Christmas around the corner

Woots~!!!Have change my playlist to Christmas song. Just want to let people to feel the atmosphere of ‘Christmas is near by!’ My Christmas mood will be ON soon~immediately after my final =D

I know that I was crazy with blog recently. haha~I just cant control myself to write something on Windows Live Writer =P totally in love with blog now no matter you say me was a bit over or sometimes just bullshitting on my blog. Anyway, this is my blog and I have my own rights to write whatever here (this is the best thing to blog!). And I want to thank Lala~who is always the one keep track on my blog and post comment here =D thanks really~ I know there are some my other friends who will see this. But I’m sure not everyone has such patient to read through every single words in detail. (who cares again?)

I blog my life. That’s all I wanted to say. Not purposely for who, but particularly for myself. This is where the passion is lighted up. I just enjoy what I am doing now. I don’t mind to share this to my friends if I get to know this might motivates them, let them to think or get to me closer. All post have its own meaning and what make this post special because this is written by me with my sudden thought, the thought might not be come again.

Anyway, merry Christmas in advanced. Will get back to KL later and fight for my final on Monday and Wednesday. I think there wouldn’t be long updates for next few weeks. Take care =)

Inspiration from movies

I have been stayed at home this two days, did not study but watching movies at home. Felt guilty of course but I just not in study mood   Talking about the movies, I was terribly in love with the brilliant movies which inspiring me a lot, (—”3 idiots” and “Eat, Pray, Love” ) two different kinds of movies, but give me different inspiration about life. It tells me something happened might not be happened in this way. Likewise, life is full with fate, but somehow, if we willing to make a change, it will change. “Live life more creatively”, this is what I get from the movie “3 idiots”. Something just doesn’t necessary to be like this, fixed or unchangeable, perhaps we must have a ‘think’ to make change, and that’s reason why we have Bill Gates and Mark Zuckerberg as well. Not because they are brilliant man or own an incredible IQ, they just willing to make change with their creative mind. Life doesn’t necessary to go with plan, as plan made by us, should be decided by us, and have the ability to change by us.

And I watched another movie this afternoon, spending a couple of hours to watch it seriously. “Eat, Pray, Love”, a movie cost me 3 hours. Fortunately I get something from it. It was another inspiring movie. I just love the way the female character lives for her life. Although not being lovely for half of her life before, but she finally realized there are something more important to be exposed but not just live like an ordinary citizen (educated, worked, married, and live happily forever after). Is that a real life for us? For Liz (the main female character), she doubted. Maybe everyone should have this process, get educated, get a job which is nice paid, get a good relationship, get married, compose a family, wait your life until the end, death. And many think that this should be “normal life”. And as we are “normal human”, we should be just accept the normal things, do the normal things.  I mean what kind of life should be that? I cant really accept it, perhaps give me a reason, cant me just be a bit extraordinary? as I believe everyone has own uniqueness.   

This movie also evokes my dream—to travel around the world and get to know other countries culture. It just a BIG idea that in my mind many years ago. To get more exposure, see around the world, is always my dream, maybe many other people’ dream. Isn’t it amazing if you get to know the language, the culture of a country, even get to know the story of a street girl or boy. Listen to their story and compare their life with yours. You will find how lucky you were to be in this world. And how much I wanted to collect all different kind of stories around any corner of the world and share with others. To let the world know or notice that, there are some people around somewhere are having some kind of problems, but they are still alive and never give up in life. Compared to what the citizens who live in prosperous with lots of luxuries. they will never know the feeling and appreciate what they own.

Life is still going on, like my blog title said, is MUST go on~

Maybe you will say I ‘m too much into the movies, it still written or create by someone, it not gonna work in real life, we must face the reality…..blablabla…. But who cares? Perhaps it brings some meaningful inspiration to me, to evoke something that in my mind. I believe I can do it in my future, to chase my dream, and that time, reality will tell. =)

 

 

 

 

Life is about sharing

I found that I have blogged too much recently…just too many things need to share out when I saw something, experience something or feel something. In fact, I am just too free to blog whenever I get back to home, and just feel ‘very in blog mood’ when I sit in such a comfortable living room. Being at home is always the best, when we grew older, when we stay further, we will know the nostalgic feeling for not being at home at ‘miss home badly’ moment. For sure, I wont have that feeling now.

So what I ‘m going to share with for today?

Well, I have added a ‘like’ button at my blog post, which is quite out-dated as I saw my friends already have it. But it just look ‘not bad’ if you have some Facebook gadgets in your blog (like the badge all that). Another out-dated things which most active bloggers might be using long time ago is Window Live Writer. Even I know it was a bit old and stay in my laptop for a very long period but I just ignore it, and now only I started using it. But I found it is really awesome because there are lots more options and easy to blog just like using Microsoft word. So bloggers(who don’t know this), and you are frequent updater(like me,), WLW would be highly recommended to you.

Artistically talking, I also started to discover more about Adobe Premier Pro as I need to do some video editing stuffs during my holiday. It is quite stressful as both videos also important, even one of it will be the weeding clips of my lecturer. I just want to do as perfect as I can~! Oh I realize that what I exposed recently were all related to ART!!! Maybe I’m just born to have an artist character, but sadly I was not talented enough   Anyhow, I still love doing artistic things and nothing going to break my heart on ART

a psycho who love art

Touch

又没有一首歌
能够影响你的心情？
如果有的话
那你也会明白我的心情

一直一直的　重复

听着一首歌……

一首能够打入自己内心的歌……

那旋律……

那声音……

就简简单单的……

进入了　内心的最深处

第一次听
就爱上了
也是第一次听
不知道是不是配合道心情
两行泪　不知觉的就这么流了下来

要用一首歌来打动我
其实是满容易的……
因为自己很容易被简单的旋律与声音　
吸引　然后感动

很感性的说

我喜欢用一首歌来述说自己的心情

那这首歌又没有述说到自己的心情？

我不知道

我只感受到一点莫名的感动
觉得人生短暂
自己是不是也应该找个人来爱了？
不用惊讶　也不必觉得我发娇什么的
我只是突然觉得　有时候
一个人的时候
也真的很需要一个人来陪
伤心时　有人来安慰
至少在你找不到朋友来述说时
那个人会发挥作用

以前总觉得　一个人　也可以过得很好

现在　也没觉得　有什么了

一个人　两个人　都好

一直都在寻找着

那个　能够感受到自己心跳的人

当你真正看的懂的时候

明白我的心情的时候

你就成功进入了

就像这首歌一样……

简单的唱入了我的心里……

♥Please dont let me go

I just wanna stay

Cant u feel my heartbeat?

Giving me away ♥

探

Again spending some time on blogs walking...
Is just like going to a person's door and explore what is it inside...
I enjoyed doing this of course...
Not like exploring or stalking about a person...
But to understand a person more in depth...
May a simple word bring something to u as well as the writer...
A sentence that may contain something...
A paragraph that may express some feelings...
U would never know a person until you really see what they post and what you understand from the post...
This would be the most interesting part....
As the bit and pieces, bring a huge and meaningful expression and emotion by a person
Amazing isn't it?

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其实是
很喜欢看了别人的部落格
突然有感而发
想写一些东西 回复他们

p/s: 不想你们对号入座……
只是想发表自己的想法罢了……

曾几何时的自己 也天真地以为 能够找到了解自己的人……
但出到来社会……
工作过、现实过……
才懂得这一切并不容易……
并不是了解这么简单……
这包含了 信任 与那份没有包含任何添加素的真情……

我也以为很了解自己……
才发觉 要写出一个关于自己性格之类的……
有很多可以写……
但也写不出……
因为自己一直在变……
就算此时此刻我多么的了解我自己想要这么做……
但下一刻我不敢保证我会不会后悔……
所以我作的结论是 连我自己的不懂我自己……
其实要别人懂我，更难……
－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－
说到了解一个人……
有时候你会发觉当和别人相处久了……
你‘以为’你会很了解那个人……
有时候并不是的……
或许我这么说……
你并不懂有些事情对他来说是多么的重要……
而有些事对他来说 根本就是玩笑……
对我来说 很多时候我都可以以一些比较幽默的方式来带过……
一笑而过，并不是那么容易能够做到……
至少我的忍耐度比较强……
对于自己的某一些原则
真的会很认真地看待……
一旦原则被打破……
生气 是必然
但在生气的当时
脑袋一会不停的转
那两立的抗战又再出现……
想必 现实那方 又作出了胜利的表现……

能发泄出来时好事……
至于能不能改变事实……
其实对于这点　我还是觉得不要抱太大的希望会比较适合
就好象我说的‘我们好象很了解一个人，但是你其实也并不是很懂他’一样
至少被你说‘了解他’的那个人会觉得‘你凭什么觉得你很了解我？’
很多时候我们都很希望被了解……
希望别人知道我们想要什么
但是人是矛盾的
当你说了解他的时候，
他就会觉得被拆穿、被冒犯的感觉……
所以要理清这一点　
其实真正了解一个人，不需言语上的表现
细微的关心与沉默　表达的或许更多
－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－
对我来说
要了解我
是个绝对艰难与复杂的的process……
因为‘被拆穿的感觉’会比‘希望被了解的感觉’来的重
不喜欢被看透……
但喜欢看透人
我变态
但我读的是psychology并不是psycho~

思

终于忙完了前阵子的考试……
这个礼拜属于娱乐活动……
再来就是回家准备另外一场战争……
战争后，又是一大堆的plan……
忙读书……
忙娱乐……
忙着玩……
忙着做一些自己想要做的东西……
我忙……
我会急躁……
但是忙自己喜欢的东西……
我可见得真的不是很介意……

很讨厌自己处在乐观与悲观的矛盾之间……
很希望自己不要那么的现实……
但是事实告诉我们……
人就是要现实的……
你不现实……
只会对自己残忍……
让自己活在那天真无邪的世界……
可能真的与世无争……
但是有谁又会那么甘心……
静静的活着而莫不出声？
但往往就是我们的‘不甘心’……
害到自己自己不开心……

每件事情在每个人心中的重量都不同……
我并不认为自己很会分……
但是至少我自己会衡量……
有时候也只能劝自己不要把事情看得那么的重……
就好象自己背着一颗石头一样……
也只是看你自己怎么去背……
才不会让自己觉得沉重……
如果觉得那颗石头不重要的话……
可以放下就放下吧……
但相反的，那对你很重要……
那你就要换个做法……

方法与态度真的很重要……
你可能会用错方法……
但是忽略了态度……
那意义在哪里？

Verstande

1. 有时候纯粹不想说话，就这样……
2. 很多事情都有两面，看你往哪一方面去想、去看……
3. 我看到了两面……所以会矛盾，会迟疑……
4. 在处于两立的世界，我无处可去……
5. 闭关了两天……心情也沉淀了许多……
6. 明天要面对‘社会学’考试，心想尽力了就好，看来还是逃不过命运……
7. 有些想法会改变……但有些会一直一直的出现在脑海……
8. 在学习着不跟风，不轻易被人影响，去证明自己是有思想的……
9. 开朗的我就快回来了……那黑夜会被天明取代……
10. 结束了，其实只是想硬硬写到第十句……

p/s: 话说这个title只想学以致用……verstande 是德文……understanding的意思……读socio读到疯了……

糟·空

只想说心情很糟
完全没有读书的心……
只是感觉到很疲惫……
不想被命运左右……
试着反抗……
但却发觉无论你多么的努力
一次又一次的对抗着
结果还是敌不过命运
最累的不是要努力的对抗……
而是在努力过后却改变不了命运……
这才是令人最累最无奈的事了……
无论我多么的相信努力能改变命运
但是现实告诉我
你不够它斗的……

今天的自己很悲观
只是此刻的我无法去乐观
不要批评我的悲观
不用置疑
我只是想写下自己现在的心情与想法
不用刻意的安慰
如果需要的话早就post在面子书了……
张贴在这里……
只想保留那么一点的空间给自己……
或许看到这一切的你……
会明白我的心情……
谢谢你的关心
至少你会去看完这篇文章……
我的乐观会回来的……