25.4.10

看戏看疯了

真的不敢相信自己……
竟然能够在短短几天……
煲完3套台湾偶像剧……
简单的来说……
我对偶像剧是没有什么好感的……
看,纯粹是闷……
或者期待着偶像会有什么演技上的突破……
结论是……
演技上是可以接受啦……
但是剧情就有点……
来来去去不是你骗我,就是我骗你……
喜欢来喜欢去……
爱来爱去到最后还不是会在一起……
虽然对白有时会有点俗气……
但是有时候也蛮有意思的……

偶像剧始终是偶像剧……
怎样做都难免会有点不真实……
想像……
如果事件发生在现实生活中……
如果你是主角,你到底可不可能会做出戏剧般的事?
我的答案是:
戏始终都是戏……
或许这是我们都梦寐以求的结局……
但现实告诉我们……
如果现实的结局都这么美好,就不会有戏剧的出现了……

虽然自己是那么的讨厌现实……
但是没有了现实……
就没有了那种确确实实的存在感……
可能世界上所有的事都是有缺憾的……
或许有缺憾……
才是世界变得完美……

人总是在读书的时候想玩乐……
在忙碌是想休息……
在休息是想找点事来做……
总是不知足……
以为事事都这么顺心吗?

不是的……
曾经以沉默来掩饰愤怒……
以微笑来掩饰悲伤……
这都是我们不愿意的……
不愿意……
最终还是把一切吞了……
世界还是一样转动着……


Silence, did not mean nothing to say
but, not willing to say anything.

23.4.10

Lost connection for 2 days

I have back hometown for 2 days....
And 'enjoying' the days without connection for only 2 days....
It's enough to make my crazy....
Because I was like sleep,eat and watch drama everyday.....
I lost my connection because my brother just cut the streamyx line....
and want me to sign up for the Unipack which is one promotion at Streamyx...
Change package, to get a better offer, to get a free netbook....bla bla bla....
But it took me bout one month to do it....
Need to get ready of the photostated document....
need to get certified by the university....
and need to wait for few weeks to process....

It still haven settled yet....
How lucky I am is there are some wimax signal for me to.....
Hahaha....
I know it is bad....
And I know how ''evil'' I am to do this things AGAIN~
But how could I survive without internet connection?
I would be a stupid if I din use this (which is easy to access...)
sorry for the user =(

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I forgot a friend birthday again.....
I'm a bad friend I admit...
Bau bau~~~sorry and Happy birthday....
Already called her and hope she will forgive my carelessness....
Remember last year she was calling me while I'm busy being fooled by my friends....
Haha....but she is a really good friend....
Hope she had a memorable birthday and having sweet time with her beloved....



It's time to sleep...
good day everyone =)

18.4.10

一个人的一天

这安静的星期天……
如果我身在怡保……
早上一定如常地和妈妈吃早餐……
然后回家看戏,睡我的午觉……
睡醒就叫肚子饿……
叫妈妈打包什么都好……
等到晚上……
再和阿姨们出去吃……
吃完就去逛逛街……

我这美好的星期天……
落在KL就不同了……
呆在家睡到中午……
吃brunch……
上上网……
躺着看戏……
什么都不能做了……
因为没有车……
出街也变得懒了……
去哪里都依靠别人……
这种感觉……
不好受……

习惯性的……
什么都不说……
想约人出街……
但原来只有自己是这么的得空……
真的很不习惯寂寞……
一个人的世界……
真的不知道那些深山的孤独老人怎么过活……

突然对着城市感到陌生……
宁静的夜晚……
从16楼楼台望出去……
看着大城市的夜景……
是很美……
但是和家乡的绿叶比起来……
我还是比较喜欢吹着那丝丝青草味的清风……
享受宁静……

很希望明天一早的到来……
快点结束眼前的烦恼……
回乡去……
=)

Treasure in life

Just finish my exam yesterday...
Hopefully my foundation year officially ended here....
And ya....
I've been here for one year....
Being independent for one year....

Recall the first day I went KL....
Know nothing and learn from zero....
Learn how to take bus all the way from Ipoh to KL....
Learn how to take rapid, LRT and KTM...
Learn how to do something alone without anyone...
Learn to cope eveything myself in a strange and big city...
And learn many new things that never had at hometown....

The most treasurable thing that I met is not learning....
Is friends....
I discovered new friends...
and  I appreciated my old friends....
I met a lot of different people from different states....
Get to know more people is the most treasurable moment in my life....
I know how lucky I am to have friends like this....
I know you get my meaning if you are my friend....
*pointed to u....whoever read this blog*
I love you my friend....
To have you to be my friend is my luck....
Appreciate every moment that we had spend together....

I know many people who successfully graduate from Foundation
will probably go to other colleges to study....
Perhaps they have better choice and ways .....
For me, I will still stay here....
Not surprisingly, for the next 3 years....
New friendship will begin in new life....
And hope old friendship could maintain as good as I can....

It's totally a new stage in my life....
In the past one year...
My experience make me grown....
I do appreciate every fun,every laugh and every smile that you all have given me....
Life is just as simple as that....
Simple life, greastest happiness....
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just simply look through my photo in facebook....
I have so much fun and sweet memories with friends....
I love my friends....
Treasure every moment with your friends =)

12.4.10

同人唔同命

有人读得要生要死……
有人得过且过……
有人不在乎……
有人烦东烦西……
有人轻轻松松……
有人靠幸运……
有人靠自己的努力……

靠努力的人跟幸运的人不同的是……
努力的人要付出他100%甚至110%的努力才能的到想要的成果……
幸运的人却不费吹灰之力就能都得到努力的人想要的成果……
或许你会愤怒上天的不公……
但是与其花时间在愤怒上……
不如付出多一点……
我相信终有一天……
努力会战胜幸运……
努力也能改变命运……

我也不相信预言……
或未发生的事……
眼看的也未必是事实……
何况要我相信一些不真实的……
可能这是真的……
到最后……
我会接受……
肯迎接这一切……
就是幸运的人没有的毅力……

11.4.10

懒人空想

很懒……
读书……
更新部落格……
吃饭、睡觉……
都觉得很懒……
最近的生活用“懒散”这两个字来形容我就适合不过了……

最喜欢在weekend(就像是今天)
在家赖床……
明明就是醒了……
但是就是不肯起来……
躺着……
想些什么都好……

想为什么人就是那么的肤浅?
有深度的人不多……
再说着别人肤浅的同时……
也说着自己……

想为什么没有永恒?
讨厌短暂的快乐……
讨厌短暂的友情……
讨厌短暂的爱情……
但是有时却因为那么一点的短暂快乐而觉得幸福……
或者永恒太累了……
享受短暂可能让自己更快乐……

想……
空想……
幻想……
遐想……
在还未有与未达到的的时刻……
只有最了解自己的自己……

8.4.10

End of foundation

One year had passed by....
My foundation going to end after I complete my final exam
which fall on this Saturday onwards....
Just 4 subjects but take me one week to end it....
A bit "beh song" bout the timetable...

Ok...
Statistics on Saturday 8am-10am is really fine...
But what for to wait until 3.30pm to take my useless moral exam???
Should I use that five and half hour to study my moral?
(wonder if it needs such long time to read...oh no...we just need to go in and 'tembak' only...)
After that, we have one day break and having
my terrible and ever mistaken subject --> CALCULUS....
I wonder why I will take it and until today I still have a bit regret...
Same as Statistics, exam will be from 8am-10am.
Lastly is the most terrible exam timetable I have....
I will have my LAST PAPER on the LAST DAY in the LAST SECTION!!!!
My pity Intro to Human Comm paper....
Hopefully I can pass all my exam paper and no need sit for 4th sem la~~~
All the best ya =)
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Before the final....
People not only discuss what to study...
but most importantly many plans going on after the finals...
But I'm not the planner but just invited to go....
I'm on to sing k on tuesday, I'm on to go for BBQ on friday...
But still not sure for the sunway lagoon and tioman trip....
Burden la wei~~~
I'm not printing money one....
Somemore I couldn't find a part time job for cover my 'entertainment'...
Haiz....
I wanted to play...
but sometimes not everything goes with our mind...

CONCLUSION:
The best vacation that I found out
is IPOH!!!!!XD

4.4.10

Be punctual

Think to save money for this month....
For last week I back to Ipoh....
I already waste one train ticket...
but now I'm wasting one again....

Really speechless....
The train just gone in front of my eye for the ever first time in my life....
We just late for bout 1 minute....
Ok...so I cant blame the Malaysia transport system be so punctual today???
My fault lo~
Like what my brother said....
"You will be used to it...."
Maybe....I will be used to it....
Rushing for the train was not the first time....
Last time I was so lucky...
But today....
just not my day....

Dunno what to say.....
I back late and I skip classes....
It ok for me but not used to it really...
It was a funny experince for me and I act like an idiot....
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Though I was a stupid....
I had a really happy weekend with my family....
Paying respect to our ancestors...
Included HIM....
We are really good children
and I see mum's smile when everyone of us around her....
I could feel the happiness from her smile....
I know it even we just having a simple and small dinner...
but we are all sitting together and have fun....
I know I was late for the train...
But they wait me and end up with jokes....
I smile again from disappointment...

That's what a family is....
The family for me...
Maybe I din get luck to get into the train....
But I get the luck to have such family like this...=)