It such a day, can be complicated

Got back my email address or msn finally...
What the heck of the hacker using my account for whatever purposes
I was totally not interesting...
I just knew that all my contacts are lost
and I need to add back one by one....
Fuck off~!
Not really know what's shit or dump inside their brain
to have such a suck idea
to steal people's account password and delete the contacts inside...
What's the purpose huh?!
For fun? Or they just an idiot who likes to play on such stupid and useless and lame things?
Damn it all and it never ever going to influence my day~!

I dont really care it as it's such a small matter lar...
At least my email is still there which connect me to many other websites and links.....
That's enough....
It not BIG enough to ruin my day....
But I was really pissed off and frustrated when I need to add back the lost contacts...
@.@  X.X  ?.?
or watever it is....

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That's about my mood in the afternoon lately...
Of course that emotion did not bring until late night...
Stay calm and review a lot things suddenly....
About family and friends...
I bet the feeling of missing home is appeared...
Whenever I have this thought....
"I wanna back home~"
The feeling is even stronger when I nearly have a chance to get back home...
Like nothing or no one gonna stop me from that...
Yes I just miss home
mum,bobo,lovely sofa and bed...

or maybe friends there...
They are just so caring and make me feel warm...
Leeyee,keanchew,winnie...
or whoever I didnt mentioned his or her name...
But will at least see-ing this post...
Really...
thanks...

As u saw this....
Maybe u are not care about me
Or u jus SIMPLY click into my website
and SIMPLY glance through my words...
U can just ignore this and SIMPLY put a "nice" or "like" on this post
without comment because u dont want me to know who u are...
That's fine and okay for me

"Life is just like a box of chocolate,
you will never know what's it taste next" by forest gum
=)

此刻·点滴

抛弃了工作的生活已有两个礼拜……
日子从没停歇过……
除了忙还是忙……
想说的是
当然没之前读完书之后就要敢去工作的忙碌……
现在还可以挤出空闲看看自己喜欢看的戏……
发一下呆……
看一下自己还是那么钟爱的那片天空……

充实
是的
         开心
         有时也是的

至少还没有弄到自己不开心的事

会尽量不去计较……

尽量不去管那些有的没有的情绪……

有时候
            简单
                    我爽
                            快乐
                                   就可以了

宁静

有时在慢慢地侵蚀自己……
唯独音乐
能解救
我说
没有了它
生命好像
缺少了什么

喧闹的城市

静静的我不出声

细心的观察

身边的一切

仿佛可以置身事外

但原来

我还是逃不掉

那个叫做‘现实社会’的枷锁



Mind makes all differences

Wanted to write something...
Not because there is something to write...
There are some thoughts I wan to share with but cant really write out...
I dont know what I'm talking about also...
Perhaps a chinese post can make me feel better....

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依然不懂要写什么……
但是就是很想写些东西……
读书读得有点闷吧……

人长得越大……
就越觉得死读书、死背书真的是超级无聊的事……
如果死记死背的话……
那么叫机器人去考试算了……
反正一定能够拿满分……
我们是人……
人之所以为万物之灵……
是因为我们有思考的能力……
也因为能思考让我们变得特别、不平凡……

反正我就是认为人的头脑，人的思想是个很厉害的武器……
有时候更会觉得恐怖可怕……
因为人的思想范围比数学的infinity更加的infinity
之所以读心理学……
是因为想更加接近人的思维、人的思想……
但读了之后才发觉……
连结构都可以那么的复杂……
更何况要去了解‘思维’
一个那么抽象的东西……

就好象刚刚想不到要些什么……
到现在写了一大堆关于思想有的没的……
可知我想的东西是多么的复杂一下……
对……
思绪是凌乱的……
最近塞太多东西进脑袋了……
一下子有点觉得负荷不来……
但是书还是要读的……
就算觉得死背没有意思……
但是面对着考试……
人还是要面对现实……
=）
微笑·世界还是那么美好的……

Attitude

Hometown friends =)

Let's keep it short and simple....

Having 2 crazy days with my hometown friends coming from Ipoh...
It's like a trip and me and su just like tour guides...

Yeap having so much fun with them...

Yeap eat a lot of nice yet expensive food....
Yeap play a lot and spend a lot....
No matter how tired or crazy it was....
I'll still on for everything...
There still a long way to battle....
I need to gather the power before proceed on to the journey...
That's life....

I like a statement from my friend....
Leong fun~
He say that it's better to live for a 0.8 life...

"0.8 是一种生活态度，凡事不求完美，但求八分好：吃饭八分饱，让胃部吸收得更好；做事出十分力气，只抱八分成功期望；爱一个人，留两分自由呼吸的空间给对方；“0.8”的生活态度并不是不进取，而是给自己留一点点空间，让自己能坚持走得更远。"

0.8 It's an attitude...

An attitude which not going too much for something...

Not perfectionalism...

Try your best in life but leave some space for improvement...

"Play hard but study smart...."

Is another statement that I love so much....

Because that's the life I want~!

Play as crazy as I can....

But will also spend time to study and be smart

Teenage life should be like that....I think....

Let's enjoy it first

before it's too late...=)

It's highlighted

Seriously no time to blog...

Many things I need to work out and
finally and hopefully my busy life will come back to peace
after I stop this part time job...
Yet I will still doing some thing
and not to let myself hanging around earn nothing...

~~About study~~
I think I have missed out something....
Not doing any revision or reading on any subject materials...
Basically I dont know how I'm going to face the exam coming next 2 weeks =.='''
Assignment always work on the last second...
Also I dont know how I'm going to perform well in those subjects =(
But still I will try my best to get all things done before it comes to an desperately end...
Not being hopeless when there is still a chance =)

~~About work~~
Like what I said....
And what I have told my counsellor...
Interest will come first before everything to get through...
So I just do whatever I like to do....
Still now as a student I need to find a more suitable part time job....

~~About life~~
There is many things else I want to share with...
But mostly I have share a lot with my counselor already...
Having a very good conversation with my counselor today...
It's a simple counselling session for my assignment...
But I learned and discovered a lot about myself
throughout the one hour session =)
I like the firm confirmation from the counselor...
Stated that I have the potential to be a future counselor or even a psychologist....
Not only make me feel happy...
but also encourage me to stay strong with my choice...

Again I'm grateful with my life
that expose to so many different kind of people and experiences....
It makes me become wiser for sure...
And it taught me really know how to appreciate everything deep from my heart ♥

回到母校·回到过去

阔别了许久……
我又回到来这片土地……
因为要settle ptptn文件的关系……
我有借口回母校……XD

回中学的感觉还好……
因为毕竟也只隔了两年……
期间也有回去过几次……
可恶的nasi lemak uncle竟然没有开挡！
没关系……
搞定所有文件……
回小学去……

隔了差不多5-6年勒！
我终于有机会回到来！
记得过往那几年校方的警卫都很森严……
没想到这次竟然会这么容易就能进去了……
那些小学生……
个个都小小粒的……XP
但最重要的当然是去食堂回味一下当年的感觉……
laksa云吞面  鱼蛋仔  炸付皮  milo味冰条
都有当年的感觉……
“一切都很小学”……
想起来真的感触良多……
还有回去找了当年的班级老师一下……
林老师还是一样的和蔼、健谈……
最庆幸的是老师们见到我们都很开心……
真的很希望能够有个小学聚会……
大家聚在一起的感觉应该是很特别……

回眸过去的自己……
幼稚过、自闭过、白痴过……
可能到现在还保留着那么一点的稚气……
但是比起当初的自己……
真的还是变得现实、社会化了……
记得朋友说的一句话……
唯一不变的就是“变”~
对……
事与物一直不断变迁……
谁能确保一成不变的人生？
即使再坚硬的钻石也可能有被粉碎的一刻……
所以不要告诉我永恒……
因为我不会相信……至少现在的我是这样认为的……

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今日晚上饮茶的话题……
当然还是少不了梦……
发梦……
依然是我们喜欢做的事……
笑谈着过去……
还是很享受听着驻唱然后细诉着岁月的光阴……
这种时刻是买不到的……
只能尽情地享受……
每一次相聚的时刻……

我觉得今天是个“怀旧日”……
回了母校……
听了很多怀旧金曲……
细说了很多陈年往事……
如果要用一首歌来代表今天的心情……
我觉得“最佳损友”来代替是蛮不错的……
我想也只有你们会懂…… =)
“从前共你 促膝把酒倾通宵都不够
我有痛快过你有没有
很多东西今生只可给你
保守至到永久 别人如何明白透”
送给你们,我的最佳损友 =D