20.7.15

16th July 2015 throwback on feelings

"Just like the old days 
We are so laid back without worrying much about what's exactly happening around.."
Missed those days
But we will never get back.
Sometimes I just like to look back what I've wrote for my past. It's stupid, it's fun but I felt lucky I wrote. 
I might don't really remember what I've wrote, what was the feeling.. But the past blogposts can at least remind me a bit of it. The bits and pieces of the memories. Where I grown up from. What is exactly happened to make the "me" today. 

But when growing up, we have less time to reflect what we've done. 
For most of the time, we live in the moment and most of the feelings we don't think it's important to record down anymore. 
So the feeling we forgo, memories fade, and nothing left to be remembered as an adult. 

That's sad. There's gloomy days. 
Living in the adulthood, there are so much pain.
We need to learn to endure, to see through and finally gone through it. 

It's life. And it's just another day I wanna say something to kind of reflect who I am today. 

15 July 2015

人·難懂

人 總是有太多事 太多話 放在心裡
一旦爆發
就不可收拾 
我們 都不敢說得太白
怕傷害別人
所以先傷害了自己
然後到無法容忍時 爆發
傷害了別人
也傷害了自己
所有感情 也如是
就是因為 那一些 
沒有說出的 不敢說出的 或隱約說出的
總是太多誤會 太多誤解
沒有溝通清楚 
自己懂 沒人懂
你不說 我不懂 也不想知道 
你不懂 我不說 也不想說太多 懶惰解釋
成了誤會 成了誤解 
變成傷口 
然後只能通過時間去癒合⋯