Short semester really SHORT

This semester have come to an end...

It's like a dream...

because I just feel it was happening yesterday....

It's like a new life...

Encounter more and more people in my life...

There are some significant...also some passerby...

The most lucky and enjoyable things in this sem is I'm a part of  COS and went Junjong...

I have another family there.... 

Meet lots of enthusiastic auntie and uncle there...

Kampung people are just so friendly and treat us like their son/ daughter....

I love them so much as I love Kampung rather than city life....=P

I think we will back again very soon....

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My life here as usual...

Sometimes a bit special...

Always searching for excitement and new things that I never try...

I'm learning as I experience life...

And there is something always in my heart but I didn't say it out...

Hope everyone will understand it but the problem still belongs to me...

For my friends...

Thanks for always being with me and care about me...

I know sometimes I was a bit straightforward and maybe offended u...

My apology to all my friends if I have hurt u 

Friends still friends =)

♥ In the Psychology Freshman Lunch ♥

Dealing with stress

I am stressed out for my assignment since I back from Junjong....
Many assignments are due date and I need to "vomit" it out in one two days...
I have experienced this hard time...
and I know how pity is when you are hopeless and helpless...
But you know that you cant failed to do it...
Even everyone else are 'supporting' u spiritually...
And you must finish it....
This is what I told myself...

I know that I've been a stupid this few days...
Being emo and stressed out...
Keep on talking about assignmentsSSS...
Distracting when all in happy mood...
So I just keeping myself in silence....
Trying to do it silently....
I just do what I should do....

I'm playful yet I'm serious enough in doing my task, my responsibilities...
I have my own target to achieve and meant to do it...
Every time I think about it.....
I will be more suffered....
So I will just do whatever I could to achieve it...
no matter how the result will be....
I will just tell myself...
I have try...at least try my best...

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Maybe others can ignore it and just leave it to others....
But it just depends how responsible u are...
Wake up from that and realize and try to understand...
Actually u just learn nothing...
I feel sad....
Because I just learning myself...
Feel sad that I cant share it...

Still in depressed and cant get through it easily...
Cant stop thinking myself is an idiot...
I wrote the title "dealing with stress" din talk bout how to deal with stress....
But writting blog is just a way for me to deal with stress...
Just trying to be more optimistically....
I still have friends who care about me...
Still can call back to my mum and tell her about my life here....
I really treasure it...

==I am waiting for the day to be free==

回顾·怀念

又是时候来回顾一下最近的生活……
忙碌的……
开心的……
烦恼的……
到最后还是很享受生活中的点点滴滴……

无论是有时候的小细节……
只要拥有那么一丁点的快乐与喜悦……
生活就变得不同……

很喜欢大伙儿在一起的感觉……
一起努力、一起劳累、一起开玩笑的感觉……
很庆幸的加入了这个团……
能够认识到不同的你们……
让我在异乡还能感受到家的温暖……

回来了几天……
大家都很怀念在三芭央日子……
很怀念那里的人、事、物……
榴莲、苍蝇、粽子、手语、及村民的热情……
怀念那里的一切……
这是在城市永远找不到的朴素……
我♥下乡~

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生命中遇到的人实在太多……
能够与你一起度过患难与开心的日子的……
绝对不容易……
~惜缘~

下乡成功@我是下乡人！

终于从吉打三芭央新村下乡回来……
我们29位团员正式成为下乡人……
在这说短不断说长不长的六天五夜里……
我们都感触良多……
彼此都学到了很多……
无论在村民身上，
家长、小孩子、中学生、青年们……
我们都在彼此身上得到了一起珍贵的回忆……

还记得当初单纯的想在下乡玩……
懵懂的踏入了下乡的路途……
有很多人中途离开了……
也有不少人肯坚持……
陪伴着、牵引着……
一直走到最后……
若不是缘分……
我们并不会成为眼前一团和气的“下乡人，一家人”

我们再一起抱着期待的心情来到了三芭央……
第一天的期待转成害怕……
在村民、义父义母们的热情之下……
我们变得勇敢……
变得更加的努力去做好每一个活动……
第一天可能做的不是很好……
但是没关系……
我们告诉自己……
我们还有接下来的五天……
结果我们一天做得比一天好……
跟大人们、小孩子们、青年团们……
都建立了一种密切的关系……

很喜欢大家玩我们的游戏……
很喜欢大家互相交流的时刻……
很喜欢大家一起笑的时候……
很喜欢大家一听到歌曲就跳起手语或舞蹈的时候……
很喜欢大家抱在一起哭的时候……

很可惜的……
感情越深……
就越不舍得……
辛苦建立的关系……
却随着时间流逝……
我们都要回到自己的生活了……
想发了一场梦一样……
但是……
我相信这一切都不是梦……
这是真实的……
因为这份热情还深深地印在我脑海……
我相信以后我们回乡还是会感觉到那份真诚……

谢谢全体团员……
第五届精英下乡团是最棒的！
谢谢三芭央新村里的所有人……
你们的热情我们都感受到了……
我们会再回来的！

“你是我生命中的朋友~”
大家一定要保持联络……
回乡再见……

踏入下乡

还有大约三个小时……
就要准备回学校集合……
下乡去……
筹备了大概4个月的时间……
期间有多忙……
团员们都一一体验过了……
上个星期至今……
过了一个人不像人，鬼不像鬼的生活……
早上准备好去上学，开会，像宵夜的晚餐，回到家睡觉……
然后循环型的到回早上……
可能这样的生活真的很辛苦……
真的很不像人……
但是我们都过得很充实……

唠叨埋怨……
但是我觉得结束后我们都会很想念这段一起昼夜不分排练的日子……
一起完成一样东西的感觉很得很特别……
真的很享受这段和大家一起挨过的日子……
是深刻的……
是开心的……
是无可取代的……

无数的话想说……
但是往往不懂从何说起……
总之……
下乡人，一家人……
祝我们下乡成功！！！！
加油！

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Sharing make us growth....
Like the atmosphere when share....
Share from deep inside our heart....

Having a small chat with Chee Foon...
My best ever friend to share with....
We did sharing through the moon light....
Though it's the time for me to sleep...
but I appreciate it and dont let it go....
We flashing back our most enjoyable secondary school time....
It was a good time to share with....
Thanks for sharing so much with me....
You are better than what you think....
cheer =)

Life is just miserable like this...
Though, I'm looking forward optimistically...

巅峰

有一段时间……
没有好好地坐下来……
思考今天要在部落格写什么……
也有一段时间……
没有好好地对待自己……
吃不定时，睡不定日……

生活好像到达了巅峰……
似乎都忙碌得透不过气了……
是我的一定要烦……
不是我的也要忙……

妈妈说我宁愿去当义工也不回家……
义工是做不完的……
你女儿我就是喜欢做这些你认为亏本的事……
但是我真的学到了很多……
我不想日子都在书堆里度过……
尽管忙得累得一天的时间都不够用了……
我始终都觉得一切都是值得的……
最重要是我们都在忙碌中快乐的度过……

一个月没回家了……
我发觉自己没有像以前那样想家了……
直到前几天跟我外国回来的表姐webcam……
看到妈妈……
看得不是很清楚……
但是她却带起了她的老花眼镜才能看到我……
真想立刻就回去……
让她不用戴眼镜也能看到我……
不用透过speaker也能听见我的声音……
原来……
我也想家了……