Past few weeks back to 2011

Was disappeared on blog for quite a long time due to some activities and events that had planned during my finals. Immediately after my finals,

• I had my crazy night at Mist club for my friend’s birthday
• Another day, I taking a long journey bus for vacation at Cameron Highland with two of my secondary besties.
• And I went back KL after 3 days relaxing Christmas vacation in cold whether, then from KL, I go to Junjong, Kedah with my COS family.
• From Kedah, I spent half day with my friends and makan at Penang.
• But finally, I ought to back to Ipoh before 2012 and countdown with my old school friends.

Travelled a lot and I am so tired~! Seem a busy and packed holiday for me this sembreak. Anyway, it is kind of sad that I can blog here because I had back KL. There will be a stageplay coming next week.

Below are the photo that had taken during all the events and activities.

• Attended an international debate as one of the committee
• Went for a very ‘red and hot’ concert
• Attended my eldest brother’s wedding
• Spend my Christmas at Cameron Highland
• Countdown with my friends at Ipoh
  

Feel to talk about 2011 even now already 3rd Jan 2012. Sorry I am still not getting used to it.
For the past 2011, I had did a lot of crazy did, mostly crazy, now I realized.

About earning money
1. I never think of being in a direct sales. I do hate it at last, I found out. I am not really a business kind of person and yes I am a stupid when comes to money. But I still thinking I am lucky because I still got my lovely friends and family being there to support me.
2. In 2011, I worked out a lot on finding ways to earn money, sometimes, in a way that I did not like. I hate myself that cant stay in something for a longer period. I am a hot tempered person when comes to things that I did not enjoy.
3. At last, I still earning money in a stupid way, but I enjoyed it.

About friends
1. I found out some people are just that important but sometimes it’s just okay to live like that without them, anyone. It’s okay for me to be alone sometimes, but I still need friends.
2. I get to used to find alternative ways to make myself happy when I felt sad and disappointed about friends.
3. I realized I can treat a true friend very nice, but he or she must be nice to me first. I like reciprocal relationship.
4. At last, I realized even sometimes I can put a heart to a friend but he or she not necessary did. Never mind, I will know it.

About family
1. Still, the most important element in my life.
2. I felt hurt when someone in the family trying to lie or hide something behind you, even it’s for my own good.
3. I felt hurt and disappointed when someone you really admire and respect did something to hurt the family.
4. Even how much I trying to hate you and can never forgive what you did, I still love you because you are my dearest family.

About life
1. I had think more about meaning in life. Someone I admired said,” there are always something meaningless in life, but we still need to live through it.” So, just live through it.
2. I’m still a very optimistic person because I can ignore anything that is bad to me. I can say ‘never mind’, because for me, I just need to get through my life in that way.
3. I cant say I know everything about life, but I do understand what kind of life I wanted to have.

That’s all I can blog about for today and talk about my new year resolution tomorrow.

A week just like a year

Don’t misunderstanding this title above. It does not mean that it was a long long week, but just too many things happened at once and looked like over one year already. And yes, many things could be happened in a week. This so called holiday coming to an end since I back KL. There were lots of meetings going on this week and I just back from Bentong,Pahang because of Project C. It was a project under COS. Doing some activities for the primary and secondary students at two different schools. We were happy to see the children are so happy there. I hope they have learned something even the time we were spending there were very short. I myself have learned and experienced many different things too.

I realized EDUCATION really takes a very long period of time in order to success. It is just not a five hours or one day thing. It might influence some of their thoughts. But we really need to take a lot of effort and patient to do all these things. Enthusiasm and passion are needed. I just felt amaze to see there are still teachers that have passion and heart to teach every student, IS EVERY STUDENT,no matter they are good or bad. We have just so small compared to their BIG HEART~If there are lot more teachers like that at every school, I think there will be less students involve in bully case or criminal or whatever social problems. At least they will try to be a good citizen, good son or daughter, or a good student, with appropriate behavior even their academic performance are not good enough.

For friends that joined this project, I just want to thank them for being part of this and take serious of the awareness on education for the children today. If there are more good people who are not selfish and always willing to help others, the world would better. At least I think no matter how busy I am, how tired I am, I have spend my time wisely and meaningfully.

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Next week will be entered year two. Upgrade to become a senior, the feeling is weird as you will lots of questions from juniors as I will ask lots from my seniors too. The questions were cute, and I don’t know want to say they are cute or what. But I was glad to share my experiences with them as well as guiding them along, just like what my seniors did to me

This newly year and first semester timetable is totally sucks. No body will like it I think. Just the best thing was “It-is-just-a-SHORT-SEMESTER” Pheww~Still, there are lots of things waiting for me to do. I was once felt burden and wanted to give up on something, but I will still try my best to complete my responsibilities as I promised. I hope I could maintain and keep my promise for my academic performance too just like what always keep for my clubs. It’s second year! Should have put more effort on my study since things will be tougher and important for honor calculation. Hope I can balance for both clubs things and study.

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很明显事情的发生的确能够考验人与人之间的感情。无论什么都好，我只想做好自己的本分，至少令自己开心，希望把正能量带给身边的所有人

Project C members with 2 teacher in the middle.

Bonding session at waterfall after the project!

That’s my life. Filled with wonderfulness and happiness. 

What is yours? Choose yourselves.

Melaka trip

Had a trip to Melaka with friends. A simple yet memorable two days trip.

On the first day, I just like a bagpacker who carry two bags, on my Ipod, began my journey alone. As others will go from Ipoh and Qiao will meet up us at Melaka. I go by myself. Seriously I was quite enjoyed to walk around by myself. I just decide my way and explore the way without knowing the exact place, all my by own. Proudly to myself, this is not the first time I travelled alone since I always take train all the way back to hometown and I think it’s quite normal.

I started my journey quite early as I thought to walk around by myself first. So I followed friend’s car back to college, took a RM1 bus to Bangsar LRT and another RM1 to KL Central. Had a breakfast at extremely packed MCD, as I think there was promotion for whatever free things, typical Malaysian huh? Always obsessed with free things. I took my breakfast slowly as I was not rush on time.

A man passed by occasionally while I had my breakfast.  “Are you a Chinese?”  “Yes.” I answered. He started on with talking Mandarin and pursued me to donate for idk what orang asli and said we are Malaysian should help our own people in the country. I enjoyed my burger and listened to him patiently, and when he showed me the list and ask me to write about the donation, I said", “I will go and donate myself if I want to.” He gave me a ‘sienz face’ and said, “every Chinese also said the same thing but who will do it?” I gave him a smile, he walked away and I continued my breakfast.

I have some thought in my mind. I do an exception in Chinese that will really approach to help others, as you said our community by myself, instead of donation, I will do volunteer work which is more useful I think. Secondly, how could I believe people nowadays, especially there were many people else asked for donation at KL Central especially. Couldn’t blame on me as I think it’s really ridiculous to donate in this way, I did donate before, long time ago when I first came to KL, when I was so naïve, but since then I saw a lot people like this so I stop to believe anyone of them, as I said, I can help in other ways. I was like “It was so funny.” when I listened what he said and the look was so sarcastic. “I did nothing wrong.” I told myself, if you really so looking for donation, why don’t you do things in other ways? I just don’t understand, maybe he was  cheating me but it’s so funny he giving me that face, IF HE WAS REAL, still funny as I dont donate he no need to show me THAT FACE, should charity be forced? IN fact, I felt pathetic for the people who need help, who will believe them as there were so many cheater outside the world. I would be one of them, but if you ask for some help, which I think logical, I will help, as we expected help too when we were in trouble.

After that, ignore the stupid fella, finished my breakfast and took another RM1 KTM to Bandar Tasik Selatan in order to take TBS bus to Melaka Central. TBS was well-developed than I thought, it’s new and the system was quite satisfied.

The ticket with my name

Yes, It does look like an airport as ppl said

The sun is so sunny at Melaka

Mahkota Parade, which is small than I thought

Dataran Pahlawan, this is somewhere near Mahkota Parade, we went after teatime with delicious layer cake =)

Have a morning walk at Melaka river

After all, the most fascinating thing at Melaka was the food. Hopefully I was able to taste all the famous but only some delicious food there. The layer cake was the first one I had, and I gave 8 star out of 10 for it, which will be the highest. After that, I had Asam Laksa which located at Jonker Street. So so only for me, because it was so spicy for me~ Got 5 out of 10 star. We also ate cendol there. Use a lot of local Gula Melaka, too sweet for me~ As I also miss the cendol at Johor. Give 4 star only for it. Around 10 at night, we when to Capitol Satay Celup, which is famous there. I thought it was really ‘SATAY’ but it’s actually LOK LOK, which special only for the soup is satay favor. It just special for that, but I think so so only and quite expensive by the way. 6 star for it’s private-made satay sauce maybe. Another day before we back, we finally able to try Chicken rice ball, which is quite special also. I like the design of the restaurant in fact, the rice was fine, but the chicken I do prefer Ipoh Tauge Chicken. 7 star combine with the artistic and classic design of the restaurant.

We walked a lot too. As no transport, we just solely depend on our legs. Even sometimes too tired so travelled with Cap, but WE STILL WALKED A LOT LOT~~My legs were so pain when I took bus back to KL.

Anyway, I do enjoy this trip with my lovely friends. Even it was a bit short and rush, we had our typical fun moment. Looking forward the next bagpack as we promised  

人间蒸发

Being missing on the internet for more than two week. I cant believe that I could live through without internet for such a long period. NO MSN no Facebook, I just feel I was outdated for every minute I wasting my time walk around the house and do nothing. The new semester is just begin and truly I have nothing to do without any textbook or notes. This is my final semester for first year. Easy time will be passed through and hard time will be coming.

And now I am spending my time at OLD TOWN inside the SS2 Mall just beside Ken 3. The best thing to live here is can get yamcha place very easily. I just hope SS2 Mall can develop faster which have even more place to shop, perhaps cinema and redbox can be considered to open here so I can have entertainment very very easily~!!!hahahaha… Maybe I just think too much now…=P

Talking about my new semester. Normally for the first week is a confuse and blur week. For sure, we have to make a hard decision on which elective to take for this semester. I chose Introduction to Design. Frankly, I’m not really into it or like it, and there are no other elective that I like as well. But there have many reason to make me have this decision. It is CHEAP. Would it be my main reason? I don’t know. Perhaps the timetable is still ok and not as sucks as the business subject. No exam but just plain assignment and presentation. Friends said easy to grab an A. And yes they get an A, and my result for last semester is just come out today where all of us thought it will be tomorrow. Surprising me the result, I can get a B from Ms. Winnie. Hurray =)  But I cant maintain my CGPA to 3.0 because of the Sociology =( Anyway, I will try my best to get an A for the intro to design this semester. Of course to all my other subjects as well ^^

Oh ya, having a steamboat time with my COS family yesterday. CHeers guys~ We will go back to Junjong again coming May or June =) 

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没有上网，感觉上就好象与世界脱离了很久这样……与世界连不上什么。没有在网上的世界，我什么都不知道。但至少有活动塞时间，显得没那么无聊，还可以说，我是忙的，忙得没时间上网。其实是忙的。要筹备活动，一大堆等着我。加入了团体，这就是注定要适应的事，而且学到的也有一定的用处。

无可否认，在这段期间，我可能忽略了某些事、某些人、某些需要我去关注，而我却没有去理睬的……对不起，我只能说。我不会分身术。我很希望自己能够把24小时都用在家人与朋友身上。很希望有人想到我、需要我的时候，我能够立刻出现在他们的眼前。可惜我不是超人，是个普通不过的凡人，我也希望能够自私的期望自己需要帮忙时，有那么一个人去分担。

对于自己的忙碌，我只觉得会有一定的收获。不是在于金钱上，而是心灵上的。满足感，是在工作后得到金钱不一定得到的。我很喜欢这种满足感。但生活与现实，还是觉得金钱还是很重要。工作还是要做，课业还是要顾。只能继续寻找那个属于自己的平衡点。

20岁，应该做些20岁应该做的与尝试未做过的……

归

Finally came back from Junjong,Kedah. Our mission again complete. Not perfect enough yet we have try to do our best. Really wanted to thanks everyone who have given support and helped a lot during these few days.

这次虽然这是回乡区区4天，办了活动两天。但是我已觉得身心疲惫。总觉得自己慢慢的老了。身体都有点支撑不住。却还是要继续的扮到很有活力，很尽力充沛。因为我觉得我需要扮演这个角色，就像一直打不死的蟑螂，不停的往前冲，希望能把活力与快乐带给别人。目的就是如此简单、单纯。

忙碌是值得的。我在忙碌中学习。在生活中吸取经验，成长。我觉得这样的生命很无悔。至少我疯过，我曾有过如此的岁月。别人有的，我可能没有。但是我有的，我觉得已经够了。

有时候是总是那么的不完美，看开了，你就会发觉，其实也没有什么大不了。只要你认为美，没有什么是不完美的。没有什么好挑剔，我只能说我的乐观已超出别人的想像范围。我学着去接受一切，别人认为的美与不美。

对于新家，本身是觉得自己会糟蹋屋主的房子。因为实在太美了。也忙了半天去整理。虽然还有很多事情需要解决，也有很多事等着我去解决。既然这么多，也一时间解决不来，就慢慢来吧，比较快 =)

这次回去出息的人数有点少了，但是也感谢部分忠实的aunty和小朋友们！

我可爱的家人们 =)

可爱的组员们~

♥ 在义家，和我可爱的义弟义妹们♥

珍惜与感恩 这每一刻  ♥

1.1.11

不懂得怎么开始写这篇文章，但却有很多东西想和大家分享。这个新年过得有点疲惫，因为刚从camp回来，大家都‘玩得’或是被折磨得很够力，但是又不想就这么浪费这个倒数新年的时刻，结果大家就硬撑到早上三四点才肯睡觉。简单的倒数，但对我来说却是特别的。少了某些东西，却多了一些不一样的。对于取舍，自己算是拿捏得不错了。

对于过去的一年，都过得很充实。加入了下乡团是我最大的获益。遇到了不同的人，大家却有着同样的梦想，一起经历过、欢笑过、哭过……这样的一年，我学会了看化一切。记得珍惜，一直是我的座右铭。但珍惜会使到自己不舍或感到不开心的话，不如学会释放。一生中遇到的人太多，我们都可能来不及抓住任何一个，但是不要紧，曾经拥有也是一种美。回忆总是美，就像烟花一样，我们都抓不住那一瞬间要消失的烟花，但是却能把那美丽换成记忆，记得那意义，人生的经历不过就是如此吗？

人一直一直地成长，但是我觉得真正的成长，是在于自己有多了解自己，是否意识到自己在成长着……当然我是指心灵上与思想上。在这已熟悉的陌生城市生活了快要两年，成长是必然，我没有要耍老的意思，只是觉得自己也慢慢踏入了2字头的命运，是不能再耍白痴或写一些没有思想的东西了。20岁，要跨出那个界限之前，我对自己说要保持坚强，做好心理准备去迎接这个阶段要面对的一切，要学习，不断的学习不同的东西，提醒自己不要再犯同样的错误，要尽量做回自己。

在立定目标前，我要先谢谢一直默默为我加油的妈妈，永远不会离弃我的家人，还有所有陪我一起经历成长的朋友，因为有你们，我才不会孤单的话着……

 Port Dickson的海与天空

我喜欢海，因为有自由的感觉，吹着海风，听着海浪的声音，我活着。

活在同一片天空下，你听到我的声音吗？

下乡人，一家人。

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Friends, thank you for everything and let the past stay at the past. Should let the memories keep sweet and beautiful always. No matter what I’ve done to you badly, do forgive me. I would like to use the time in the future, perhaps in this year, I try my best to play a part to become your better friend. 

It’s time to recharge myself and prepare for the journey in 2011.

Gar  you  to you and me =)

辩

精辨终于圆满结束……

这几天　都没有让自己好好休息过……

这是一味的忙忙忙……

忙到自己也觉得有点过火了……

是否真的要这么的对待自己？　我责问自己

每一次当自己最忙的时候 我都会这么问

要知道值不值得……

朋友说我是个‘理性鬼’……

有时候真的对于自己的过于理性感到辛苦

有时候想太多　顾虑太多

令到自己过于执着

所有东西都有好与坏的一面……

只是你站在那一个观点去看

就像是看了这么多场的辩论

正方与反方的立场 其实都能成立

但辩论的定义 与争议 是有待讨论的

我无法否认人生 其实就像是场辩论

每一天 我们都在和别人辩论 甚至于自己的矛与盾辩论着

就像辩论 输赢其实并不重要

赢的那方 只是有明确的论点 看起来合理所以赢了……

但是到头来 过程 才是我们需要真正去体会的……

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说到看了这么多场的辩论

无可置疑 晋级的都是强手

区区中学生就有如斯的想法 我真的为社会感到欣慰

但当然以他们自己有一套想法为前提

而并不是单靠教练的指导

如果真的是如此的话 他们又肯为社会付出的话

我是觉得国家 甚至世界 真的有救了

但不谈国家 不谈政治

我只想说 这几天学到了不少东西

华语有急速进步了一些……=P

但相对的我知道自己也失去了某一些东西

可能在忙的时候忽略了别的朋友地感受

我只想说声对不起 我真的无法同时间顾虑到这么多东西

然而我发觉 当一个人成长时 看事情的层面会变得不同

处理方式也会一样随着更改了

学者去接受 随和 不想做无谓的争执与理论

有时候 过得去 开心 就好了

可能有时候结果真的很重要

但是对我来说 过程 是不可缺少的 =)

神圣·婚礼

I am not suppose to say how tired this wedding trip was. I am not suppose to say how rush we all were. I am not suppose to say how amazing the feeling it was during our 'private night car talk’ along the journey. I am not suppose to say some feeling just get into my heart that easily. There are many things I wanted to share with, for this two days lost to my lovely lecturer—Ms. Jasamine’s JB wedding.

Yeap it was firstly a crazy journey to go JB at 12midnight. And we reached Hui Kee’s house about 3something in the morning. 2 hours later get up at 6something, getting dressed, off to video shooting, and this is my all day long for this particular wedding.

But really feel grateful because this is my first time went to  a Christian’s wedding, which is very different from traditional Chinese wedding. The feelings brought to me at the Church was really amazing and unexplainable. I just hardly to express in words. Please allow me continue with Chinese…

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真的觉得获益良多。对于这场婚礼，仓促、繁忙、劳累……但是这一切我都觉得很值得。 至少在感觉上，心灵上，很满足……也真的很感动……

第一次，全程拍摄一个完整的婚礼。

第一次，感受到那份爱可以真的那么的纯真。

第一次，看到那对坚定不移的眼神、紧握的双手，而感动。

当新郎签下婚姻协议书

当新郎当场作一首歌来表达对新娘的爱意

当新郎 与新娘 宣誓 要一起走到老时

当新郎紧紧握着新娘的手，把戒指套上的那一刻

我都觉得这一切都来得不容易

很神圣，并无法形容的感觉

真的要亲身站在现场，才能真正地感受到

我实在无法形容那已失去感觉……

但是真的很深刻

那压抑的激动

相信这就是世上的希望

对爱的希望

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我是一个很难相信爱的人，对于爱，我觉得很虚幻，没有保障，更没有永恒。朋友说我太理性。可能吧。但是今天的这场婚礼真的有触动到自己感性的那面了。真的要掉下眼泪，就在新郎新娘宣誓的那一刻。我觉得很真，真的觉得有一份真爱其实是存在的……感觉真的可以有那么一对人，深深地爱着对方，肯为对方牺牲，包容对方的一切……一切都发生在那一刻……也真太不可思议了……因为真正地感受到那份悸动与喜悦……已超越一切……

我感受到了，也领略不少……

有时候，无声胜有声

只想祝福这一对新人幸福快乐……在你们的‘主’关怀下，能够一起走到生命的最后……

下乡成功@我是下乡人！

终于从吉打三芭央新村下乡回来……
我们29位团员正式成为下乡人……
在这说短不断说长不长的六天五夜里……
我们都感触良多……
彼此都学到了很多……
无论在村民身上，
家长、小孩子、中学生、青年们……
我们都在彼此身上得到了一起珍贵的回忆……

还记得当初单纯的想在下乡玩……
懵懂的踏入了下乡的路途……
有很多人中途离开了……
也有不少人肯坚持……
陪伴着、牵引着……
一直走到最后……
若不是缘分……
我们并不会成为眼前一团和气的“下乡人，一家人”

我们再一起抱着期待的心情来到了三芭央……
第一天的期待转成害怕……
在村民、义父义母们的热情之下……
我们变得勇敢……
变得更加的努力去做好每一个活动……
第一天可能做的不是很好……
但是没关系……
我们告诉自己……
我们还有接下来的五天……
结果我们一天做得比一天好……
跟大人们、小孩子们、青年团们……
都建立了一种密切的关系……

很喜欢大家玩我们的游戏……
很喜欢大家互相交流的时刻……
很喜欢大家一起笑的时候……
很喜欢大家一听到歌曲就跳起手语或舞蹈的时候……
很喜欢大家抱在一起哭的时候……

很可惜的……
感情越深……
就越不舍得……
辛苦建立的关系……
却随着时间流逝……
我们都要回到自己的生活了……
想发了一场梦一样……
但是……
我相信这一切都不是梦……
这是真实的……
因为这份热情还深深地印在我脑海……
我相信以后我们回乡还是会感觉到那份真诚……

谢谢全体团员……
第五届精英下乡团是最棒的！
谢谢三芭央新村里的所有人……
你们的热情我们都感受到了……
我们会再回来的！

“你是我生命中的朋友~”
大家一定要保持联络……
回乡再见……

I ♥ camp!!!!!

It's my 3rd time camp. Suddenly go to camp so frequently in this two weeks time. I just felt so exhausted and tired as I'm a super even hyperactive there  =P

I let myself just being as mad or crazy or high as possible so that I could enjoyed all the time. Honestly, it was another meaningful,memorable yet not as enjoyed and bond as the last bonding camp. But I do appreciate what the team are work inside the camp. It's true that we do communicate and help each other during all the activities. We run quite little outdoor games but it's already tired and excited enough. The first activity we run on at night admired me so much because it was a night jungle trekking. I had never go into jungle at night especially without lights! We went in the jungle in a line with group of people and just one person carry one torch light in front to lead the whole line and another person carry another one at the back. Moreover, the lights are not always on but just blink for few seconds. We forced to walk in dark and hands in hands so that we could support each other if any incident. We lost twice but yet we able to finish the whole journey and back safety.

Another day was "water balloon war" between two team. It was extremely fun as I'm the attacker in the war. It's fun too I run towards and hit the 'enemy'!(It's fun to hit people with water balloon!!!!XD) As I do hit by the 'enemy' too. Luckily, my size give me an advantage to escape from all those attacks.(wahahaha~) At last, our team won the game =D  It was fun yet tired and cause my back pain because too active when running all around the 'war zone'. Another admirable activity was "flying fox" that first had in our camp (we are the 1st batch to have it =) ) It's a bit scary but I just cant wait to accept this challenge because I never try before. For sure I like the excitement bring from this activity although my head was bang to a tyre.

There were also many talks and discussion work in this camp which bring so much boredom to us. However, what Mr. Joel and Mr. Sherson said were all meaningful speeches and we have to take and look into carefully in our life. There was a meaningful quotes that reminded me so much in my life. It is a quote by Chareles Reade: "I sow a thought, I reap an action, I sow an action, I reap a habit, I sow a habit, I reap a character, I sow a character, I reap a DESTINY."
We have to think of everything first before we could reach the destiny. It's not easy to reach our destiny, but in order to be there, we have to think of it first! Think of our future, we might reach our destiny at the end.

Same as the last camp, I leart so much from it as well as make some new friends and being close with more friends. I now are half filled with camping experiences and I think that it was good for us in order to growth stronger and wiser in life. It's not just fun and enjoyed but we could really take lessons and experiences from it.  

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I believe there are something we could learnt for everything we have done. As same goes to the camp that I have gone throughout this two weeks. I appreciate every friends that gone through all this with me, also I appreciate everything that I have learnt not just influence me for this two week but my life in the future. Cheers for everything and always appreciate with your heart =)

Nonstop busy life

Remember last friday I was back to Ipoh....
I went back KL immediately on Saturday afternoon....
Feeling so idiot and waste of time....
I just making myself tired, busy and just like a stupid....

Wrote my feeling immediately after the concert.....
==============SHE CONCERT======================
又从怡保赶回KL……

真的是来匆匆去匆匆……
原本打算星期日才回的……
但是姐姐一大早来到说有免费的VIP票去看SHE的演唱会！！！
是我期待了很久都想去看的演唱会！！！
在心有不甘之下……
问她有没有多一张票可以让我去……
因为我姐夫的哥哥是做“银河”的……
等等等……
直到了3点多我才收到消息……
有多两张票！！！！

YEAH!我立刻联络能陪我去看的人……
结果约了曦文……
我立刻叫纪元在我去bus stop，又赶回去了……
终于6点多我回到了……
又立刻赶去bukit jalil…
我真的什么都不管了……

为了SHE真的牺牲了很多……
为了她们赶来赶去……
为了她们没吃东西……
为了她们累剩半条命……
但是一切都是值得的……=D
虽然坐的位置不是很清楚地看到她们……
但是能感受到那种现场的气氛就足够了……

在这里要谢谢我的姐姐，姐夫帮我拿免费的票……
谢谢在我去搭车的纪元……
还有陪我看演唱会的曦文……
没有你们……
我也不能顺利的看到这场演唱会……
=============TASKs to complete====================
There are many tasks for me to complete this few weeks....
Feeling exhausted and tired to do all the things....
Firstly...just completed my human communication gruop assignment which I really touch at very last minutes...
though, we managed to finish it due date =)
Another task is community service....
I know it was the program that I choose for myself...
So I couldnt blame anyone but appreciate the busy life that it gives me....
As I've learnt so much and get so much fun from it =P
Hope we all will enjoy the bonding camp that will be held on this Friday to Sunday....

Feeling tired to say that my schedule on this Thursday is full.....
I cant say that the Fun fair tha will be held for the open day is extremely troublesome and lame....
Who will have that time to play all 50 games along the corridoor?
Sucks~~~
Somemore I have a sport carnival that will be held on the same day 4pm.
Means I have to rush to Wisma HELP immediately after the fun fair....
How terrible it is....@.@
Anyway, I should take rest now to charge my lost energy...

I‘m back·home 我回来了……

终于……
delay了又delay……
我终于回到了家……
有一种欲诉却无法说出的感觉……
有很多话想跟妈妈说……
可是她却忙着睡觉……

3个礼拜罢了……
家里的摆设不同了……
我突然觉得有点不一样的感觉……
就是那种熟悉却又陌生的感觉……
但是最重要还是……我回家了……
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时间真的过得很快……
在KL忙碌的生活过得特别快……
三个星期就好像过了一整年一样……
真是度日如年……

短短的三个星期
就在KL帮朋友庆祝了两个生日……
反而怡保的朋友只收到我的电话跟msg而已……
真的很对不起……
我真能做到的就是这些……
但我知道冥冥中自有人会在你们的身边……
希望你们都有个难忘的生日……
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忘了说大佬，Kevin，Alvis‘护送’我回怡保……xp
带了大佬和kevin吃dinner+宵夜~
Alvis去了哪里就不方便透露了……XD
特别提醒他们我那里的“滑蛋河”要等一个小时……（先给他们心理准备……）
结果等了一个小时半终于有的吃了……
还好他们都觉得好吃……
别人出外买手信，他们就当食物是手信拿回KL派……
哈哈~希望他们都吃得开心……
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为什么我回来的都是假期……
搞到我什么都不能做……
JPJ没有开，Maybank更加不用说……
结果只剪了头发……
累……
很想什么都不做……
但是Calculus还有一大堆……
@.@

From Ipoh to Kedah+Penang+Pulau Langkawi

原本的7人之旅……
变成了如今的4人之旅……
大佬载着YY从KL驾车到怡保找我……
我们就开始了北马之旅……

终于到了吉打……

盛产稻米的州属……

很喜欢那里的平静……

至少那绿悠悠的稻田让人感到舒服的……

吃了晚餐……

就直接开车到槟城吹吹海风……

四个人很容易疯……

半夜回家睡觉……

第二天……

又赶去码头搭船……

出发到Langkawi了……

因为不想太赶……

原本打算玩一天也变成了两天……

这趟旅程……

去wildlife park很普通，但很好玩……

上cablecar不特别，但很舒服……

吃海鲜大餐很奢侈，但很值得……

出海潜水看鱼很累，但很难忘……

早早起来看不到日出很失望……

但……

我看到了美丽的夜空……

那晚……是我最享受的晚上……

吹着海风、听着海浪声……

看着自己最喜欢的那片天空……

什么烦恼都忘了……

那是我最向往的生活……

我尝试过了……

真的有那么一点的不舍……

真的要谢谢Alvis的亲戚……

如果不是他，我们也住不到免费的apartment和代步的车……

这次的旅程……

真的很享受……

真的没有后悔能在开学之前玩个痛快……

新学期要开始了……

上个sem的成绩不是很满意……

只希望下个sem能好好的加油……

不能再像现在一样什么都ON了……

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对了……

今天是2009年的最后一天……

对于2009年……

那是自己出去生活的新开始……

现在也熟悉了……

不会再害怕孤单了……

回想起这年……

我又长大了……

虽然外表还是那样……[没长高>.<]

但是出去生活了……

人自然而然就会变了……

我承认我变了……

无论外表，心境……

我多多少少都变了……

但是我的心还是一样……

以家人为第一……

以朋友为第二……

曾经在心里重要的人……

你们还是一样重要……

不同的是我又多了班朋友……

这是人生的过程吧……

有些东西可能增加……

有些可能减少……

几时加，几时减

我们都不知道……

但至少我们曾经拥有过、珍惜过……

可能又是这样讲很俗……

这可能是我的本性吧……

从不希望自己遗憾的度过……

至少能把遗憾减到最低吧……

2009年……

我过着新的生活……

毫无遗憾的认识了新的朋友……

但也不会忘了我最长的旅程的大家庭……

在2010年……

也就是明天……

我希望我能继续以乐观的态度过着我想要的生活……

身边的人都开开心心的过着……

这就是我简单的新年愿望了……

Happy NEw Year ^.^

OutingssS & Merry Christmas~

Was going out and out everyday....
23th back to KL shopping with 5 shopaholics.....
They are all crazy when see the sales all around....
And we used the whole day to shop and walk....
It's tiring.....
But really fun =)

And yesterday....
Going out for "Alvin & Chipmunks 2" in the afternoon.....
Although I haven watch the 1st one....
The chipmunks and chipettes are SOOO cute and fun~

At night.....
Having a small gathering at my house....
I felt bit disappointed.....
And wondering what is this gathering for?
Lots and lots people absent on gathering...
Feeling losing.....
What I doing was just to forget about everything....
I just need a fun night with whoever friends want to be with me.....
I think I was succeed for certain level
as I still have friends to be with me until late night....

Thank you all my beloved friends.....
Thanks for appreciate all this....
And maybe we wont have such Christmas night coming years....

Merry Christmas everyone =)

=Tmr continue my holiday plans=

假期 vs 忙碌

~假期~
短短的假期又结束了……
我是时候回到现实……
专心的读书……

开学以来……
我知道自己的心从来没有回来过……
直到现在也依依不舍……
似乎又忘记了自己原始的目的……
很讨厌这样的自己……

好了……
假期结束了……
过去那几个星期……
有朋友的陪伴……
真的要说声谢了……
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~无奈~
看着那不停闪着的电脑……
真的很想对着它爆粗……
又不能拿去弄……
我没有电脑我会死……T.T
希望它能捱到12月……
那我就能带它去修了……
修几个礼拜也没问题……
你现在闪也没关系……
我都可以顶下去……
但是千万不要在这最关键的十几个星期坏掉……[不要整个黑掉>.<]
我会死给你看……………………X.X

换了window 7……
没办法……
graphic是美了……
算了……
接受吧……
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~还是无奈~[还有点不爽自己……]
很喜欢买了东西的单不keep着……
结果有warranty的东西……
变得没价值……
我几时才肯改掉这种坏习惯？
hardisc是这样……
电脑也是这样……
为什么就是要被人觉得自己很没用、很没责任？
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~忙碌~
想到接下来的几个礼拜会很忙……
就没心情了……
assignments涌着来……
quiz……mid-term……
presentation……
又final了……
说到好像很快……
希望快点过去……
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~哀悼~[又一个经典永眠了……]
听说臼井仪人去世了……
可能很多人不认识他……
但是蜡笔小新这个角色却家喻户晓……
记得蜡笔小新……
又是我的童年……
对我来说……他也是个经典……
可惜……
蜡笔小新没续集了……T.T






发泄完了……
希望自己的心情能够好些……

Genting trip(1st vacation with HELP's friends)

I din plan to put so much photo here
As I edi upload nearly 100 photo in my facebook....
Walao....
cant put somemore and repeat again....
tired u know?haha~

Just briefly talk bout it la~
As what you see is what you get....
U can see how happy and fun we were during our trip.....
hahaha~

On the way to Genting...The air was full of mist...

Is sweet la~haha~

Chocolate making process...

Eiii~Bryant so generous~took photo for all of us~
unfortunately din have any photo with all ppl~>.<

Dut ur mouth~haha~copyright from the baby~xp

True or dare game began~~
Holding baik-baik and dance la~haha~

~Yuan 1~hugging~
Adam and Milo really gt yuan lo~haha~

~Yuan 2~touching nose~
Kena again 2nd time...

Surprise!!!!

~Yuan 3~
wow~real one?
all camera prepared so well~
and who's hand izit?so bad ya~
haha~
I know Milo will be going to kill me~hahahaha~

Glady going to kill me oso~wakaka~
Chris no longer live oso~Ryan don angry ya~xp

We played almost all the outdoor games
with the bad weather....raining-stop-raining-stop-raining again-weather...

We played crazily with the indoor games
when raining heavily outside...

We took as much as photo
whenever we felt bored and jus wan have fun....

We were so stupid that to take wrong road
and get lost at Genting...=='''

We were so tired
but still don want to sleep and played games till early morning....

We played true or dare and most of them were so dare enough...
[Truly from my heart....U guys are so dare that I'm not dare enough~hahaha~]

We can play ''KILLER" till early morning
just not close our eyes....=.=

We all exhausted as din sleep well
and the real is we don wan get to sleep...>.<

Thanks......
Friends....
So fun to end this sem 1 with joyful and meaningful trip...
Going to meet u all again during sem 2~
Take best care and don get involve in H1N1 ya~^^

Let's say goodbye to this mystery place... :)

Last weekend

存了很多草稿在blog里~
写不完……
因为没时间……
因为很累……
因为我玩到疯了……

话说星期四晚上orientation nite之后
我就偷偷潜进了住在residence的朋友的房间……
要谢谢vivian咯~虽然她极力邀请我去……但礼貌上还是要谢谢她的~XD
那是我第一天不够睡~[差不多一点多两点才睡~=.=]
一大早七点就起床了……
还要打包balik kampung~

很不容易等到12点……
yeah~终于可以回了……
先在KAMPAR下车去BBQ home趴~
星期六才回怡保~
很兴奋很兴奋……
金宝的部分会po在最长の旅程［敬请期待～］

在金宝过了一夜……
我们就一起回怡保了……
一天给了朋友
另一天应该给家人了……
很想念家～
哥哥也回来了……
很开心大家终于整齐的在一起了……［这很难得～］
虽然只是短短的一天……
我还是很享受那短短与家人团聚的时光……

那种感觉……
是很特别的……
每次都是这样……
无论和朋友、和家人……
我很喜欢大家聚在一起的感觉……
我是个不甘寂寞的人……
一个喜欢热闹的人……
我很爱我身边的每一个人……

我希望在我有生之年能花多些时间在他们的身上……
这样说可能有点夸张……
但是对我来说
我不知道自己还有多少年……
多少月……多少天……甚至多少个小时……
如果可以的话我可以少睡一点
辛苦一点
多留一些回忆在这个世界上……

注：讲到好像要死这样～其实是自己贪玩啦～什么聚会都要去～玩就玩啦～这是我给自己的借口～哈哈哈～吹咩？XD

开学前的假期—Pangkor之旅[part 5]

Pangkor之旅之阴天假期[part5--海~我们要回家了~]
差不多11点
我们就回chalet收拾东西准备check out了……

在房里拍一张照再走~

打包好了~准备走人~

临还车前拍一张照~

我们还傻到去那里买马镖试试运气~~

结果输掉了~运气麻麻~XD

然后我们再去一个地方拍完要拍的
就去还车，再走路去搭船回lumut了……
那辆船还真慢
我们都在船上睡着了……
只有阿宋还在对外死拍~
阿焦更厉害~睡到我们叫都不醒~

我们在船上又玩自拍了……

在船上阿宋还是死拍~

到了lumut后，我们还有时间就去附近的KFC吃吃东西
然后分享那里的一切

到了lumut~~还拍~

拍下我们的纪念品……

阿焦拾的~我看到很美下叫他给我~

美燕买给他同事的纪念品……

很快时间又过去了

我们也搭上回家的巴士

要说一下那辆巴士
实在炸到咯~
冷气一下又一下没[大多数都没~]
都不要紧~
还有兜来兜去在那些学生wor~
Shit~很顶不顺咯！
很不容易我们挨了三粒钟~
一到步我们马上下车……
终于回到家了……感觉真好~[因为实在太累了……]

后记：pangkor那种生活是我很向往的……但是在现实当中要一个年轻人生活在一个这样的乡村，我想，还是想好了……我不可能受得了这种沉闷的生活的……可能以后吧~以后老年的生活，我一定会选择在海边……在海边买一间屋，然后在那里过一些很靠近大自然的生活……想象力真丰富~XD 但是以后有机会的话，我也会跟朋友再来这里玩……因为久不久过下大自然的生活也还不错……

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