Update for short

The time spending for fun was always gone too fast. It’s just always not enough. If you ask me “Are you regret for coming back but not doing your revision for exam and assignment that will due soon?” I will say yes to certain extend, frankly, I felt more guilty to myself especially the time I need to face my result. But there is a big NO as I got a chance to see my little new born nephew, and also hang out with my friends, getting some time for fun like this is always not easy. I could say I might lose something about grades, about marks, but I get my relationship with family and friends. Perhaps I think this will be the most important thing for me in life. Life just getting so rush until you miss something, you will realize you will just lose it forever and it will never come back.

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总觉得 家  是幸福的源头

总觉得很多事情要完成 但是却 少了动力 多了阻碍

总觉得 要习惯 要适应 自己一个人

总觉得 有些事 是时候放下了 因为渐渐发觉不重要了

总是觉得和你们在一起   最自在

晚了 完了 故事还是会继续的

累了 睡了 我们会好好的 =)

语·思

我可以欺骗自己不要喜欢一个人，但是我不可以欺骗别人说我喜欢他。

如果那就是爱，对不起，我觉得有点肤浅。

我不觉得自己有资格说些什么，我不是你，就像你也不懂我在想什么一样。

Fake a smile is easy, how to fake it without the knowledge of others is a tactic.

就像平静的湖水也有泛起涟漪的时候   很多事都变成正常

It is interesting to study human mind, but it reflected how funny human is, have such an interest to study and discover own species. even make so much explanation about their own behaviors.

给予尊重    是希望能得到同等的尊重。

感受 不用言语的 不用眼神的 这是心灵上的沟通

青春 我都把它花在有意义的活动 很激动的说

沉默 是几番静思 是几番忧郁 是几番神秘

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很喜欢事无忌惮的写 是思想 是言语 表达的是一句又一句看是有关联或没有关联的文字

我实在无法表达 我又多么的喜爱 玩弄文字与文字之间 那一段细腻的情感 是那么的美丽 那么的有意思

可能有那么的一天 能把这些文句都编成书 那是梦想

Little new life

Today is a big day~ My brother’s son was born~!!! I am being an aunty AGAIN. Yes, having a new nephew again~ Since my sister’s evil son was born first. This little cute thing will be a little bit different since he will live in with us in the same house and direct blood link to us. I got the amazing feel to a new born baby especially in MY family. Even I was not there, at my hometown, got the chance to visit them, I do feel the happiness within the family for welcoming this new life. My blast to this new born baby~ even I am not so sure his name yet. I hope he can live happily and stay healthy =)

Daigor, daisou, baby and mummy

♥Cute new born baby♥

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Another big day for tomorrow my dear friend Ms. Lau Chee Foon a.k.a Ms. Alice birthday. She and my other friends who have took STPM and other STPM candidates as well will take their results tomorrow. What can I say is all the best and may their wishes, pray or whatever hopes can be fulfilled.

今天只做一件事 by Eason Chan dedicated to you, the birthday star. Just feel to let you listen to this song at the moment. Feel the peace. =)

灯会

去了一场灯会……位于jenjarom的东禅寺

美美的灯的确会让人心旷神怡

比起KL城市里的灯……

不同多了 有意义多了

新年 总算真正划上句号了

灯亮时，高挂的月亮真的很美

灯熄了，其实那明月还不是一样的孤寂

会不会有这样的一个夜里

每次你望上那轮明月 会想起哪个谁？

寂寥的心 就像城市里高挂的月亮一样

没有了星星的陪伴 其实还会继续的发光

忽

·很喜欢静静的、呆呆的看着某处，若有所思的感觉，让人猜不透。

·很喜欢安静的夜，无论听着慢调的、调皮的音乐，都觉得很自在。

·很喜欢就在这个时候记录心情，可以调整心情，所有好的与不好的都会选择的看透。

·很喜欢不说话，装着耳机，其实是在聆听、观察身边发生的事与物。

·突然想去看海 因为在这寂寞的城市里 不曾有美丽的星空 与 蔚蓝的海

·尽管多么累 深夜 总有深思的时候

·那个你不懂的我 继续不懂吧 就像我不懂你一样

·心灰 总和 意冷 在一起 因为冷寂的心不曾有彩色

·坚强 与 理智 总在自己最懦弱时出来伸出援手

·写着写着 忘我了 忽略 忽然间 原来我也累了

QUit social network?

Pre-warning before you really want to read this post: This post would a bit sarcastic but not directly pointed anyone, please don’t feel offended.

So if you are decided to continue. Fine. First of, I am thinking I was quite success in exiting the complicated social network—especially Facebook. I was not totally quit on it but I am decreasing the time spending on it by looking the meaningless wall post or even expose my life like ‘you-think-you-are-so-famous-that-people-want-to-keep-track-on-your-status’. Despite some were pretty interesting and nice to read. I just don’t feel to post something when I was not so in mood. And can I say I will smile with a lame look when people updated their status every minute for what they do,eat or even sleep. I-just-don’t-know-why. Perhaps psychology student could do some research on it. “The influence of Facebook the social network on people nowadays”. I think the result will be quite interesting. Frankly, I still cant really get out of it fully since this making my life easier. Yes, pretty easy to keep contact with friends, no matter old or new, even unknown. I admit it’s still have its own usefulness so not many people can get away from it easily.

In fact there are still one network I cant really quit that is MSN and email. I cant really stand for days that cant open my email and sign in my MSN. I will desperately feel I am really outdated. So in this you can see, it will be more easily if you want to find me via email or msn. By the way, all the time I put AWAY in my status, doesn’t mean I am really away but somehow there will be sometimes I am away or I don’t feel to reply you. Of course the first reason will be the most possible one.

There are sometimes I feel want to disappear from the world. I will appear off or even sign out from everything, leave my laptop on for nothing but just listen to songs. This is what people called emo. But don’t you feel sometimes you just want to disappear for a while, just a while, from the world where no one can find you, off any device that people can find you. I just hope that there can be a little moment for myself. For peace.

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I think it is enough for today.

Not forgetting to give my blast to Ms.Ho Pooi Kwan a.k.a Catherine Ho.

Happy birthday my dear friend =)

As you wish, all your wishes will be come true soon ^^

Ideal romance

Finish this Korean drama in 2 days. <<Secret Garden>>. Quite a romantic, funny and somehow a bit ridiculous love story. Everything happened in a very dramatic way. But I do love the setting inside. The lakeside house, the snow walkway,the romance of the characters especially the male character with dimples, don’t you think the people with dimples is cute? I just found myself so in love with dimply people and their ‘serious look’, especially they look you in their eyes. They have so much attraction, don’t you think so?

Oh ya today is valentine day. I don’t understand why people would post everywhere, stated and somehow complaining there is no people with them during valentine. Maybe I was just don’t understand, perhaps I think spending with friends is not a bad idea. Thus, I will attend a dinner as a COS member, for the sake on proving it is not necessary to have valentine with your only beloved, but have some gathering with friends is a good choice too. Anyway, in life we always searching for a romance love as such in the drama, such an ideal and always have a happy ending. Who don’t want that? Perhaps sometimes we are dreaming and living in our fantasy. But I do patient in searching for that. In fact, I know it was not that possible, despite impossible, there are still some probability. That’s why I am still single now. *laugh out loud if you want to*

I do proud of saying I am still single as I am still young now. Who care you are being coupled or in love sweetly? That’s make our different. In a way that I am so damn free but you aren’t. *evil smile* You wouldn’t understand me. I still enjoy my single life.

By the way, thanks for those who have been loving me. I was not the good one to be in love with. You make a good choice if you can forget me. Cheers, for single, for friends =)

意·义

#喜欢活在当下的感觉，虽然不是很耀眼，活着当自己的观众。

#喜欢有酒窝的人，那个不是很深，带点可爱的小孔。

#喜欢杰伦，因为他的歌，总在点缀那寂寞的夜。

#喜欢没有条理的文字，带点深度，带点神秘。

#那个喧闹的夜晚，看着那片色彩的自己，有点想家。

#我们在生活中没有失去了谁，得到了谁，你最终只拥有你自己。

#可以的话，为自己寻找快乐，不要让快乐寻找你，有时候它可能会迷路。

#可以的话 我选择 面对 对于逃避

#含义        意义      定义    生命中仿佛都在找寻他们的踪迹。

有人问我写部落的的意义，其实没什么，我不介意分享我得到的、看到的、知道的、想到的。想别人更了解自己，仅此而已。对着一句一句 没有顺序 只有感觉 与态度 的文字，我只想用这些文字来表达 那毫无条理的思绪 与心情。文字 你可能是看到了。但是真正的感受 没有人能真正体会到

Stressed or Desserts?

It is just a couple of days I came back from my lovely CNY holiday. There are tones of assignments to be done and handed in. Though some are not so hard, but I just feel that we-just-like-a-working-assignment-machine. The brain is non-stop to thinking of the idea on how to do it, how to make it better and how to begin it as the most important point. I was not scare of it but there are in some senses of nervous, nervous of being lack of time to complete all the things in a short while. Perhaps plan and arrangement are needed to make my life easier.

There is still a long way to go. Many things need to be done step by step. Like one of the phrase that I saw and posted in my PM—"Stressed is desserts if you can reverse.” “压力，是甜品，如果你可以反方向思考。”Sorry for no citation because I was forget who wrote it. I just felt that it was so meaningful. But friend told me that it was no true because it is written in past tense. He is so true grammatically. But I think what this phrase want to present is that the mind set is very important. It’s all depends on you, how to think about a certain word, or things. It is not easy that everyone have such a positive thought when trouble comes. And I am trying to think, as positive as I can, maybe to cover the negative thoughts or whatever.

Stressed or desserts? It’s your choice.

Don’t feel to end it so soon

I have very ordinary CNY this year. Again. Not surprisingly, I was able to meet many relatives and friends as well. The best part was the reunion feel within the small family and I really love my family deep in my heart ♥

♥ Family are family ♥

My mum’s cook is the best in the world. Over the past one week, I just never, yes is NEVER eat outside food~!!! I am totally in love with mum’s cook~ the fish, the chicken, the spareribs, the soup…… I just missed all of them. and this is the first time I feel the happiness after being at KL for around 2 years. Love you mum

My brothers are still that childish and bully. even they are good to me in some sense. And new members will be coming to our home very soon. Hope this little baby will bring more happiness and fortune to our family

And sister’s family. Still that funny. And her son, my nephew is still a bully, same as my brothers. I don’t understand why I am always being the one who get bullied at home =( Life is unfair.

My dog, Bobo, looked better somehow after visit the veterinarian. I just hope she can stay healthy always to make us complete family. I am so grateful that I live over 20 years with my beloved family. You all are the best. Thanks for being my family =)

Family photo without eldest bro, who was still sleeping

The brother and sisters

And lastly my mum and me ♥

It is just the 4th day of the CNY. The celebration was just started. But we have to end there as school reopen and work gonna continue as well. It’s just maybe once in a year we can enjoy like this. During this season, we are grateful.

其实我们都知道 因为难得 才显得珍贵

难能可贵的团圆 才值得庆祝

虽然满是怀念

但是那会带来期待

期待下一次的来临

再聚  for family and for friends =)

Simple CNY 2011

I was in holiday mood few days ago. Still, not so in CNY mood. Maybe back too early before the real day comes. Being stayed at home for two days and having some so called small family gathering at home. Not so much talk, but there were feel of warm while eating at round table, gambling and joking around. It’s still the best family for me, not that perfect, but it’s just my special little family =)

家 永远都有形容不了的温馨

家人 永远都无可替代

在外久了 才发觉 能每天吃到妈妈煮的菜

原来是可以那么幸福的事

越长大了 越觉得其实某些事 某些节日

可能是特别的 但是心里却觉得没什么大不了

很普通 很简单的 也可以渡过

但是就可能是 那种平凡 与简单

使这一切变得特别 没有什么原因

这是一种心灵上的感觉

我就是喜欢这独一无二的平凡