Dealing with stress

I am stressed out for my assignment since I back from Junjong....
Many assignments are due date and I need to "vomit" it out in one two days...
I have experienced this hard time...
and I know how pity is when you are hopeless and helpless...
But you know that you cant failed to do it...
Even everyone else are 'supporting' u spiritually...
And you must finish it....
This is what I told myself...

I know that I've been a stupid this few days...
Being emo and stressed out...
Keep on talking about assignmentsSSS...
Distracting when all in happy mood...
So I just keeping myself in silence....
Trying to do it silently....
I just do what I should do....

I'm playful yet I'm serious enough in doing my task, my responsibilities...
I have my own target to achieve and meant to do it...
Every time I think about it.....
I will be more suffered....
So I will just do whatever I could to achieve it...
no matter how the result will be....
I will just tell myself...
I have try...at least try my best...

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Maybe others can ignore it and just leave it to others....
But it just depends how responsible u are...
Wake up from that and realize and try to understand...
Actually u just learn nothing...
I feel sad....
Because I just learning myself...
Feel sad that I cant share it...

Still in depressed and cant get through it easily...
Cant stop thinking myself is an idiot...
I wrote the title "dealing with stress" din talk bout how to deal with stress....
But writting blog is just a way for me to deal with stress...
Just trying to be more optimistically....
I still have friends who care about me...
Still can call back to my mum and tell her about my life here....
I really treasure it...

==I am waiting for the day to be free==