I know how moody I was recently....
Sometimes can be very crazy...
Sometimes can be very calm...
Sometimes can be very sad...
Sometimes can be very happy....
Perhaps making myself happy....
Even it's pretend to be....
It's the first time I know how hard to maintain both work and study...
It's the first time I know how professional people can be in work...
It's the first time I test myself....
Taking all these...
As a challenge...
I'm still working out of it...
Try to overcome it....
I was thinking to give up when I was tired...
Thinking to just left like that without any regret....
But I know it's not worth to....
So I told myself....
I have to do it!
At least for two months...
Perhaps I dont waste my time,my money and my family and friends' trust....
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真的累了……
就在短短的几天……
想着要在学业与工作之间找到一个平衡点……
真的是一个很大的挑战……
真的很想很想证明给自己看……
证明给家人朋友看……
自己的能力……
但并不是想逞强……
只是想给自己一个机会……
去试试看了解自己到底能不能在这复杂的社会生存……
不想就这样放弃……
就算是多么微小的自己……
也希望能够靠自己生存…
家庭并不显赫……
过着简简单单的生活没什么不好……
但偶尔吃一下苦……
可能真的让自己成长一下……
就像以前那个整天吵着晚上睡不着的自己……
现在每天晚上回到家……
唯一想做的事就是冲了一个很舒服的凉……
然后躺在床上……
就这样自然的入睡……
没什么好埋怨的……
是自己选择的……
就要负责到底……
这是我对自己的承诺……
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