伤不起

郁可唯 伤不起
作詞：林夕 作曲：饒善强
就像一個夢想 只能 想像
就像兩個氣球 不容 碰撞
說聲很有感覺 簡單
承認真實相處的感覺 很難
一點點不安 就掛在心上
不是愛不起 只是傷不起
只知道堅持脆弱浪漫
不知道誰不自量
怕難過 想難忘
以為追求完美卻又經不起受傷
既然歡樂變成負擔
只有不歡而散

就像咖啡只能 不斷 加糖
就像親吻不曾 預備 辛酸
只會接受笑容感動
不愿面對抱頭痛哭 難堪
沒想到這樣 也只能這樣
不是愛不起 只是傷不起
只知道堅持脆弱浪漫
不知道誰不自量
怕難過 想難忘
以為追求完美卻沒想過會受傷
既然歡樂變成負擔
只有 不歡而散

不是不愛你 只是傷不起
不斷在分享沒想過分擔
一直朝泡影莽撞
才失望 就絕望
以為追求完美變成兩敗俱傷
既然歡樂變成負擔
活該 不歡而散

钟爱这首歌
一直很喜欢林夕作的歌词
很简单
很一针见血
就像歌词里一样
表达了一些意境 一些感觉
一些自己不懂如何表达的词句
完完全全 彻彻底底的
被歌词全部给带了出来
不是爱不起 只是伤不起

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最近好像没有多余的空间让自己静下来
思考
回想 身边所发生的每一件事物
很缺乏思想
只是盲目的 一直埋头苦干
几时才是出头天？
没答案
话说final就在下星期
考完试后更忙
那是什么生活了？

述说那些年……

想要大声地告诉全世界：“我看了《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》！！！”
半夜战战兢兢抢购的预映戏票，终于昨天看了！
等了我半年……果然刀大没有让自己失望。虽然他只是诚恳地要把这份爱意表达给那位在他心目中无法取代的女孩，但是还是觉得真的是超级无敌的棒！

细说……当年，第一次知道/认识——九把刀。

这是我第一本看九把刀的书，也是我最爱的一本。

真的很喜欢九把刀的作品。这让我更加肯定，自己欣赏一个人，一位歌手，一个演员，一个作家，的确很喜欢那个人的性格，然后打从心里喜欢他们。
无可否认，自己放了很多期待、希望于这部电影。因为真的很喜欢，很喜欢，很喜欢这一本书。可能那时看这本书的时候，觉得很贴近自己，青春时期，那段我一回不去的岁月。但是却打从心里，就算觉得不可能，还是很希望能从电影，感受到或重新体会那年轻的感觉。就像导演坚持要完成自己的梦想一样，就像他要透过电影来找回那十七岁的自己一样。

“青春是一場大雨。即使感冒了，還盼望回頭再淋它一次。”

而错过的那场大雨，我很想有机会再体会一次。

我想如果自己没那么早熟，没有经历过一些事，没有那么理智，我会勇敢，我会疯狂，我会尝试的去狠狠地淋一场大雨，不管有多倾盆。可惜我没有时光机，也没有一个浪漫的男孩为我制造那个独一无二的时光机。
你是浪漫的，柯景腾。

觉得只有男女主角的海报很浪漫，但自己却对这张一班朋友在海边玩完水过后背着蓝天白云的海报情有独钟。

有机会真的很想很想和一大班朋友去海边拍回一些这样的照片。很有FEEL。

戏内、书内都有很多精彩的对白……
“成长，最残酷的部分就是女孩永远比同年龄的男孩成熟，女孩的成熟没有一个男孩能招架得住。”——柯腾
“人生里很多事都是徒劳无功的。”——沈佳宜
“我想要成为一个很厉害的人，我要这世界因为我而变得有一点点的不一样。而我的世界其实也只不过是你的心。”——柯腾
“常常聽到別人說，戀愛最美好的部分救是曖昧的時候，等到真正在一起，很多感覺就會消失不見了。”——沈佳宜

《那些年》是我中学时期看的一本书。它记载的不单单只是纯纯的青春爱情故事。不只是男孩与女孩的故事。它包含了一些属于每一个人不同的记忆，属于自己独特的记忆。我喜欢里面单纯简单的青春爱情故事，那份纯，细腻得让人觉得遥不可及，却那么的刻骨铭心，尽管觉得可惜，却是生命中一丝丝回忆的甜蜜。

我说：如果说每个男孩的心中都有个沈佳宜，那么每个女孩又何尝不希望在生命中有个柯腾呢？

尽管没有电影里般的青春故事，但我却想起那些年，那年少轻狂的我们，一同很热血的做过一些很疯狂却已足够让人回味的事。

疯狂的朋友们，我想念你们了。

想着，一定要回去和你们一同看这部戏，想必感觉一定不一样吧。

Back to the movie mood

Didn’t really get well today because get traumatic after effect from biopsych midterm. Anyway, no matter what, I had meals with friends, back home watching movies continuously along with the pouring rain, everything bad, like flushing away just like that.

Since the previous post, I always wanted to post something else to cover it. LOL~! But not surprisingly I get some feedback and comments from some friends. Some sweet and blessing, but too saying something funny. I do appreciate that, for whatever comments, thanks~! But what I have mentioned, it’s just a kind of feeling, and something I am not too good to express verbally. It’s truly what I want to express but maybe not too good in terms of words also.

Back to the topic today. Finally I got to finish some of the movies in my list. 3 movies, one fresh downloaded and two watched half.

1. The sorcerer and the white snake

This very fresh movie. I was like wow~!”It’s still available in the cinema~!” But I got to download it~!XD

Lots of exaggerated graphics and animated effects,which I don’t really like in Chinese movies. But storyline is fine and the character is so gorgeous, didn’t she? And the way it conveys the message “Love” is touched and romantic, so I guess maybe this is the point that so many people said it’s a nice movie?

Recommended?

2. Temple Grandin

A movie recommended by a friend and I get from him of course. Real life story of a genius with autism called “Temple Grandin”. Old fashioned style movie, but what makes me interested is the character with extraordinary mind but has odd behaviors—particularly, Autism. I like it since it’s related to my study on Biopsych =D truly interesting for me XD

Guess what in this photo? I search online and just know that the actress is so gorgeous and so different from the character inside the movie~!!! The main character “Claire Danes” (left) with real “Temple Grandin” (right). Believe it in your eyes~!!

Recommended?

3. She is out of my league

A comedy, a love story. All I can say about this movie. A guy has no confidence at all in himself that he can have a perfect girl friend. Of course another gorgeous inside this movie, but why no hot guys in my movies? Haha~anyway, Lovely story and it-is-just-very-American-comedy-style-movie-on-love for me.

Recommended?

Finished my rating. Hope readers can get something out of it if you have not watch any

Before I go, I really want to complaint about my tortoise connection line here~!!!! We were pay like RM140 per month but we received sucks service and sucks connection~!F**k~even tortoise is faster than it~! Hope can deal with Unifi package asap.

分·裂

“一边 笑得 疯了
一边 哭得 累了
判若 两人
快要 放弃了
快要 虚脱了
下一个我 又是什么角色”

==下一个我== by 炎亚伦

如果曲是灵魂，那么歌词就是驱壳。很好的歌词，总觉得一首好听的歌，不单只是旋律要舒服，歌词也一定要有共鸣，这样才能让人觉得心玄。

对 这首歌 产生共鸣

是因为 觉得 有时候

每个人 都好像患有 精神分裂症 一样

人前 人后 不一样

在你面前 是温柔的 

在他面前 是冷漠的

一个人 好像有很多重性格

别人解释说 ‘见人说人话，见鬼说鬼话’

每个人只是以不同人的性格 去应对 不同的人

但是我觉得这只是人类分裂症的借口

其实大家 都是病患

大家 都同病相怜

人类嘛 都只不过是如此软弱 却又喜欢假装坚强的动物

Drama, does taught me a lot

Everyone was worried before the result coming out....
And I, without internet connection....
Do nothing at home and just continue my drama series....
It's nothing much to talk about the result....
I'm satisfied with it and yet I have to think about my next step....
Waiting for another interview and result to decide wheather I could get into degree in May....
I've done everything that I could do....
I have plan and I have work it out....
But still, I couldn't manipulate the result....
Reality huh?
It's just life....

I've watched another 3 drama series recently....
It's quite a success for me to watch such a number of drama and movies in this sem break....
And I'm highly recommended here the drama I had watched....
Code blue season 2....
Maybe you should watch season 1 first because it's related.
It's a japanese drama series which talks about 4 young training doctor working in EMS(emergency medical service). There is a helicopter service in the hospital to make the drama special. There are many different kind of story in each episode. For every rescue, for every emergency operation or surgery, there is something related to life and tell us how weak a life could be. It could be a second to decide a live or death.
In life there are so much hesitation when we making decision, but for a doctor, they could not be hesitate and have to make the right decision in a second. In fact, a life is in their hands.
I also realized that some injury or wound can be cure through surgery or treatment, at least it can be seen or scan through X-ray. But internal hurt or psychologically hurt cannot be seen or might need much more time to be cured. That's why I'm more firm to study my psychology in degree.

In fact it brings me to another drama series--Lie to me
I was just stated today. It's 3 season long and recommended by yongwei. It's really amazing when I first watched the first episode. The story tells about a deception expert who can study the people wheather is telling a lie or not by watching or observing the facial expression, gesture and eye contact. It's really interesting if I could use this knowledge to obeserve people or what is more use in psychology.
If you were interesting in observing people or study the people, that's the drama you should watch.

Another drama which I have to finish it few months ago.
But I just dont have time to do it.
It's Kyle XY season 3.
Finally I finish it but still the story haven't ended.
Still, I'm waiting for season 4 =)

I think holiday will come to an end as I will back KL the following week.
Going to hang out for the remaining days here.
Enjoy =)

不须会飞的超人♥杰伦

等了差不多一年……

终于给我等到了……

相信很多的杰伦迷也和我一样等了一段时间了……

结果今天去update了一下……

check到了新专辑要出了！

更劲爆的是他的世界巡回演唱会！！！！
期待期待……
说好了这次的一定要去到~~~~
在最后一站……
虽然是暂定……
但是至少知道在几时……
超级迷他……
是因为真的很钦佩他的才华……
不是很帅……

但是喜爱音乐的特质……

加上稍稍音乐气息的样子……
显得特别……


新歌‘超人不会飞’

妈妈说 很多事别太计较
只是使命感找到了我 我睡不着
如果说 骂人要有点技巧

我会加点旋律 你会觉得才屌

我的枪 不会装弹药

所以放心 不会有人倒
我拍青蜂侠 不需要替身 因为自信是我绘画的颜料
我做很多事背后的意义 远离你们想象


拍个电视出卖了友情 延伸了现在的梦想
收视率再高也难看好我的伟大理想
因为我的人生或许在多与比那假象
我不知道何时变成了所谓的那榜样
被狗仔拍的那XXXX的贱模样 怎样


我唱的歌词要有点文化
因为随时会被当教材
CNN能不能等英文好一点再访
时代杂志封面能不能重拍
随时随地注意形象
要控制饮食不然就跟杜莎夫人蜡像的我不像
好莱钨的中国戏院地上有很多手印脚印
何时才能看见我的脚

如果超人会飞
就让我在空中停一停歇 再次俯瞰这个世界
会让我觉得好一些
拯救地球好累
虽然有些疲惫但我还是会
不要问我哭过了没
因为超人不能有眼泪


唱歌要拿最佳男歌手
拍电影也不能只拿个最佳新人
你不参加颁奖典礼就是没礼貌
你去参加就是代表你很在乎
得奖时你感动落泪
人家就会觉得你夸张做作
你没表情别人就会说太嚣张
如果你天生这表情
那些人甚至会怪你妈妈
结果最后是别人在得奖
你也要给予充分的掌声与微笑
开的车不能太好
住的楼不能太高
我到底是一个创作歌手还是好人好事代表
专辑依旧必须是冠军
拍了电影就必须要大卖
只能说当超人真的好难

如果超人会飞.
那就让我在天空停一停歇再次俯瞰这个世界
会让我觉得好一些拯救地球好累
虽然有些疲惫但我还是会不要问我哭过没有
因为超人不能留眼泪

＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝
其实我们都不需假装成超人……
明明是个普通人……
就算是个偶像……
他们跟我们其实没什么两样……

又再一次看到他用音乐来告诉我们……
所有人都是一样的……
或许每个人都是特别的……
就像个词一样……
不是每个超人都会飞……
世界上的变数太多了……
定律似乎也变成了未知数……
他就是不会飞的超人……
不用会飞的超人……
他仍然是我心目中的超人……

看戏看疯了

真的不敢相信自己……
竟然能够在短短几天……
煲完3套台湾偶像剧……
简单的来说……
我对偶像剧是没有什么好感的……
看，纯粹是闷……
或者期待着偶像会有什么演技上的突破……
结论是……
演技上是可以接受啦……
但是剧情就有点……
来来去去不是你骗我，就是我骗你……
喜欢来喜欢去……
爱来爱去到最后还不是会在一起……
虽然对白有时会有点俗气……
但是有时候也蛮有意思的……

偶像剧始终是偶像剧……
怎样做都难免会有点不真实……
想像……
如果事件发生在现实生活中……
如果你是主角，你到底可不可能会做出戏剧般的事？
我的答案是：
戏始终都是戏……
或许这是我们都梦寐以求的结局……
但现实告诉我们……
如果现实的结局都这么美好，就不会有戏剧的出现了……

虽然自己是那么的讨厌现实……
但是没有了现实……
就没有了那种确确实实的存在感……
可能世界上所有的事都是有缺憾的……
或许有缺憾……
才是世界变得完美……

人总是在读书的时候想玩乐……
在忙碌是想休息……
在休息是想找点事来做……
总是不知足……
以为事事都这么顺心吗？

不是的……
曾经以沉默来掩饰愤怒……
以微笑来掩饰悲伤……
这都是我们不愿意的……
不愿意……
最终还是把一切吞了……
世界还是一样转动着……


Silence, did not mean nothing to say
but, not willing to say anything.

Avatar & 冬至

Finally I watched Avatar.....
It is nice movie as everyone expected it.....
The graphics are amazing.....
A legend about Pandora.....
A beautiful place if existed in this world....
It is just like a fairy tale for adults.....
But I like it =)
If there were a beautiful world or a place like this.....
I would like to visit it seriously.....
Anyway, it is a movie that really worth to watch....

Quite lazy recently....
Lazy to go out....
Lazy to online....
Lazy to do anything....
Just watch movies movies and movies everyday at home.....
Trying to finish all movies that I downloaded for very long time.....
Hopefully I could finish all before Sem 3 starts.....

。。。。。。。。。。汤圆分割线。。。。。。。。。。
冬至……
记得每年冬至都会跟妈妈一起搓汤圆……
今年还好刚是sembreak……
还能吃吃汤圆，过过这传统的日子……
虽然不能与家人完整的团圆……
但是陪妈妈度过感觉也不错……

突然很期待每一年的农历新年……
因为哥哥姐姐们都会全部回来……
大家聚在一起……
尤其是吃顿再普通不过的团圆饭……
有了家人的陪伴，一切都变得不普通了……

冬至过后又是圣诞了……
圣诞过后又是新年了……
一个又一个的大日子接着来……
大伙也是聚在一起的时候了……
期待大家聚在一起畅喝畅玩的时候……

五颜六色的汤圆 =)

祝大家冬至快乐~^^

Will there be our end of the world?-->2012

Just watched "2012".....
Every people are talking about this "BIG DISASTER MOVIE"
(I do not mean that this movie is disaster but really amazing indeed~)
just because it is like doomdays and the end of the world
it also considered as the "real prediction" from the "MAYA"
[The MAYA is kind of ancient people who do prediction about there will be end of the world every few thoudsand million/billion years~]
Maybe......They are true in certain extend....
How we know?

It is very similar to the movie "THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW"~
Just like the movie's creators is much from T.D.A.T....
Though, it also has inserted many humors and 3D effect....
Of coz the sound system in one U always give me the shock-est feeling like I'm really
in the situation which facing the end-of-the-world.....

Briefly talk about the movie....
It begins with the finding of a geologist about the earth crust is being unstable and hotter....
And when year 2012 comes.....
All people around the world suffer from earthquake and tsunami.....
The earth just like going to burst....

It also contains a lot of conflict in humanistic.....
How the rich people(whoever have billions ) and powerful people(presidents and politicians) isolated the poor and what we so called "normal ppl"....

How the politicians manage to survive without caring the others....?
They think that they have the 'rights' to choose the people to produce what so called "human with good genes".......
Do you think that people without good genes and money and whatever are not qualify to survive?

Though it contains some humors inside the movie...
it also reflects the real humanistic in the human beings....
It is hard to explain.....
All people will become self-fish when come to death.....
They will try their best to strive for survive.....

Something like Noah's ark have save "some" life.....
And the new generation has begin.....
It can be consider comes to a happy ending.....
but still, there are many people sacrified.....

I ask myself "How would I do if there are really the-end-of-the-world?"
Now, I would say I will receive the death when it really comes to me....
I will appreciate the last moment that I spend with my family and whoever I love.....
However, who knows there will really be the end of the world in 2012?
That maybe ridiculous for some people.....
But what will people do even they were warned?
What if is true?

It maybe a prediction....
Whether true or fake....
just accept it...
As I cannot do anything to prevent it....
What comes around goes around....
Live whenever you can breath...

Psychology+movie+music

Finished my Psychology paper today....
The most important subject for me this semester....
which also affect me so much for my future degree in psychology....
I'm quite do whatever best I can in this....
Seriously,I've put the most effort on it....
Whatever the result wil be....That's it.....

Of coz I'm also exhausted for this exam...
For the rest of the week....
Never sleep well and still wan to study even headache attacks badly...
And one thing I wan to shout out is the renovation's sound~
Could u pls give me a quiet moment????
I'm getting mad of this sound!!!!!
Is EVERYDAY!!!!
I only can study during night time....
And when I study till late nite....
I muz sleep until very late the next day....
But IT IS SO DISTURBING that the sound keep on.........
"NEGK NEGK NEGK!!!TOM TAM TAM!!!!PANG PONG PANG!!!!"
Who able to sleep from that????
HATE IT~~!!!!!!

Haiz..................
This is the only way I can do here----shouting like a crazy....
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After mid-term....
There are so many movies I want to 'chase' back....
"Uncomplete Klye XY season 3"
"Incomplete FA(Fullmetal Alchemist) 2009"
 And maybe some movies that new release in the cinema.....

Woootss.....
Guess what I have found yesterday?
SAW VI~~~~walao~
still got~~~I thought it is over and end with Jigsaw's death.....who knows still got again.....
It will come out during the halloween....
But I dont think Malaysia's cinema will have it.....
Maybe I can get the source from the website soon~^^
This is the movie that I think is awesome than Final destination series.....

They always make the poster horrible~

Surgery apparatus also.....

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Quite addicted to yiruma musics recently.....

"Kiss the rain","River flows in you"......this musics make my mood better when studying....

also...

the new name I know recently.....OWL CITY.....

I'm not sure is a singer or a band....but the songs are very nice.....

Like this picture personally.....^^

He appears as a single singer but the name sounds band....ermm~~All his songs' style are almost the same....just change a little bit....keyboard must appears in all his songs.....

Recommended by friends.....

"Fireflies","On the wing","The saltwater room"......

All are my favourite songs recently.....

Another song recomemded by my brother "Sometimes when we touch"by Olivia

It is also a nice song ~bring me some kind of peace when listen to this song....

That's all I want to share today....

new discovery to define CTS--->Crazy Torture Skills

<--A skills created by a crazy to torture us T.T-->

Music for all of you

Remember last post I was talking about a movie....
Now is music turns....
Just view Catherine's blog just now...
and found that her song in her blog are so nice that touch my heart....

Is yiruma's music....
A Korean pianist and the song that are strong recommended are:
"I","Kiss the rain",and "River flows in you"
It made me felt better as I listened to this song,
especially the time I was studying....

I decided to change my blog music to all piano song also....
Of course I have added the song in "Last friends" too....
I like the music in it so...
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That's not all for today....
as listened to those music only can make my mood better....
Assignments,quizzes and preparation for mid-term have made my life getting busy and 'busier'....
Planned to back hometown next week to hang out with my friends....
but an order from my sister want me take something back to her
have made my plan change....
I forced to back on Saturday immediately after the sucks 'replacement class'....
and back to KL on Sunday as Monday classes still going on....
So lame....
as all didn't followed the plan...
I cant have a break before I finish my Mid-term --I think....

Well....
Tomorrow will be having my first quiz for Econ & CTS...
All the best~[even 5 marks also is marks!!!]

A movie for psychology students

Was watching the movie I have download last week.
I was attracted to the title of the movie apparently.
It is a story about a psychologist/a doctor/a mental therapist
who has some problems in himself
but he still want to deal with his patients' problems....

Frankly,this movie is not suitable to all psychology students....
For those who cant withstand boredom and something like "AMERICAN-LIFESTYLE-MOVIE"....just ignore it...
And for those who cant accept some BAD & RUDE WORDS
ignore it also....

However,it is good to someone who is interesting in psychology and can withstand some boredom...in addition,you must be willing to THINK....




Though it happened dramatically....
Such as all people are linked together in the movie...
And how they all put together to overcome their 'psychological problems'...
Generally,ended up with a HAPPY ENDING...

I got something after I watched this movie....
All the characters inside shared the same thing...
They bad memories and hard time
but they dont want to accept something new or even fact...

I come out with several a number of questions for myself also...
What would I feel or do if the one I love the most committed suicide and I as a psychologist cannot helped either...?
What would I feel or do if there something I cannot control in my life?
How can I able to persuade someone even me myself cannot convince myself to accept the truth?
STRESS & DEPRESSED will be the answer physically...

Life is such a fate....
And we are just a normal human...
We cannot control so much in our life as well as the live of others....
Even you cant control your live right?
When the time is come,it comes.
Why should we put so much stress and blame all the things towards ourselves?
We are actually too little and weak for that....

But you will ask,
how can we overcome those stress, depression and most importantly SADNESS?
Most people will say "JUST FORGET IT~LET IT BE~"
However, how many people are actually can do that?
Rather than forget....
Why don't we make another good and happy memories?
Covered back the sad memories...
We can make a better and happier life....

Erm...
After learning all those CRITICAL THINKING SKILLS~
we should apply it right?xp
So,be a good critical thinker...
Above is just my own opinion on the movie
and made some comment after I watched it...
No offenses ya~

District 9[The view of Alien]

I thought it was ridiculous and stupid and boring movie I've watch just at the beginning.It is nearly 2 hours long movie.It make at a very different way which more like a documentary,and really have a camera man character there to record the video.Many people likes to create movie like this as they think it was very 'unique' and 'creative'.They don't considered that does people like it?I don't like the way they make it but I like the story line especially it touched my heart at the end of the movie.However,it was ridiculous in many way they have the scene.Somehow,there were some scene that really cant record so clearly if it really a "documentary".Never mind,I would just consider it as a 'movie' or much better a 'story'.

But I have some questions.
Why the "UFO" suddenly occurs on the earth without harming the human?
[actually they have harm in the same way as human harm them first.]
Their UFO are out of energy so they cant back to their planet.So they stopped at somewhere on the earth to find out the solution,so they can back 'home'.Then why come here?Idiot izit?Stayed for 20 years on the earth to find the 'energy'.Ridiculous lo~Of coz if they dont appeared then there will be nothing on the movie.Haha~
There was also a question mark on my head when the main character get infection and transform to an Alien gradually.Not so making sense as I know he will be have some changes after he get exposed to some 'Fluid'.
Besides,the Aliens in the movie very much looked like a prawn and they just called them prawn inside.Compare to the Alien series and also the real Alien that have been proved,it is much more preached down the Alien like discrimination to them.I totally dont agree with them as every creature have the chance to be treated as a living creatures.
Let's look at some picture appears in human mind and come out with the word--Alien

Alien series
it is disgusting with its saliva...
but most creative and looked powerful among the others~
Alien that prove to be looked like this...
quite scary which I'm dare to look at...>.<
Another picture show death alien...
so sorry that make u uncomfortable....
I felt wan vomit so...=.=
The Alien in D9~
Much more taller and unique~

The cute one I found from internet to balance the mood after watching those=.=
erm....dun be scare ya~it can be cute~=)

Actually I should related the view of Alien to many of my thinking
but suddenly,I just felt it was just my thought....
without any prove....
I'm not dont believe there were some creatures like "Alien" exists...
But is that really like that?I mean in their act and the violence....
Are they so harmful to us?or it just an unusual creature?or we just alienated them?

If want to compare....
I think human is the most dangerous creature in the universe....
They have brain but they dont use it properly...
They have thought but dont even think deeply....
They act more violence and just like an animal....
If better say the "THEY"....
It should be the best to say "WE"....
I admit that I'm human so....
To every human that have brain....and myself as well...
THINK before take any action...
As you own the most unpredictable and valuable things among the other mammals...

Short preview

I've back from the 30 hour famine camp....
That's was really awesome!!!
No matter how suffer it was....
I think it is worth...

I'm going to post a long long post soon but cant do it now...
since it is too long...
and with many photo...
I need sometime to make it nicely....
and also....
I'm freaking tired as I've used up all my energy in the camp
especially the concert....
Without feed in,
we still got energy to jump,to scream,to high somemore....
COZ~~~
We are teenagers!!!!hahaha~

For a short preview...
I would post my camp hits songs....
Heal the World & 明天孩有希望

=HEAL THE WORLD=

There's A Place

In Your Heart

And I Know That It Is Love

And This Place Could

Be Much Brighter Than Tomorrow

And If You Really

TryYou'll Find There's No Need To Cry

In This Place You'll Feel There's No Hurt Or Sorrow
There Are Ways To Get There

If You Care Enough

For The Living

Make A Little Space

Make A Better Place...

**Heal The World

Make It A Better Place

For You And For Me

And The Entire Human Race

There Are People Dying

If You Care Enough

For The Living

Make A Better Place

For You And For Me

If You Want To Know Why

There's A Love That Cannot Lie

Love Is Strong

It Only Cares For Joyful Giving

If We Try

We Shall See In This Bliss

We Cannot Feel Fear Or DreadWe Stop Existing And Start Living
Then It Feels That Always

Love's Enough ForUs Growing

So Make A Better World

Make A Better World...

**Chorus

And The Dream We WereConceived InWill Reveal A Joyful Face

And The World WeOnce Believed InWill Shine Again In Grace

Then Why Do We KeepStrangling

LifeWound This EarthCrucify Its Soul

Though It's Plain To See

This World Is Heavenly

Be God's Glow

We Could Fly So High

Let Our Spirits Never Die

In My HeartI Feel

You Are All My Brothers

Create A World With No Fear

Together We'll CryHappy Tears

See The Nations Turn

Their SwordsInto Plowshares

We Could Really Get There

If You Cared Enough

For The Living

Make A Little Space

To Make A Better Place...
**Repeat chorus

＝明天孩有希望＝

小小的眼光

失去了光芒

即使小小的手掌

也有权飞翔

大大的梦想

失去了力量

哪儿有大大的肩膀

温暖他心房

明天孩子们

会有希望

会长出耀眼的翅膀

朝着那温暖的风和光

清清的飞扬

the world we live in

can do with giving

a child today

is a child of our tomorrow

i've seen the children

who have been broken

by wars and hunger and natural disaster

so broken

when tomorrow comes

we must have hope

we must reach out to every single child

when tomorrow comes

we spread our love

and make it a better day

生活会有悲和喜

we've gotta pray and do our best

只要伸出我们的手

to bring you a better tomorrow

明天孩子们会有希望

会长出耀眼的翅膀

when tomorrow comes

we spread our loveand make it a better day (x2)

Imagine a few thoudsand people sing a song together at the stadium....

It was awesome to me....

touching and meaningful...

巾幗出梟雄

终于睇完了这套25集的连续剧……
可能有人会话：“车~我上个月就睇完了~”
我out我承认……
记得上个月每个人都响度话：“人生有几多个十年？做人最紧要痛快！”
而我就响度忙……喃喃自语地讲：“人生仲有几多个assignment？痛快地做晒它啦……”
到了考试的时候我真的很想讲：“人生有几多个试要考？考来考去都考唔晒~>.<”

好啦……
言归正传……
每个人都话尼套戏好睇……
我就冧：“有无甘夸张啊？TVB来来去去咪又系果D野~”
无可否认，如果要我睇亚视、台湾连续剧、中国长片的话……
我真系百分之百支持TVB！
点话点好我都系睇TVB戏大……
捞住TVB戏的汁送饭~xp

好难要我认认真真唔打住一套戏来睇……
因为fast forward个制系我响remote入面最中意个制~
哈哈~尼套戏都唔例外……
因为我最讨厌果D奸角响度牙丝丝个衰样~
真系好想大巴大巴甘惺过去！

每次睇戏都希望响戏度揾到D道理
令自己醒悟……
其实道理系知道嘎……
但系就硬系成日冧埋一边……
就好似柴九话斋：“人生有几多个十年？人生最紧要痛快！”
人生苦短……
下一秒要发生个事我地都唔知道……
活着就要活得痛快……
痛痛快快地做件大事……
无憾终生……

对于人生……
有D人宁愿平平淡淡甘过就算……
有D人却不甘于平凡……
要自己的名字永垂不朽……
其实对我来讲两个生活我都很享受……
当然人生嘛……
咩都要尝试……

突然好羡慕柴九……
人生什么酸甜苦辣都尝过了……
然而苦尽一定会甘来……
他得到他想要的一切……
最后他来到生命的终点……
他说：“我仲又咩好怨？人家话，人生得一知己，死而无憾……何况我唔单只有知己、仲有家室、仲有一班好兄弟，仲有好多钱……”
如果换作是我……
系可以死而无憾嘎……
但系到了这个时候，
身为一个人，你舍得死咩？

我好佩服甘样嘎精神……
老实讲要做到他甘样……
我冧要返到清朝先揾到似他甘样嘎人啦……
洒脱的人生……
讲就易……
做……就‘肳D啦’

这段人生到底仲有几长？
我冧我blog有几长就几长咯……
做人最紧要痛快！
痛快的做每一件事！

而家我心里的潜在对白系：“人生有几多个十年？！点解我个假只有两个礼拜？！”
所以……
好好珍惜尼两个礼拜……
痛痛快快甘玩晒去~XD

我不信命，我只信自己……

最近很喜欢一首歌……
那是曹格最新专辑的一首歌——掌纹

在我的手心 你落下的眼泪很冰
晶莹的泪滴 轻轻滑过我的一生
春去春又回 我走过的孤独很黑
难忘那一刻 你走进生命的瞬间

我不信命 我信爱情是没有理由
悲欢的注定 在我的掌纹中你在那里
如此的清晰 没有输赢 你是我的命

春去春又回 我走过的孤独很黑
难忘那一刻 你走进生命的瞬间

我不信命 我信爱情是没有理由
悲欢的注定 在我的掌纹中你在那里
如此的清晰 没有输赢 你是我的命

我不信命
我信命中你给的每个 考验和奇迹
在我的掌纹中安身立命 是否愿意
张开手 你回应
我不信命 我不信命 我只信你

那是一首很悲伤的歌……
我不信命……
也不相信爱情……
我只相信自己……
说出来可能是自私了点……
但是有谁是不自私的呢？……
在自私之后，还有那慷慨、大爱的心不就行了吗？

自私的我，这个post是给自己的……
我很喜欢这首歌……
我不信命，只信自己……
要我相信你？请你先相信我……

能表达我心情的歌

今天过得很闷……
时间过得很慢……
我不知道今天的自己
到底在做些什么……
心里在想着一些东西……
那是什么东西？
我不知道……
只是心里很闷……
很不好受……

最近爱上了的两首歌……
〉〉〉〉〉〉〉〉
远在身边--周定纬
不是每只船 都不怕流浪的孤单
可是它们仍扬起帆
因为心中 有个彼岸
也许有些路 注定要一个人走完
所以背包总是塞满 你所有温暖 很暖

原来你一直在我身边
不管距离多麽遥远
就算乌云在眼睛里不散
你的笑容让我灿烂
原来你就在我的身边
不管时间怎麽疏远
所以就算我飞上了云端
只要想像你住在我心里 我就心安

不是每片叶 都不怕坠落的遗憾
可是它们仍然飞翔
因为身後 树的棋盘
也许有些梦 做起来才知道很难
可是一想到为了你 眼睛就不会 流汗

原来你一直在我身边
不管距离多麽遥远
就算乌云在眼睛里不散
你的笑容让我灿烂
原来你就在我的身边
不管时间怎麽疏远
所以就算我飞上了云端
只要想像你住在我心里 我就心安

原来你一直在我身边
不管距离多麽遥远
就算乌云在眼睛里不散
你的笑容让我灿烂
原来你就在我的身边
不管时间怎麽疏远
所以就算我飞上了云端
只要想像你住在我心里 我就心安
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让我照顾你--张芸京
你一个人 失了魂
清晨哭到夜深 不要别人问
我不出声 一直等
听你说你心疼 当时好傻好天真
如果可以 我愿意这样陪你到永恒

让我照顾你 面对再大的风雨
也能微笑做自己 像个孩子
躺在我怀里
让我照顾你 在这荒芜世界里
就算有新的剧情 在明天等着你
然而在你最需要的此刻 请让我照顾你

总有一天会有人 一个懂你的人
让你从此不心疼
如果可以 我愿意 这样陪你到永恒

让我照顾你 面对再大的风雨
也能微笑做自己 像个孩子
躺在我怀里
让我照顾你 在这荒芜世界里
就算有新的剧情 在明天等着你
然而在你最需要的此刻 请让我照顾你

你看破了虚伪 拆穿爱的假面
後悔曾经为他 付出一切喔~
我会在你身边
当你 伤心欲绝
不奢望你涌然泉源喔~

让我照顾你 面对再大的风雨
也能微笑做自己 像个孩子
躺在我怀里
让我照顾你 在这荒芜世界里
就算有新的剧情 在明天等着你
当你对这世界失去信任 请让我照顾你

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突然。。。
很想回家……

最唯美的情书

看了海角七号那么久……
现在才post出来……
因为又再看了一次……
还download了海角的原声带……
反复想了……
自己真的超超超喜欢那七封情书……
那是我看过最浪漫、最唯美的情书了……
里头的一字一句……
都是他写给她的……
包含了无数的思念与爱……
言语上表达不来的……
他都写了出来……


第一封信／友子 你還在等我嗎
1945年12月25日。
友子，太陽已經完全沒入了海面
我真的已經完全看不見台灣島了
你還站在那裡等我嗎？
友子，請原諒我這個懦弱的男人從來不敢承認我們兩人的相愛
我甚至已經忘記我是如何迷上那個不照規定理髮
而惹得我大發雷霆的女孩了
友子，你固執不講理、愛玩、愛流行我卻如此受不住的迷戀你
只是好不容易你畢業了
我們卻戰敗了
我是戰敗國的子民
貴族的驕傲瞬間墮落為犯人的枷
我只是個窮教師
為何要揹負一個民族的罪
時代的宿命是時代的罪過
我只是個窮教師
我愛你，卻必須放棄你

第二封信／友子 我就是那時愛上你
第三天。
該怎麼克制自己不去想你
你是南方艷陽下成長的學生
我是從飄雪的北方渡洋過海的老師
我們是這麼的不同
為何卻會如此的相愛
我懷念艷陽…我懷念熱風…
我猶有記憶你被紅蟻惹毛的樣子
我知道我不該嘲笑你
但你踩著紅蟻的樣子真美
像踩著一種奇幻的舞步
憤怒、強烈又帶著輕挑的嬉笑…
友子，我就是那時愛上你的…

第三封信／海風啊 為何總是帶來哭聲
多希望這時有暴風
把我淹沒在這台灣與日本間的海域
這樣我就不必為了我的懦弱負責
友子，才幾天的航行
海風所帶來的哭聲
已讓我蒼老許多
我不願離開甲板，也不願睡覺
我心裡已經做好盤算
一旦讓我著陸
我將一輩子不願再看見大海
海風啊，為何總是帶來哭聲呢？
愛人哭、嫁人哭、生孩子哭
想著你未來可能的幸福
我總是會哭
只是我的淚水總是在湧出前就被海風吹乾
湧不出淚水的哭泣，
讓我更蒼老了
可惡的風
可惡的月光
可惡的海

十二月的海總是帶著憤怒
我承受著恥辱和悔恨的臭味
陪同不安靜地晃盪
不明白我到底是歸鄉還是離鄉！

第四封信／我不是拋棄你，我是捨不得你……
傍晚，已經進入了日本海
白天我頭痛欲裂
可恨的濃霧阻擋了我一整個白天的視線
而現在的星光真美
記得你才是中學一年級小女生時
就膽敢以天狗食月的農村傳說
來挑戰我月蝕的天文理論嗎？
再說一件不怕你挑戰的理論
你知道我們現在所看到的星光
是自幾億光年遠的星球上所發射過來的嗎？
哇，幾億光年發射出來的光我們現在才看到
幾億光年的台灣島和日本島又是什麼樣子呢？
山還是山，海還是海
卻不見了人
我想再多看幾眼星空
在這什麼都善變的人世間裡
我想看一下永恆
遇見了要往台灣避冬的烏
魚群我把對你的相思
寄放在其中的一隻
希望你的漁人父親可以捕獲
友子，儘管他的氣味辛酸
你也一定要嚐一口
你會明白…
我不是拋棄你，我是捨不得你……
我在眾人熟睡的甲板上
反覆低喃
我不是拋棄你，我是捨不得你……

第五封信／友子…請原諒我這身無用的軀體
天亮了，
但又有何關係
反正日光總是帶來濃霧
黎明前的一段恍惚
我見到了日後的你
韶華已逝
日後的我髮禿眼垂
晨霧如飄雪，覆蓋了我額上的皺紋
驕陽如烈焰，焚枯了你秀髮的烏黑
你我心中最後一點餘熱完全凋零
友子…請原諒我這身無用的軀體

第六封信／友子 我真的很想你
海上氣溫16度
風速12節、水深97米
已經看見了幾隻海鳥
預計明天入夜前
我們即將登陸
友子…我把我在台灣的相簿都留給你
就寄放在你母親那兒
但我偷了其中一張
是你在海邊玩水的那張
照片裡的海沒風也沒雨
照片裡的你，笑得就像在天堂
不管你的未來將屬於誰
誰都配不上你
原本以為我能將美好回憶妥善打包
到頭來卻發現
我能攜走的只有虛無
我真的很想妳！

啊，彩虹！
但願這彩虹的兩端足以跨過海洋，連結我和妳

第七封信／情書
友子，我已經平安著陸
七天的航行
我終於踩上我戰後殘破的土地
可是我卻開始思念海洋
這海洋為何總是站在希望和滅絕的兩個極端
這是我的最後一封信
待會我就會把信寄出去
這容不下愛情的海洋
至少還容得下相思吧！
友子，我的相思你一定要收到
這樣你才會原諒我一點點
我想我會把你放在我心裡一輩子
就算娶妻、生子
在人生重要的轉折點上一定會浮現…
你提著笨重的行李逃家
在遣返的人潮中，你孤單地站著
你戴著那頂…存了好久的錢才買來的白色針織帽
是為了讓我能在人群中發現你吧！
我看見了…我看見了…
你安靜不動地站著
舊地址，海角七號…海角？
你像七月的烈日
讓我不敢再多看你一眼
你站得如此安靜
我刻意冰涼的心，卻又頓時燃起我傷心，
又不敢讓遺憾流露我心裡嘀咕，嘴巴卻一聲不吭我知道，
思念這庸俗的字眼
將如陽光下的黑影
我逃他追…我追他逃…一輩子

我會假裝你忘了我
假裝你將你我的過往像候鳥一般從記憶中遷徙
假裝你已走過寒冬迎接春天
我會假裝…一直到自以為一切都是真的！
然後…祝你一生永遠幸福！
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还有我也很喜欢原声带里的音乐……
尤其是1945的演奏版……
也就是范逸臣唱的“情书”…
很美的旋律……love it~

--情书--
一直到雙手像枯樹一樣斑駁
這些字才想起了當時的溫柔
一直到郵差走遍千萬個門口
這些信才想起了流浪的理由

一封封情書穿越緩慢的時空
代替我來不及說的含情默默
我相信離開終究會有始有終
有一天我將能為你描寫彩虹

一直到海角吞沒船尾的臉孔
這港灣才揚起那鹹鹹的海風
一直到時間終於一去不回頭
這些信才回到我愛人的手中

一封封情書穿越緩慢的時空
代替我等了好久的十指相擁
我知道回去不一定一路順風
只希望有天好好梳你的白頭

只希望有天好好梳你的白頭

影音人生

最近在家里无所事事就不停的找些电影或短篇连续剧来看……
那些特别的剧情或是对白我多想记住……
因为我觉得在现实生活中，
那些话真的很有意思……

看了一部日剧……
Code Blue……
说一班急救实习医生的故事……
他们的工作实在太伟大了……
也觉得做医生真的很难……
要付出的太多了……
每天有无数的生命在他们的生活出出入入……
又有多少次，生命从他们手上悄悄的断送……
但有一句话令他们从不放弃自己的工作……
在里面我觉得用的很适合……
“别离 让人更坚强……”
是的，别离的确会让人更坚强……
因为我感受过……
所以更确认这句话的真实……

另外也看了一部别人介绍过而自己也觉得很有趣的电影……
《The Curious Case of Benjamin Button》
这部电影最吸引人的地方不只是因为有brad pitt主演的……
而是那个男主角的生理时针是和正常人相反的……
他一出世就是一个老婴儿……
令到亲生妈妈难产而被爸爸认为是怪胎而丢弃……
从小就被认定是个老人，也生活在老人堆里……
但他是知道自己的样子是比现实年龄有差别的……
从小就在生活中领略到不少……
他的养母对他说过一句话我认为真的很有意思……
“绝大多数的人都会从外表上来对你进行判断，
而不会去了解你到底是一个什么样的人……”
这句话真的是发人深省……
我们都习惯从外表去判断一个人的性格……
而不会花时间去真正了解一个人……
在现实生活中这种人到处都是……
有时甚至自己也会成为一分子……
但我却很不喜欢这种举动……
但在现实……
这是那么真实、毫无疑虑的一句话……
我也无法去反驳……
但我会对自己说：“如果可以的话，我希望花多点时间去观察和了解一个人……”

继续那个故事……
那个男主角越来越年轻……
在中间，他与自己心爱的人过了一段美好的时光……
但他知道自己会越来越年轻……
不能成为他心爱的人的负担……
他离开了…………
当他变成小孩时，他的真实年龄已是六七十岁了……
小孩子患了老人痴呆症……
他已不记得身边的人……
最后，他的心爱的人已回到他身边……
一个八九十岁的老婆婆抱着一个婴儿……
他在他心爱的人的怀抱中死去了……

很喜欢这个故事……
虽然是悲伤的……
但却那么凄美的爱情故事……
那段爱情是不分年龄、不分界线的……
这种爱是刻骨铭心的……
是真的……

囧男孩<-->-orz boy

“囧”(jiong第三声~特别给那些不会看的人的~)
这个字最近在台湾很红……
也频频在网络上看到……

去翻查了‘囧’的意思才知道原来它的含义有那么多……
所以大致上来说‘囧’的意思就是沮丧/郁闷/无奈/伤心……[我所认知~]
而为什么要说‘囧’这个字呢？
是因为刚刚看了一部台湾很红的电影——[囧男孩]

看完了整部电影来说……
简单的两个字……
好看~
复杂的解释……
带有很深、很‘台’的一部电影……
叙述两个没有父母管教的孩子的生活……
虽是小孩子拍，
但是，是给大人看的电影……

里头的小孩的确很‘囧’……
‘囧’得很搞笑……
‘囧’得很天真、可爱……
看了这部片吗？
还没看就太‘囧’了……

哈哈~
我不是‘囧’女孩~orz