30.10.09

The reason why I just like my hometown--Ipoh

The feeling back and for between KL and Ipoh is boring.....
Already tired of this kind of life....
but somehow.....
I cant admit I really love to back to my hometown......
rather than using "like"....I just "LOVE" it~[hahaha~]

The most important and SIGNIFICANT reason....
my family is here.....
The feeling like going out with family just now is so good.....
Is the warm feeling in my heart.....
Even the eldest woman sometimes shout at me.....
but I know she loves me....
Sometimes,the stupid sis doing something that really stupid...
but I know she is nice to me.....
And the naughty newphew.....
always bully me and do something bad for me....
but he is still cute especially when he called me "yi yi"(in cantonese)....
A simple happiness family is just like that easy.....

And the second reason....
of coz is my friends here.....
like my mum always said I'm always back for friends.....
Then I will be like"......."(speechless)
In fact, I really cant stay alone at home.....
So, I hang out with friends.....
Sometimes I have receive some disappointment....
Though, they are all my friends....
That is what I believe
"Friends are always friends no matter where you are...."

And the third reason....
Of coz is the food here.....
the dinner just now....
walao~really cant compare to the KL one~
hahaha~
Actually I know I got some bias when I said the food here is nicer....
But the fact is I'm growing here and what I eat for the 17 years ago is all IPOH FOOD....
Just LOVE Ipoh food deeply......

Last but no least.....
I just feel so comfortable to be home.....
Putting myself at home is just a feel of nothing else I need to worry about....
Home is the only place to give the warm and contented feel that the other placed cant give you.....

You can say that I'm just so addicted to back hometown or whatever.....
but I'm really LOVE it....
JUST LOVE IT....CAN BE NO REASON....

26.10.09

5 weeks left....

One month is like very long for somebody....
but how about 5 weeks??
Sounds shorter right?
My 2nd semester will be ended 5 weeks later.....
So fast.....
I just woke up by my friends said that I'm still like live in week 4....
Yes....I'm living blur blur from week 2 until week 9....
and blur for my assignments,presentations...as well as Mid-term....
Already 'Blur' for the half semester already....
Is time to wake up....>.<

Well......
In 5 weeks time.....
I will be damn busy I think....
Research paper due next week....[week 10]
Quiz 2 after the week of the due date....[week 11]
Presentation 2 for CTS and econs next....[week 12]
Another important presentation on a special day...[week 13]
Finally....My final is there....[week 14/15]

Seem so horrible and scary....
but this is the truth where we live in.....
No worry.....
We can still have our sweet holiday after the 5 terrible weeks....
Critical thinking right?
Is funny the question of the lecturer today :
"If CTS is a course,will u take it?/If it is not a compusory subject,will you take it?"
I will answer NO for both question......
Who will be so stupid,wanted to be tortured by  the crazy skills???
I'm not that clever but also not that stupid lo~

Haiz....
Cant figure out how to complete my research paper in 3 days.....
Forcing myself to do it so I can back to hometown without any guilty....
Assignments.....
Bought a shirt with meaningful words yesterday....
STUDENT+DYING=STUDYING
What a good explaination~hahahaha~

=End with laughing=

25.10.09

More tired after exam =.=

Just finish exam on Saturday....
Feel so relief and free.....
but who knows after exam will be more tired.......
2 days can play like so crazy and exhausted as for 1 week exam.....=.=|||

Remember last night how crazy we were.....
3 stupid drove all along the way to find a friend at Banting.....
We used 2 hours to reach there and just for it MILO AIS and Nasi Lemak Ayam Goreng.....
Is kinda crazy but having so much fun also la~
Thanks for Li Ying(Or siew hong) who so good to treat us the local food
and also fetch us around her Taman~^^
We back about 1am....
and the Kevin and Dailou were so crazy still want to have supper at MURNI~@.@
Ok~I'm fine anyway~
so,we back home about 3am in the morning.....
I was like zzzzz and dont want to anything else except sleeping.....
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Another day which is today.....
We already have a plan to give Milo a surprise party....
As a 'main liar' today,I have to wake up early and start my 'acting section'~
hahahaha~

To lie her....Yanying and me are accompany her the whole morning at Sungei Wang.....
[Milo,u should very proud that having us to lie you for the whole morning..]
I was being so good liar today....
Talked so many lie today~=.=|||
But hor~
Lying is really tired for me la~xp
Hard to pretend~hahahaha~

We decided to celebrate at GASOLINE.....
GASOLINE again.....
Of course....
Milo was so shocked~[funny her face~XD]
and cant respond as all of them come out suddenly with a BIG chocolate cake~


Look at her~sot jo~hahahaha~XD

Settle......
Our celebration is just like this la~^^
Happy part over~

Is time to talk about the mad part~
The most angry thing make me crazy today is the service of GASOLINE!!!!!
So damn shit~
Wrong order is ok~!!!!
Out of fish is still ok~!!!!
Late is also ok~!!!!!
But how come the food never come????!!!!
Not others but me only lo~!
Can I dont angry???
I just try to calm myself down and straight cancel the order......

Having tong sui,a very chocolate de chocolate cake,and a drinks for the whole morning and lunch.....
No mood edi~
Stomach full with GAS(mandarin pls~) and water.....
combine together will be soft drink~(oso mandarin pls~)XD

Erm.....
Then we have a short walk at Sungei Wang~
So many people today there
as a Korean guy will come about 6pm....[A dont-know-what-the-name-handsome-man~xp]
In the crowds,I just can see a lot of crazy fans there....
And of coz many are girls~~~~XD

As we are not as crazy as them....
We "try" to back.....
What means try here is.....
Mr.Alvis cant find where he parked his car~
Good~
Again~[Rmb how hard last time we found yy's car at Pavillion~@,@]
Walked and walked....
Back to Ron and asked.....
Finally,we found it SUCCESSFULLY~

Not willing to back home yet--->the bad girl yanying....
We back to Alvis condo first and watching drama in his room~
I was like...............dont know what to say.....
Tired....and just lying there like our home~XD[is 4 of us lo~]
 After that,we went for dinner near his house which at Setapak....
Finally,I have my fish today~
hahahaha~I cant have it a GASOLINE but still can have at Setapak and at a cheaper price~^^
Thanks Alvis for brought me to a place where can eat yummy 铁板烧 which got fish!!!!

Too much for today already~
Like My housemate said:"You are the earliest one to go out but the latest one to come back~"
..............................
Yes~From 9 in the morning until 9 at night.....
So so tired today like working for whole day~

Fun already end....
BUT WHY TMR IS A SCHOOL DAY????



Share the photo grabbed from facebook~xp
p/s:The camera man is too bad~

==THE END==

tag来tag去都是同样的问题@.@

1.我的名字: Jill
2.生日: 26.11.1991[Want give me present izit???]
3.谁传给我的: 又是你-->师爷包
4.说出五个好友: too many la~scare kena scold....>.<
5.生日想收到什么礼物: anything that special but must match my style....[see~really want to give me present lo~LOLX~]
6.近期开心的事: just finish exam~phew~~~
7.近期压力的事: just over exam bo~assignments haven finish!!!!>.<
8.未来想做什么: Psychologist~~~~
9.有没有喜欢的人: Love my family and friends so much~^^
10同学会时,你会去找老师吗: Erm....see which teacher is good lo~
11.跟谁出去最幸福: Family and friends
12.如果你的两个朋友吵架了: Nothing I can do....consult them?
13.跟情人出去最想去哪 : Tak ada lover la~
14.聖誕節要做啥 : Party time~~~xp
15.最想跟誰過聖誕節 : Not your business lo~hahahaha~friends la of coz~
16.有沒有起床气 : erm...................................
17.有幾個兄弟姐妹 : 2 brother & 1 sister(I'm the youngest^^)
18.最喜歡的一首歌(女生的) : Many many many~cant specific~
19.最喜歡的一首歌(男生的) : See the above answer~
20.喜歡什麼顏色 : Black and white,green,purple,pink but not yellow pls~
21.上廁所會不會先沖水 : After that mai do lo~
22.愛不愛我 : Are u dreaming???
23.喜歡男生還是女生 : Still dreaming right????
24.最想大聲說什麼 : I'm free from exam~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~XD
25.半夜敢不敢自己上廁所 : Why not?
26.上廁所會不會脫褲褲 : Silly question
27.誰很欠打 : u~~~~~~
28.現在很迷什麼 : Facebook and never forget blogging~XD
29.睡相很差 : erm.........................not tat good.....
30.現在的時間 : 7.44pm
31.是否痛恨傳給你點卷的人 : A bit.....xp
32.體重多少: Lighter than u lo~
33.今天天氣 : Quite good :D
34.你懷孕了嗎 : 你神经病了吗?
35.你若中樂透最想做什么 : Give some to mum....give some for charity....Buy whatever I want....
36.大學生一定要玩的活動 : Is that any thing I "MUZ" play????
37.如果能為彩虹添加一種顏色 你選: Golden~cool~
38.你覺得友情是真心的么: sometimes ya.....
39.认识spring吗?: Apa tu???
40.你喜欢神起里的谁: I just know they appear as a group.....who and who???dunno~
41.说出自己五个优点or缺点: Too good for my long....Too bad for my short....

自己加的問題:
42.写出2个自己最喜欢的词句: Freedom & Simple
43.爱吃什么?: Mum's cook =)
44.喜欢现在的自己吗?: erm..........if I dont love myself then who going to love me?T.T

Dont wan tag people la~
lazy......zzzzzzz......

24.10.09

Bye bye mid-term.....

Today is Saturday.....
Why must the college having exam paper on Saturday?
It suppose be my lovely day to rest and sleep until..........very late...

Forget about that~
Just finished my Mid-term today....
Exhausted and tired for the whole week....
Finally can have a break and take a deep breath.....

Pheeeewwww......
As the activity delayed to tmr...
I having lunch with my housemate and her cousin's family.....
Kind of weirdo there as a non-related person.....
Never mind....
The most important is I enjoyed my meals....

Lisa brought us to her friend's new open kitchen near PJ.....
It is called Betty's Midwest Kitchen....
It is kind of American or western food....


Here is the banner and the decoration inside the restoran.....It is easy available from facebook~xp





 Grilled Baby Back Ribs 


Crispy Bacon on the left and pork chop with special sources on the right.....

The dessert--Apple Crumble with Ice Cream~

Of course our meals not only this......
I didnt take picture at there but grabbed the picture from its facebook~
hahaha~
quite a nice meal I have today.....
Although all serve with PORKS~@.@
It is non-halal~
And really in American size....means quite huge plate we have.....

Though.....
The bill quite expensive also.....
We had ate RM200+ for 7 people to share.....

This celebration for finishing exam really @.@
Totally bankarpt for this month....
Hopefully I can tahan for one more week.....
Next week escape to hometown and beg for money....T.T

Don't know tonight go where
but tmr already know where to go~
RELAX!!!!!!!!

23.10.09

Psychology+movie+music

Finished my Psychology paper today....
The most important subject for me this semester....
which also affect me so much for my future degree in psychology....
I'm quite do whatever best I can in this....
Seriously,I've put the most effort on it....
Whatever the result wil be....That's it.....

Of coz I'm also exhausted for this exam...
For the rest of the week....
Never sleep well and still wan to study even headache attacks badly...
And one thing I wan to shout out is the renovation's sound~
Could u pls give me a quiet moment????
I'm getting mad of this sound!!!!!
Is EVERYDAY!!!!
I only can study during night time....
And when I study till late nite....
I muz sleep until very late the next day....
But IT IS SO DISTURBING that the sound keep on.........
"NEGK NEGK NEGK!!!TOM TAM TAM!!!!PANG PONG PANG!!!!"
Who able to sleep from that????
HATE IT~~!!!!!!

Haiz..................
This is the only way I can do here----shouting like a crazy....
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After mid-term....
There are so many movies I want to 'chase' back....
"Uncomplete Klye XY season 3"
"Incomplete FA(Fullmetal Alchemist) 2009"
 And maybe some movies that new release in the cinema.....

Woootss.....
Guess what I have found yesterday?
SAW VI~~~~walao~
still got~~~I thought it is over and end with Jigsaw's death.....who knows still got again.....
It will come out during the halloween....
But I dont think Malaysia's cinema will have it.....
Maybe I can get the source from the website soon~^^
This is the movie that I think is awesome than Final destination series.....

They always make the poster horrible~

Surgery apparatus also.....

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Quite addicted to yiruma musics recently.....
"Kiss the rain","River flows in you"......this musics make my mood better when studying....
also...
the new name I know recently.....OWL CITY.....
I'm not sure is a singer or a band....but the songs are very nice.....
Like this picture personally.....^^
He appears as a single singer but the name sounds band....ermm~~All his songs' style are almost the same....just change a little bit....keyboard must appears in all his songs.....

Recommended by friends.....
"Fireflies","On the wing","The saltwater room"......
All are my favourite songs recently.....
Another song recomemded by my brother "Sometimes when we touch"by Olivia
It is also a nice song ~bring me some kind of peace when listen to this song....

That's all I want to share today....
new discovery to define CTS--->Crazy Torture Skills
<--A skills created by a crazy to torture us T.T-->

22.10.09

A paper for superman/superwoman

What a SUPER DAMN HARD Advanced English paper for today....
So wanna kill the one who create this paper....[If Ms.Chandra then ok lo~since she treat me so good....]

Actually not that super hard until cant do la....
just need some more time to think lo~
But it is lack of time....
Totally no time to finish all IN 2 HOURS!
We have :
-MCQ
-Short answer question
-A summary
-Fill in the blanks
-Paraphasing
-An essay
FINISH ALL IN 2 HOURS!!!!!!
(Pls let me repeated once more~)
Is IN 2 HOURS!

Walao~
Who able to do this wor?
Essay already takes us at least half hour to do it~
It just an abnormal paper for nonhuman....
or.....for a SUPERMAN/SUPERWOMAN
who can do things in a light speed....

It is real....
And not a joke....
The people who create this paper must done for their SUPER SON/DAUGHTER~
Since I'm just a normal person....
Not one of the SUPER DAUGHTER....
I think I have done badly on my English paper....

Haiz.....
I think I almost crazy for this mid-term exam already.....
What?!
It just a mid-term already make me crazy....
How about the final????
Need to go to the nearest T.R already.....
Though I get a PHD already....
So geng la me~muahahaha~
[p/s:only a PHD person can go to TR....]

Extra glossary:
T.R-Tanjung Rambutan
PHD-Psychological Highly Disorder

By the way,
who want join me in APA?
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All Psycho Association

Please contact my secretary Mr.Bryant for further details....
By Jill
President of APA


It just an exam...
Dont get mad....
take it as a joke and laugh watever loud u wan~^^

21.10.09

执着·放开

因为在乎……
因为舍不得……
因为自私……
因为自己倔强的性格……

对所有事情都变得执着……
竭而不舍……
只坚信着只要牢牢地抓着……
抓紧拳头、咬住牙关……
就能坚守一切……

结果我错了……
换来的只有抓得太紧而换来的伤害……
不要以为把握就是成功……
有时放弃……
也可能带来无形的喜悦……

现在……
轻轻的放开拳头……
释放一切……
不用抓住任何东西的感觉真好……
心情放松了……

你是对的……
就让它细细的流着吧……
放手可能会带来更紧地连接……

“学会放开,心情愉快……”

Mid-term as usual,hard as abnormal~

Having my Economic priciples today....[oppss~is already yesterday~@.@]
What an extremely hard paper!!!!!!
I think I have do all what I can do.....
Try whatever best that I can....
Just hope the results wont come out so badly.....

I just dont know what to say recently....
trying to be as quiet as possible....
calm myself down to think better...
trying to become a listener...
without saying anything....
trying to be a laughter...
just take all as humor and forgone all unhappiness.....

As more people I met....
The more complicated the world I'm in....
I know that this is the reality of life....
To be a psychologist....
this is the complicated world I cannot avoid to be extracted....

Sometimes....
It is really tired to keep on a friendship....
But somehow in my life....
Friends are always the parts of my life...
How sad it is....

I should miss my family.....
Mum....brothers and sister....
The day we will gather again will be the CNY for next year.....
Imagine how much fun we will have....
I miss you all....
[The family connection is the most important and greatest relationship in my life....When I think about how good a family I have,I will have the energy to go on the next hard step....cheers for family^^]

19.10.09

原来不只是我一个人的感觉……

很想把感觉都post在你的comment里……
但po不到……
只好跑来这里写了……

原来要坚持真的是很难的……
尽管那以前的心有多坚强……
说着有多么多的恒心去联系彼此的感情……
到了最近……
才不断地发觉……
有点错了……

在这里的半年……
就区区的半年……
大家竟然可以变得这么多……
或许就像丽宜所得那样……
“我们都无法否定,大家的感情都渐渐的退色了……”
新的生活……新的环境……
大家毕竟面对着不同的事与物……
当然人也会不同了……
“我们都无法改变……
这就是事实……”

我曾经也想过……
“如果没什么事,我就不会回去了……如果回去也只是陪家人……没什么必要,也不会通知你们我回来了……因为我觉得实在‘打搅’了你们的生活……”
其实朋友……
真的该这么想吗?……
打搅了他们的生活……

心有点淡了……
心境好象被一个人影响了……
原本蓝白的天空……变得灰暗了……

有点后悔上个星期没有回去那个生日派对……
我知道我错过了很多……
但是也领略了不少……

我感觉到你那种孤寂的感觉……
因为我也曾经品尝过……
因为品尝过……
所以才知道那种难受……

p/s:下次的sembreak记得找我……
我们再去喝茶……^^

16.10.09

Just wasting my time

I spent half of my day to sleep today....
Just my brain want to shut down
as I din off it from Monday to Thursday....
My brain wanna brust already....

Facing the laptop all the day....
Cant insert anything into my brain actually....
The most troublesome thing all the day is "WHAT I'M GOING TO EAT TODAY...?"
Everyday at least think it twice...
Haizz.......

My heart and my brain will have a conversation then....
Heart:"Want eat maggi again meh??"
Brain:"Yala~If not what to eat jek?"
Heart:"Yer......Dont want la~sienz jo~"
Brain:"Then what u wan?"
Heart:"Dont know..."
Brain:"(Is ordering the legs to walk to kitchen and the hands to take out the maggi mee....)Eat this la~"
Heart:"............"
This is the reason why our heart always lose to our brain....
Not everytime we can follow our heart but follow our brain which is the part to think....

I think the critical thinking skills have driven me crazy......
that why I'm talking nonsense here again....
Haven start for the revision for psychology already a half psycho...
=.='''
I love Psychology!
I love Economics!
I love CTS!
I love English!
Hope they love me too >.<

15.10.09

It is never ended...

Have finished all my presentation today....
I should have some rest as a reward for myself(my pity eyes and body~)
For spending so much time to do all those things....
And actually I've being lazy and lazy....
Always procrascinate everything....

Feel so guilty and dont know what to do....
by the way,I should put all the other things at the back first....
Mid-term examination next....
Put all effort on it(If I can....)

After one week mid-term...
Still cant relax....
Classes will still go on...
and assignments due date....
2nd presentation comes by....
Final will be not far away....

All like happen so fast....
talking nonsense here edi....
Haven doing any revision yet....
The reason why I psycho-ing here....@.@

14.10.09

没有“透视吧”的日子[第七天]

几天没更新blog了……
这不像我……
有人跟我说看了我的blog就笑个不停……
有酱好笑咩?
我很无奈好不好?……=.=|||

几番斟酌……
才决定用这个title……
很不习惯……
毕竟都不是自己的电脑……
很多东西都不敢动……
很不方便啊……

又不能download东西……
没有mood了……
几时才可以拿回啊?
29号回……回去看我的宝贝……
你要快点好起来啊……
我很想你……T.T

Geli了……xp
下个礼拜考试了……
presentation都还没做完……
等死了……
什么都还没读完……

笑话分享:
今天学校有人来派carefree的东东……[不懂的男孩去google searchXD]
都几尴尬下的……
会的时候我听到有一个男的跟一个人说:“why you put the carefree thing inside my bag?”
哈哈哈~让我想起了我中学的时候……
有一次spotcheck……
那些pengawas一定拿我们的书包查来查去的啦……
不知道为什么突然间查到我们班的一个男的书包里面有一包…………=.='''
很无辜下的……
他好像被人弄了……
不过真的很搞笑下的咯……
至今我都还没忘记就知道啦……
那个被人弄的,还记得吗?XD

有点意思:“生活也许有点苦,但也总有那么一点的甜~”
没有苦,怎么显得出甜的味道原来那么的好?……
苦尽甘来……
黑暗会有光明的一天……

11.10.09

The dark period[I've to be stronger...]

A tired day for me again...
Back to ipoh just like drag me to hell....
I admit I was so bad luck that until today I'm still drop in darkness...

Back to today story....
waiting the 2.25pm train back to KL....
I went earlier to avoid the traffic jam problem...
Finally the train came...
Many people went on the train....
So me too...[I guess I can have a sleep 1st....]
Who knows a blue shirt guy said
"Train ke KL sudah.......(I din heard that clearly...) sila turun dan tunggu bus yang akan pergi ke KL central...."

I was like..."Huh?What the hell was going on?"(just walked down and see what happen~)
Everyone was waiting outside and two bus coming one few minutes later...
I met Leeyee's sister....
And we just stand together to wait for the bus....
the two bus were not for us....(there are some others going to tanjung malim and kampar...)
So we waited for the another one...
A beautiful cuti bus was drop by....
But we dont managed to get inside as too many people there already....
Planning to wait for the next one....
Who knows we have to wait half an hour somemore...[damn!]

We waited again.....
About 30 minutes later....
A bus really stopped outside and everyone rushed towards....
of course everyone was so worry because WE ALREADY DELAYED 2HOURS!!!!
I sat with Leeyee's sister so I can get into the bus....
Once again I guess I can have a sleep now......
Siapa tau few minutes later.....
The blue shirt guy called us down and go to the SCHOOL BUS!!!!!!!!!!!
 @.@ we was like wan to shout out loud!!!!!!
Haiz....
The school bus was not that comfortable....
Shake and shake and shake until my bone want to separate edi.....=.=

Finally....
My bone pain but I'm still alive >.<
Reached KL central at 7+pm.....
Full with angryness.....
I din take dinner and back home straight away....

When the bad luck will gone?
Hope tmr will be a brand new day with brightness....
I will be stronger....
GOOD LUCK FOR THURSDAY PRESENTATION!

10.10.09

I think I'm getting older...

The way to forget my sadness and all bad luck things....
is to play until crazy and make myself tired without thinking anything....
This two days I make it...
Sing K yesterday and play table tennis today...
I go out with my friends all the day and of coz having fun with them...
They are crazy enough and I'm tired enough...

Though....
I having so much fun
and I'm easy to get tired recently...
Dont know why....
Maybe is getting older and older...xp

I'm still finding some humor to make myself
to forget all the bad things happened on me recently...
Losing my pendrive really make my feel so bad....
And my laptop also....
they just called me said that my hardisc[in the laptop]was broken....
means...all my data losing again...
 Haiz.......................
Why suppose all the bad things happen together?
I'm not that strong enough to face all this at the same time...

 I dont know...
being so exhausted now...
tiring of everything...
I'm too weak to encounter those things...
make me heartattack...=.=
I'm old.........

9.10.09

I'm just fall in gloomy and dark parade

I have left my pendrive in the lab today....
And I only realize after I back Ipoh and wanna do my assignments.....
How poor is me that doing stupid and careless thing....?
I'M LOSING ALL MY ASSIGNMENTS!!!!!!!!!!!!

Are the bad luck still resist in me until now?
Since the day hardisc cannot opened....
laptop got some problem until cannot open few days ago....
and until today...I lost my only and the favourite small little thing I have...
The first pendrive I owned....
The cutest pendrive I have....
The small little thing just like my own baby....

I dont know how to decribe my feelings and mood now...
full with dark and gloomy cloud on my head now....










Haiz....
I'm careless and I'm so wrong to leave you alone....
I'm sorry....
If I cant get you back...I just can say sorry.....
useless and meaningless....

All my good mood today spoilt....
Bang-ing my head towards the wall.....

7.10.09

experience of bad luck and wanna die....

Why I'm so bad luck recently a?
All electronic stuffs seem ''beh song'' with me already...
first my hardisc cannot openned and took repaired for 2 months...
Last saturday only took back
and it is a brand new one which all my old data had gone....sad....
Another problem is my lappy keep on blinking
and I don dare take it repair
as I cant live without laptop....
whenever the assignments disaster coming...I die die oso wan a laptop to do it>.<
Until today...
It might cant tahan me jo....
don let me go into the interface and having a conversation with it edi...T.T
MY WINDOW IS TOTALLY CORRUPTED!!!!

I don know what I can do....
Alvis trying to help me but I don think he can solve it though...
Pity me only using my housemate's laptop to online....
hopes can tahan a bit...
I will bring it to repair la....
Very very bad in mood now...
The very first time I live without my laptop....
I wanna die.....

Maybe like my brother said...
I was in bad luck....
especially in using those electronic stuffs....
I always cant stayed with it for a longer time...
I got so 'geng' meh?
got any special components in me that make the electronic things broke?>.<

waste of time here...
another day for my panda eyes.....
with a gloomy mood...

5.10.09

Busy days

So so so many assignments have given within 2 weeks....
Next week going to have 2 presentations in a day if I'm not wrong....
An outline have to pass up on Monday.
And the disaster will come on 20th this month...
How I'm going to face all these?
Only 4 subjects....
It is enough to kill me....
Many many many terms and definitions I need to momorize...
Especially psychology and CTS....

I dont know what it gonna to be in mid-term....
Maybe what I can do now is just study....[if I have time...]
Relax....
Make a promise for myself
"I HAVE TO SLEEP BEFORE 12 EVERYDAY!"
But this promise I have made last month....
Apparently,I failed...
Hope I can have a normal life LIKE A HUMAN~
[not a psycho at night,a vampire another morning~]
My panda eyes....=.=

4.10.09

A beautiful night around the world

Recalled back....
For the very first time....
I celebrated mooncake festival[we are Malaysian~this is how we called mid-autumn festival~xp]
without mooncake....
without lantern.....
without candles....

When the day was coming...
My KL friends and I celebrated friend's birthday....
We celebrated with delicious chicken wings,big birthday cake and also many many songs....
This is the first time I back home at 3am in the morning....

When the day was passing...
My Ipoh friends and I celebrated the so called 'mooncake fest' without any related things...
We celebrated with carlsberg,manjong,oldtown kopitiam,and some fireworks....
Is crazy that we having manjong and fireworks just like celebrated new year...
Dont know why he brought so much fireworks for what?haha~
Going kopitiam is just a normal gathering for us....
And drinking alcohol is just a fun suggestion by friends...
I'm drunk....
We drunk....XD
Though....Everything is happy....
Everyone was fun....
------------------------------------------------
When I was having fun with some friends....
how about other friends?
They having so much fun also as I have view their blog...
Everyone is celebrating it differently....
It brings different meaning to different people....

Even though we might not celebrated at the same place....
but we share the same moon....
Even though we might not celebrated together....
but we celebrated the same festival...

This is a beautiful night....
even without beautiful candles....
It lights in our heart....

Everyone,Happy Mid-Autumn Festival^^

2.10.09

《 镜思语》舞台剧

忘掉今天的时间有多难过……[今天时间过得特别慢~]
打包了Donuts回家……[我的晚餐~]
打算吃了晚餐~上上网~看看戏就这样过了今晚……
 突然Alvis问我要不要去华文学会的舞台剧……
咦~ok wor~我满有兴趣下的……
反正没事做……
就去看看咯……
叫做《 镜思语》……
是个不错的舞台剧……
从灯光到音乐……
都有不错的水准……


虽然有点深奥……
但是也勉强看得明白……
镜思语——顾名思义,以镜子来反映出心里的自己……
心里的多层面……
心里的魔鬼与黑暗……
生活在这个世界其实可以很简单……
但是复杂的人类把世界看得复杂了……
人总是不满足……
对于每些事、物或人……
都不满足……欲望产生……
恶魔渐渐占据你的心……


他们说:“人们都是每天埋怨,自视过高,贪婪,充满厌恶感与竞争……”
映射社会中不少典型例子……
如从公司高层与部门总管到普通员工等等……
大家都是一样的……
埋怨为何没盈利……埋怨为何没加薪……
自以为自己很聪明……
永远需要更多更多于更多……
然而现实的社会教会了他们……
要得到你所要的……就要不择手段……
最后剩下你自己一个人站在最高点……
被你踩在脚下的可能曾经是你最好的朋友……


蛮有意思的舞台剧……
虽然有点不习惯……
因为有点搞笑……[虽然他们都没有笑~很专业咯~]
不错的经验……
希望下次可以看多一些有关的表演……^^

Dead quizzes

Having my quizzes today....
All dead badly I think....
Economis principles---thought will be come out some easy questions becoz is jus MCQ
but I was underestimate it....
It was so hard and confuse for some questions....
I lost my 5 marks for the beginning....

Next,CTS(our so called critical thinking skills)
many seniors said so hard and the passing rate was so 'high' from sem to sem....
I dont believe at the begining...
But after I faced the quiz today...
I think I'm wrong....is hard and I'm going to lost my another 5 marks...
Why should we struggling for that 5 marks?
We were looked it too big already....
Maybe we should put down all those disappointment
and concentrate on whatever assignments we have now....
as well as the preparation for the mid-term examination....
JUST GET MY EXAM TIMETABLE TODAY!!!!
20th OCT(TUES)  10am-11.30am Economic Principle

22th OCT(THURS)  2.00pm-4.00pm Advanced English

23th OCT(FRI)  10am-11.30am  Psychology  

24th OCT(SAT) 10am-11.30am  CTS
WTH?Until SATURDAY?
Means I cant back hometown after mid-term oso lo~
Sucks and undesirable timetable....