I have spend my day at hospital with my mum who had just finish her second operation. Whatever the operation it is, I think it’s complicated enough and hardly to explain it here. I realize it’s really not easy to go back and forth from home to hospital everyday. It’s not easy to handle all household work by two hands. It’s not easy to take care of a sick people at hospital. Even most of it, mum had done it. And now only I realize, it’s never been easy to be a mother. Flash back how tough she had gone through when dad been sick and always need to check up at hospital, meanwhile she has to take care of 4 children and all household work. And me now, just taste a little bitter of it, I’ll complain about it. Ashamed. But I will try my best to take good care of her and this is what’s left I can do.

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要知道一个女人，在背后为了一个家做了多少东西、付出了多少

就要体验，就要学会去做。

只是区区的几天，

我就完全体会到那种劳累

如果不是因为这一场天注定的不幸

我可能不知道、也体会不到那个永远在家默默撑着这个家的女人

为了这个家付出了多少。

可笑的是，就算知道了又怎样？

就算体会了又怎样？

我永远都是活在她心中的小孩

尽管我已长大，尽管我也有照顾自己的能力

还是会有习惯性地依赖

依赖着那个总是在自己面前很坚强的女人

就算几许学习独立

还是需要依靠的时候

就算多么的坚强

还是需要保护的时候

所以，以后尽管我还会继续地依赖你

但是也让我有机会好好的保护你吧

买不到的欢乐

又是一个筋疲力尽的周末。这一个月一直为家里与活动来回奔跑，这得是很累。朋友问我，到底自己是为了什么要这么做？为什么要搞到自己那么得累？我说，有时候啊，我也这么地问自己，为了什么？其实为了太多东西了。有时候不是为了纯粹做而做，有时候为了朋友，为了小孩，为了社会，为了自己……付出那一点点，又在自己的能力范围，觉得对的，就去了。

并没有想太多利益与损失，如果有时间计算那么多的话，那么一直生活的定义就一直颠覆着。我告诉自己，有些东西买不到的。快乐、友谊、童真。这一切一切都是值得珍藏的回忆。绝对是无可兑换的回忆。

这次的团康欢乐营又认识一班可爱的小孩。童真，真的是有时候会让人哭笑不得。但是也因为那样的童真，让自己也顿时放下了所有琐碎的烦事，让自己尽情地融入他们，快乐打闹的过了这一天。

带着疲惫的身躯回到家，依然要帮手拍摄一个活动的宣传短片。自己可觉得了不起，但在别人的眼里，就是大忙人，没事拿事做的白痴。我没关系啊，至少我是有过快乐实在的一天，我是带着疲劳而沉睡，至少不像那种高床暖枕还要说失眠的的人，来得不一样，至少我的生活过得有意义了吧。

不要浪费青春

青春就是要拿来有意义的挥霍

如果一味觉得因某些事情阻挡自己去做某些自己想做的事，做了才算吧。

我坚信有志者，事竟成。

All about 30-Hour Famine

Finally famine had came to an end after few months of hard work and preparation. What I am going to say about this event, it was totally fun and I do learnt lots of things from others. Along the preparation is a tough period. Need to go for meeting even assignment still need to do, need to go for preparation even finals is near by, need to travel back and for from hometown to meeting even it’s holiday……But we all still put our heart on it and so the hard work all worthwhile.

I still remember the day before the event. Everyone stayed back till late night around 11+pm at college. Just to make sure all the arrangement were completed. Every single detail need to be double check and make sure everything will go smooth. I am lucky that to have such a team that everyone can work together, can bear the burden and stress together.

Decoration on the board.

Program team members

We’re still energetic even tiring for preparation

And here is the completed board

The craziest & the coolest team, PROGRAM TEAM

HELP UNIVERSITY COLLEGE 30-HOUR FAMINE DIY CAMP 2011

COOLEST POSE EVER! =)

The JUMP shot~!wow~!!!

Had a photo with Athena Beh~

Everything worthwhile to keep =)

And this is our break-fast~!

It is always happy to say that I have always learn different things from camp. And this famine camp, being one of the sub-committee, I do learnt more than I can say. I was able to look at a wider perspective, specifically, it is always hard that to be one of the committee that not only need to fast with the campers for more than 30 hours, still need to do many works, need to concern about the campers, campers come first, and no matter how we still need to present our energetic face even we are tired.  Some said they have grown and learnt not to waste the food after the camp, I would say, there is not only I will bring what I learnt to my life, but I will also share with my dear family and close friends, try to educate them and acknowledge all these information to everyone that we know is a more vital thing that we can do and should do.

I do feel appreciate for whoever had shown up in my life. Knew new friends again and have even stronger relationship made within the famine gang. Thanks for making my life different again.

Start doing something to change today if you know you have the ability to change.

All 3 years I had with 30-Hour Famine, what had you done?

'The 533th’ 日誌第533章

Here is my real diary coming back again~

Sorry I’ve been busy for a very long time and don’t really have time to update this blog seriously. Even this post might not be too long, but I will still say something about my life recently. And YAY~!! 30HourFamine is coming back AGAIN~!!! You would not understand why I am so much into this meaningful event if you don’t happened to join me as a camper, or even a sub-committee this year~! I am so enjoyed to being one of them not only can learn lots of things but contribute a little small man-power for the big event~! And kind of busy for this event like over few months since I joined as program team sub-com. Program team kind of soul in the event and busy all the way especially right before the event day and during the event day. But I feel damn lucky to be in this group because it’s always so much fun with my teammates and even we’re the busiest, but we’re also the happiest team within the whole group

Schedule is almost full for this month especially weekend. And yes event always filled up the weekend day and make me cant work at all Anyway, perhaps I will put down the society and club thing slowly and moving to another stage by next year. Hopefully my plan goes on smoothly.

Just thinking it’s too ‘dry’ to just look at plain words in the blog these few days. Might attach more and more daily life picture to make this looked more alive! :D

Stay tuned…

I know its too small and cant even see where I am

But it’s just us, The xiaxiangren =)

My group during the camp. super very crazy XD

I am very sensitive to camera I just can say LOL

HELP girl gang

HELP gang~!!!Celebrating kaiyan’s birthday =)

And lastly that’s me with my ugly doll called “the joker”

hahahaa~don’t laugh at it since its my very first time sewing XD

不停的战斗，这就是人生

人生几何，能够知足的活着？

极度忙碌的生活，到底几时才能够停止？

可能再此时，有人正在努力的为学业奋斗，有人在为生活打拼，有人在谈着盲目的恋爱，有人在为未来彷徨，有人在为梦想出发，有人正在发呆，可是我却在这，盲目地做着，认为自己想要去做的事。我不管别人如何看待，可能愚蠢，可能有志气，可能无关自己，但能受益他人，就是这样把自己每天搞得累累的，然后倒在床上睡着，这样就是我的生活。至少我觉得，自己还年轻着，至少趁自己有能力的时候，繁忙的生活着，至少每天我早上醒来都觉得那一天是充满意义的！人生总有太多的挫败，太少的成功。非常喜爱刀大的一句话：“人生就是不停的战斗！”——采自于《那一年，我们一起追的女孩》就是因为要不停的战斗，才能证明自己真真实实的活着。就是要不停的努力着，才能证明自己实实在在的存在着。

我不祈求全部人都明白。我不要求能够找到一个明白我的人。只是此时，我只想要对得起自己的心，把自己变得坚强，无论如何，庆幸原来自己还活着，就有足以为生活打拼的能力。